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Here's chapter Two [which is twice as long as the first chapter] .
Enjoy!
Okay,i'll shut up now so you can just read the story now XD
~ Six months after being at Wammy's ~
I slowly take the razor blade to my wrist,the blood spilling on to my light blue jeans and black and white stripped shirt.
This is the first time i've cut my wrist,but not the first time i've cut my self. I've been doing on my legs so no one whould see it. But right now,I don't care anymore,I just want to die. Think about it,what's the point of living any more? I lost my mom,almost all the kids at Wammy's either tease me or beat me up,so what about that is worth being around to 'enjoy'?
I hear a knock at my door.
"Go away!" I say loudly as I stand up from the corner of the room,bumbing into the nightstand which caused the alarm clock fall to the floor.
"Matt? Are you okay?" The man asks.
"Yes, just go away!" I yell.
The door knob slowly turns,and a black haired man with panda eyes who is wearing just a simple long sleeved white shirt and blue jeans walks in.
His eyes go wide as he sees the blood.
"What the hell happened?" He asks a bit loudly from shock.
He looks over to the corner and sees the bloody razor blade.
"You cut yourself?" He asks,a bit surprized.
"Just go away." I say as I sit on the bed.
"I'm not going to go away. Not while your like this." He says as he slowly walks over to me.
"Let me see your wrist. We need to get something on it b-"
"Before I die from blood loss? That's what i'm trying to do,dumbass." I say,cutting him off.
He sighs and simpally stands there for a moment. Then,he grabs my wrist [the one that isn't bleeding] and drags me into the bathroom. [A.N All of the bedrooms have their own bathroom atached to them.]
He locks the door,but still keeps holding onto my wrist. He walks over to the tolit paper and quickly un-wraps a large amount of it. He wraps the tolit paper around my bleeding wrist.
"Why?" I mumble.
"Why what?" He asks.
"Why woun't you just let me die?" I ask loudly.
His eyes widen for a moment,only for them to go back to normal a moment later.
"Why would you want to die in the first place?" He asks softly.
"Because my life simpally isn't worth living." I say a bit quietly.
He gives me a sad look,then un-wraps the tolit paper from around my wrist. He turns the water on in the sink.
"Do you want to talk about it?" He asks as he puts my cut wrist under the water.
"Not really..." I mumble.
"Okay,you don't have to talk about it if you don't want to." He says.
It is quiet for a moment. A really fucking awkward quiet.
"So...What's your name?" I ask,trying to break the silence.
"My name is L." He says.
"As in 'the L' ,the whole damn reason this stupid hell hole was built?" I ask.
"I suppose I am,but I don't like the way you put that..." He says as he pumps the soap from the soap bottle and washes my wrist with it.
"Oh boy,i'm in the presence of L! How exciting." I say sarcasticly.
He glares at me for a second,then stops and rinses all the soap off or my wrist. He turns the water off and dries my wrist with a towel.
"Matt,i'm going to need you to come with me." He says.
I sigh
"Fine." I say.
L walks out of the bathroom,into my room and out the door of my room. I follow him since I know that i'll be going what ever he's taking me to whether I like it or not.
He stops at a room just a few doors away from my room. He knocks on the door.
"Who is it?" Yells someone from inside of the room.
"If I told you,I highly doubt you'd actually believe me." L says.
I hear a rather loud sigh. A moment later the door opens.
"Hm,you don't look fimilar..." The blonde says as he looks at L.
"Hello there. I am L. I need to ask you for a favor." L says to the blonde.
The blonde's eyes go wide.
"Y-you're L?" He asks.
"Yes." L says.
The blonde stands there shocked.
"May I come in?" L asks.
"Yea,sure." The blonde says as he opens the door wider and walks into the room.
"Thanks you." L says as he walks into the room.
L looks back at me.
"Well? Are you coming in?" L asks me.
"Oh,um I guess." I say quietly as I walk into the room.
I close the door behind me.
