Hey everyone.
I Finally updated! I'm so sorry that it has been so long since my last update. I've been buzy with school,and on top of that,my internet hasn't been working at all. A technician came out today and fixed my internet,so now my internet is working again. (:
I am not sure how often I will update. I hope I can get a new chapter out maybe once a week,but i'm not sure. Updates may only be once every two weeks,but again,i'm not sure how often I will be able to update.
BrightNight003 - Thank you very much for your review. It means alot to me to know that someone enjoys the story so far. (: I'm not sure if I will write about the death of L/Matt/Mello , I havn't really thought all that far ahead yet. I might write about it if I feel that I need to,but I don't plan on it. I love Matty,Mello and L , so if I don't have to write about their deaths,I won't.
Now on to the chapter!
~ Matt's p.o.v ~
My eyes open as I wake up. I roll over onto my side and see Mello sitting on the edge on his bed stairing at the wall.
"Good morning Mello." I say as I sit up.
Mello doesn't say anything.
"Hey,did you here me?" I ask as I get out of bed.
He still doesn't say anything.
"Mello?" I ask as I walk over to him and sit a hand on his shoulder.
"Why did you lie to me?" Mello asks.
"What do you mean?" I ask as I move my hand off of his shoulder,a bit confused about what is going on at the moment.
"You lied to me. When I asked you why L told me you were having a 'hard time' ,you said that you didn't know. But you knew why..." Mello says as he takes his eyes off of the wall that he was stairing at and looks at me.
"What on earth are you talking about?" I ask.
"Did he find out that I cut myself? Did he see me when I put my razor underneath my mattress?" I think to myself.
"Don't play dumb with me. You know what i'm talking about." Mello says as he grabs my wrist and pushes up my sleeve.
"You cut yourself,and you didn't tell me." Mello says with a bit of anger in his voice.
I pull my wrist away from him.
"So? Why do you care?" I ask a bit defensively.
He looks almost a bit hurt by what I said. He opens his mouth to speak,but closes his mouth a moment later.
"Nevermind." He says.
"No,I want to here what you have to say. I'll listen to you're emotional speech about how I'm 'better then that' and about how I 'shouldn't do that to myself' and all that other crap." I say.
Mello clenches his fist and stands up.
"You asshole!" He yells as he punches me in the face.
"Stop being such a god damn self centered jerk!" Mello yells.
I grab the area of my face where Mello punched me.
"You don't know what i'm going though! You have no idea what it's like to watch your mother get raped and murdered! And on top of it all,I could have done something! I could have called the police or got the gun out of my mom's room,but instead I just stood there and watched the whole fucking thing because I was to scared to move! It's all my fault that she's dead!" I yell.
"You're right,I don't know what that's like! I don't know what it's like to have a mom who loves her child enough to give her life to save him! What I do know is that my mom was with boyfriend after boyfriend and always left me at the mall while she was off getting drunk and having sex! My mom would hit me and let her boyfriends rape me! So you're right,I don't know what it's like to actually be loved like you do!" Mello yells with tears running down his face.
Mello sits down on the edge of the bed and puts his face in his hands and cries. I don't know why,but I kinda feel bad for making him cry. I sit down next to him on the bed and wrap my arms around him.
"I'm sorry Mello. I didn't know. Please forgive me." I say softly.
Even though i've only known Mello for a few hours,he doesn't seem like the type of person who would cry.
"Yea,well maybe you shouldn't jump to conclusions." Mello says coldly as he wipes his eyes.
"And stop hugging me." Mello says.
I stop hugging him and sit a little bit farther away from him on the bed.
"I was just trying to make you feel better..." I say.
"Well if you cared about making me upset you wouldn't have yelled at me in the first place." Mello mumbles.
"I didn't know it would make you that upset!" I say.
"You should have realized that it would!" Mello says.
"Well how was I suppose to know?" I ask.
"You- ... um ... I don't know..." Mello says quietly.
"If you don't know then how can you be mad at me?" I ask.
"I just can be,okay?" Mello says loudly.
"Okay,okay,no need to get angry." I say.
"You know... I don't see why L thought I could help you." Mello say quietly,as if he was talking to himself.
"What do you mean?" I ask.
"Well ... I see why he told me to help you , I mean I understand his reason for it ... But i'm not sure why he thought I could do anything... " Mello says in a mumble.
" What do you mean by that? That doesnt even make any sense" I say.
"Nevermind... We sould probably go eat some breakfast before the test. Oh,and you might want to change yout clothes before you go." Mello says as walks over to the closet and grabs some clothes for himself.
I look down at the clothes that i'm wearing.
"Oh right,blood stains..." I think to myself.
I hear the bathroom door close ,which was probably Mello going in there to change his clothes.
I walk over to the closet. I grab a gray and black striped shirt,dark blue skinny jeans and black coverse. I walk over to my nightstand and grab my orange googles. I put my goggles over my eyes,making everything look slightly discolored since the goggels are orange tinted. I walk over to the bathroom door and knock on it.
"What do you need?" Mello asks from the other side of the door.
"Are you amost done in there? I need to change my clothes." I say.
"I'll be out in a minute." Mello says.
"Okay." I say.
A little while later mello walks out wearing a black tee shirt,black skinny jeans with a small rip in the left knee.
I walk into the bathroom and close the door,forgeting to lock it. I sit the clothes I'm holding on the edge of the sink. I take my shirt and pants off,leaving me in my goggles,pokémon boxers and socks.
"Hey Matt,did I leave my-" Mello walks right into the bathroom without knocking.
Me,being the idiot that I am,forgot to lock the door.
"Jeez,would it kill you to put on some damn pants?" Mello says as he turns around so his back is facing me.
"I was changing! You could have knocked!" I say as I quickly grab the pants that are sitting on the edge of the sink and put them on,slightly blushing from being embarresed.
"I thought that the door would have been locked if you were changing!" Mello says rather loudly.
"Well I forgot to lock it!" I say as I pull my gray and black striped shirt over my head.
"And you can turn around now,I'm wearing clothes." I say.
Mello turns around.
"I was just going to ask if I left my socks in here,which I did." Mello says as he grabs his black socks from the side of the sink.
Mello walks out of the bathroom,closing the door behind him.
"Well that was awkward as hell." I think to myself.
~ Mello's p.o.v ~
I walk out of the bathroom after changing my clothes. Matt walks past me and into the bathroom,closing the door behind him.
"Damn it,Where the hell are my socks?" I think to myself.
"I probably left them in the bathroom."
I walk over to the bathroom door and open it.
"Hey Matt,did I leave my-" I stop mid sentance as I see an almost naked Matt.
I feel my cheeks heat up,so I turn sround so my back is facing Matt,hoping that it will hide my blush.
"Damn... He's pretty sexy..." I think to myself.
"Jeez,would you put on some damn pants?" I say.
"I was changing! You could have knocked!" He says.
True... Very true.
"I thought that the door would have been locked if you were changing!"
Actually,I entirely forgot to knock. I'm the smartest,well,technically the second smartest person in Wammys,yet I'm not smart enough to remember to knock... Yea,I'm real fucking intelligent.
"Well I forgot to lock it!" He says.
I forgot to lock the door when I was changing,too. Luckily he was smart enough to knock, 'cause when he knocked on the door I was naked. If he walked in then,that would have been even more awkward then this.
"And you can turn around now,i'm wearing clothes." He says.
I turn around.
"I was just going to ask if I left my socks in here,which I did." I say as I grab my black socks off of the side of the sink.
I walk out of the bathroom,closing the door behind me.
Well that was awkward as hell.