Kagome's POV

We landed on a beautiful courtyard aligned with beautiful red roses, that's all I saw before my vision went black and my dreams and my memories flowed into my mind as one. No one could tell me why Inuyasha blocked my memories; I must have spent hours walking in the dark of my mind. My mind only thought of him, the one my soul was pulled to: Sesshoumaru. But the more I thought about it, inuyasha was someone i could never love and my heart truly aches for sesshoumaru. I can't help my feeling and my how my heart is pulled to him.

"I must find my way out of this darkness, or I won't be able to find the one my heart aches for." Kagome talks to herself in the darkness of her own mind. But all she needed to do was think of him and light filled her mind and she slowly began to regain herself and opened her eyes.

Sesshoumaru's POV

Sesshoumaru sat next to her in the informatory, promised himself that he would never leave her again. When he saw her eyes opened he immediately grabbed her hand to let her know that he was there and he would never leave her alone again. But to his avail her eyes were clouded from the truth and wanted nothing more to kill his half-brother for his involvement in his mates condition.

"Kagome….do u know who I am" he squeezed her hand to assure her that he was there and to promise to never leave her.

"Um… you are the one my soul is being pulled toward and I feel like we are lovers maybe." Kagome unsure if the word would hit hard or like an insult to the great lord of the west.

"That's right we are lovers…mates actually. I have followed you ever since you emerged from the well. We belong together. Our fates have been intertwined for a reason mate. For a reason unknown my half-brother deceived you, he has altered your memories to make you believe that you are he's mate. He has betrayed you. Do you seek logic in my words? "Sesshoumaru questioned her eyes and found nothing but longing and forgiveness for him and his brother.

"I believe you but I do not hate him in fact I even forgive him. But it seems that my body wants to stay with him for reason unknown. Like it is something I have to do. But my heart is pulled to you because my soul belongs to you. I do not even understand the words I have just spoken. I wish to speak to inuyasha himself." Kagome questioned knowing he would track her to this castle.

"in all due time my love but first you must heal. But first do you know my name…Kagome." Sesshoumaru looking intent on making sure that she got over this spell over her mind.

"I think its sesshy…lord sesshoumaru. I feel intent on calling you sesshy. I hope you don't mind." Kagome kinda embrassed that she knew his name but didn't know him.

"That's right. that's the pet name you gave me." Sesshoumaru gave her a lustful look and he wanted to kiss her. Feel her soft lips on his. He has been away from her for so long and he is very hungry for her touch.

"I want to kiss you sesshy. If I may." Kagome felt longing for him. Hungry for his touch almost. Sesshoumaru almost leapt for joy but under his icy mask kept his self under control especially his beast in its cage.

"of course. Anything my mates wants." Sesshoumaru lustful looks at kagome triggers that he wanted this as much as she did.

Sesshoumaru placed a clawed finger under her chin and tilted her head up and grazed his lips on hers. She had small, soft lips. She taste more amazing then he thought she did. He had longed for this day. He wished nothing more to throw her over his shoulder and retreat to his personal chamber and demand not to be disturbed. But his time with his mate was coming soon and he held the kiss to last him till that time. He broke the kiss and looked at his beautiful mate in his arms. He laid her back down but his mere touch of her heart forced her into her true transformation. The transformation of a mate's kiss that not only broke her mind bounds, but her power also.

As Sesshoumaru hand barely grazed Kagome's heart, she pulsed. While arching her back and made the most heart retching scream that would make any man's heart youkai or human hurt.

Sesshoumaru didn't know what to do but step back as the pinkish/ red light engulfed her. He watched as a power engulfed her and all he could do was wait till it entered her. Kagome had released all her power. Sesshoumaru touching her heart triggered all her memories, all her power that she didn't know that was being suppressed come out. The castle itself shake. All the servants and sesshoumaru had no choice but to leave the castle and wait safely outside as Kagome underwent a transformation. For she was the most powerful miko youkai that lived.

Sesshoumaru's heart felt in turmoil he had no idea what to do.

"Lord Sesshoumaru I except you to tell me what the hell is going on in my castle." The voice alerted him that kagome's father had indeed returned home. He had heard word of kagome's appearance in the lands and went in search for her.

"Lord Hibachi. How fares your trip. I have brought kagome home. While trying to push her back down to stay in bed till you arrived, I must have triggered something. Because at the touch of my hand on her heart she went into a power transformation. I do not understand what could have caused this transformation, I merely touched her." Sesshoumaru replayed his thoughts for the lord.

"huh, sesshoumaru it seems that at the touch of you, her true soul mate her power and memories have been returned and she is undergoing a transformation to fix what was done to her in her absence." The lord pondered even thanking his son-in-law for the return of his daughter but faltered when he arrived at the trembling of his castle and daughter.

The castle shooked but did not damage it further than a couple of fallen pictures that covered the marbled walls. In the informatory kagome was sat back down from the bright pink light. Her appearance greatly altered. Kagome's hair black grew to her knees with red tips and forelocks, her leaned body, toned to the most beautiful shape, her star crest on her forehead intertwined with sesshomaru's moon crest. Kagome was sesshomaru's mate to be and her courting mark told as much. Kagome walked the halls of the magnifiance mansion. She walked till she saw a light and was determined that would led her outside. She walked towards the light and found herself outside looking at a crowd of people staring at her. She walked up to the man that was pulling her very soul. The one she remembered as her mate-to-be, Sesshomaru.

"Lord Sesshomaru, I remember everything. But I am also confused as why your brother betrayed me and why I am still feeling like my body is compelled to protect him." Kagome questioned. Her long black hair found its way in front of her face to hide her eyes that told that her body for some reason still, wanted to travel with inuyasha despite all the betrayal he had done to her.

Sesshomaru was mad at the fact that his mate was drawn to inuyasha, the half-breed brother that his father died to protect his mortal mother but he had no answer for her. All he could do was granted her the permission to travel with him. Although he would follow her.

"That my mate I am unsure of. But I will allow you to travel with him to find that out, although if he touches you I will not hesitate to kill him." Sesshomaru statement did not shock her and she understood he's rules. Although she had no idea where to find him or what to ask of him when she did.

"I understand sesshoumaru, but I will tell you this, that hanyou that has betrayed me will not touch me or foul my body. My body still remains pure for only one….my mate? Kagome truthful said as she brushed her hair away from her eyes and her sweaty forehead, sesshoumaru was compelled to throw her over his shoulder and have some much need alone time with her but he held his composure his time will come….sooner than later.

"I trust that, shall we be off my mate or do you require to rest and head out in the morning? Hoping that she would allow them to wait till morning to get to know him and her father, but mostly him.

" in the morning will surfice. So I may get to know my mate to be and my father I have not known since I was small. Kagome walked over to her father that look so much like her, that was holding back the erge to hold her.

"father, I have many questions for you and I know you have many for me as well. May we retire to the castle so we both can get to know each other..."kagome pulled sesshoumaru close and her father escorted her and her mate to the castle for some much needed conversations and dinner.