"So,why are you here,L? Shouldn't you be in japan solving the Kira investigation?" The blonde asks.
"Yes,but Watari told me that there was someone here who was having a bit of a hard time,so I came here to help him." L anwsers.
"Well i'm not having a hard time or anything..." The blonde says.
"Yes,Mello. You're not the one who is having a hard time,but I do hope you can help him." L says.
"You want me to help someone who's having a 'hard time'?" The blonde who L called "Mello" asks.
"Yes,that is correct,that is if you don't mind." L says.
"Sure L ,just one question." Mello says.
"Okay,what is it?" L asks.
"Why do you want me to help? I mean there are tons of other kids here,but you decided to choose me,the short tempered blonde. Why?" Mello asks L.
"Well,I suppose it's because I think that you can relate what he's going though." L says.
Mello sighs.
"Okay,so who is the guy I'm going to be 'helping' ?" Mello asks.
"You will be helping Matt. Matt,this is Mello. Mello,this is Matt." L says as he moves to the side so Mello can get a full veiw of me.
"Um,hi." I say a bit quietly.
Something that most people would never guess about me is that I am actually a bit shy.
"Hey." Mello says to me.
"Oh,also you two will both be sharing a room." L says.
"What? Okay,I'm fine with helping,but I have to share my room too?" Mello asks rather loudly.
"I don't take up much space and i'm rather quiet." I say.
"Please Mello?" L asks.
"Beisdes,some rooms have three kids in them and we need the space in Matt's room for other kids." L mumbles.
"What was that?" Mello asks.
"Nothing." L says.
Mello sighs.
"Fine,i'll share my room with him." Mello says.
"Thank you very much,Mello. Now I need to be back in Japan,so I will be going now." L says as he walks over to the door.
"Thank you again,Mello. I won't forget this." L says and he leaves the room.
"Um..." I say,not really knowing what to say.
"You can go get your stuff and bring it in here." Mello says as he flops down onto one of the beds in the room.
"Um,yea,okay." I say as I leave the room.
I walk back into my room,or what was my room.I grab my DSi,DSi games,and someof my clothes. I walk out of what was my room and into Mello/My room.
"Where can I put my clothes?" I ask.
"Hm?" He says as he takes his ear buds out of his ears.
"I asked where can I put my clothes." I say,repeating what I had just said.
"Oh,I'll clear some space in the closet." Mello says as he gets up from his bed.
He walks over to the closet. He pushes all of his tops over to one side of the closet.
"Hold on for a moment." Mello says as he walks over to his desk.
He open one of the drawers and pulls out a roll of duck tape. He walks back over to the closet and un-rolls a piece of ducktape. He puts it over the shelve above the bar where you hang up shirts. He puts the tape on the shelve and unrolls it more,sticking the tape from the top of the closet all the way down the the bottom.
"My side-" He pauses for a moment as he points to the side of the closet where he pushed all of his clothes/shoes.
"-your side." He says as he points to the other side of the tape line where there is nothing.
"Okay,thanks." I say as I start hanging up my shirts.
"Whatever." Mello says as he walks back over to his desk and puts the ducktape back into the drawer.
I hang up the shirts I have with me and put away the pants that I have with me in the drawers.
"Where can I put these?" I ask mello as I hold up my DSI and DSI games.
"Um,You can put them on your nightstand." Mello says as he looks up from his Ipod.
"It's over there,by the way." He says as he points to the bed on the other side of the room.
I walk over to it and open the drawer in the nightstand. I sit my DSI and DSI games in it and close the drawer.
"Hey,can I ask you a question?" Mello asks me.
"Sure. What is it?" I ask.
"Why do you have blood on your clothes?" Mello asks.
I look down at my shirt and pants,seeing that there is the blood stains from earlier.
"God fucking damn it!" I think to myself.
"It's just red paint." I lie.
"Oh come on,why couldn't I have though of a better lie?" I think to myself.
"That doesn't look like red paint..." Mello says.
"Well it is." I say with a bit of anger in my voice.
"Okay,okay. Jeez you don't have to get angry about it." Mello says.
"I'm going to go get the rest of my stuff..." I say,changing the subject.
"You do that." Mello says,putting one of his ear buds back into his ear.
I walk out of the room and back to what was my room. I unplug my Wii and pick it up. I put it back in it's box along with the 2 Will remotes. I grab my Wii games and sit them on top of the Wii box. I walk over to my night stand and grab my ipod off of it. I open my nightstand drawer and grab my DSI charger. I walk back over to my Wii box and pick it up,including the games that are on top of it. I walk back into Mello/My room.
"Jeez,how many electronic systems do you have?" Mello asks as I walk over to my bed and sit all of the things on the bed.
"Just a Will,a DSI,a cell phone,a ipod and a laptop." I anwser.
"Wow...that's alot..." Mello says.
"Ha,you should have sen how many I use to have. I only brought my favorite electronics here,I still had a few more gaming systems back at home..." I say.
"Seroiusly?" He asks.
"Yep." I say as I walk back to the door and leave the room.
I walk back into what was my room and grab my laptop,the few books I have,a few pads of paper and some pencils. I walk over to where the bloddy razor is and I pick it up. I put it into my pocket and back into Mello's/my room. I sit everything I'm holding onto my bed.
"So when L said that you were having a 'hard time' ,what did he mean by that?" Mello asks.
"I'm not sure... I guess it's 'cause i'm sad or something..." I lie,not being able to think of anything better to say.
"Hm...Okay,I guess. We sould probably get some sleep..." Mello says.
"Really? Why?" I ask as I grab my Wii box and sit it over by the T.V.
"Well,it's 11:27 [pm],and tomorrow we have to wake up at 7:00 [am] for some stupid test." Mello says.
"Oh,okay." I say as I put everything that's on my nightstand into my night stand drawer. I sit my laptop on my night stand. I take everything else that's on my bed and pt it under the bed.
I'll put it all away tomorrow,after all,I don't want to keep Mello up late. It would be nice if he didn't hate my guts.
"You can turn the lights off know,if you're ready to go to sleep." I say as I get underneath the blanket on my bed. I take my razor blade and hide it behind my pillow.
Yea,it's not the best hiding place for something,but i'll find a better place to put it once Mello is asleep.
"Okay." Mello says as he gets up from his bed and turns the light out.
"Good night." Mello says as he gets back to his bed and lays underneath his blanket.
"Night." I say as I take my googles off and sit them on my nightstand.
I wait for about 30 minutes until I'm sure that Mello is asleep.
I get out of bed and lift the mattress up. I sit my razor underneath it,then I sit the mattress back down. I lay back down in bed and pull the blanket over me. I lay my head down on the pillow and close my eyes,know knowing that I can sleep without Mello seeing my blood stained razor blade.
~ Mello's p.o.v ~
I wake up in the middle of the night,not being able to sleep because I'm cold. I open my eyes,only too see that my blanket had fallen on the floor.
"Hm,I don't usually move all that much in my sleep,so how did the blanket fall on the floor?" I ask myself.
I get out of bed and pick up the blanket. I spread the blanket out on the bed. I look over at Matt and see that he's about to fall out of bed.
"Well,if he falls out of bed,his head is going to smash straight into the nightstand,which will probably give his a cucushin and break his laptop. Seeing as how much he loves his electronics,he'd be whining about it for days and I would be stuck listening to him whine...I think i'll move him so he doesn't fall..." I think in my head.
I walk over to Matt's bed. I grab both of his arms and move his upper half farther on to the bed. I notice a large cut on one of his wrists.
"He cuts himself?"
Mello now knows that Matt cuts himself. :o
Dun dun dun!
Also,Matt grabbed a ton of other things from his room [tooth brush,cell phone ect.] ,it just didn't really seem like it was all that important to write.
Chapter three will be out soon! :)
-JuliferWynter