I have been gone… mainly because I was grounded and my parents forgot I was grounded… again. But oh well! I have officially decided to update this although I know I have too many mistakes for words in it… Oh well… but hopefully from now on it'll be better.

Sitting at my desk at school I glanced over at Riku who was diligently working on the math test in front of him. Frowning I tried to see something in his ass but it's kind of hard to see since he's sitting down. I then decided to look at the curve of his lips and the look of concentration in his eyes… but all I got was a slap in the face with a ruler than to Xemnas being my teacher. He stared at me with an expectant look making me look down and sigh before handing over my test. "Sora is a fool." Xemnas announced to the class making me sigh and put my head down knowing he's going to interrupt the test to embarrass me as he usually does with supposed cheaters. It's obvious why he would think I cheated but even so… it's stupid.

"Sora thought it'd be better to look at his best friend's work rather than chance the amount of studying he spent that he should have spent longer doing. He's a fool and we should all look down at him. This ignorant child is now getting a zero on his paper. Do not pity him… for he deserves this." I ignored him and forced myself as low as I could possibly go in my desk. This is just ridiculous. Of course that's when someone decided to call me. My phone vibrated but luckily its soft and a student, some know-it-all, started talking to Xemnas and asking questions about a problem.

I didn't bother answering it knowing full well that it's going to be stupid and it's going to be someone from work. Like always. I hate the people at my work, I really do. But I can't quit. If I do then I'm giving up everything I wanted to prove… but I guess that doesn't matter anymore since it turns out my parents were right all along. It's just not fair… but why do I want to stay now? A flash of red caught my eye but it was just Kairi. Oh. So that's why I'm going to stay in a cruel company that doesn't give a damn about me and only hired me to harass me. Stupid contract, stupid Axel, and stupid brother for liking Axel when he's mine! It's just not fair! I'm just so sick of it!

A note landed on my desk making my eyes widen but I just frowned and opened it slowly to see Riku's neat handwriting.

Sora,

Why'd you try to cheat off of me? You should know that Xemnas would have caught you; he's amazing at that sort of thing. Besides, didn't you tell me that you're totally prepared or something? Whatever, just sit with me in lunch instead of running off and hiding like you usually do. I promise I'll protect you in case anyone from your new job shows up. We really need to talk, it seems like we haven't been doing much of that lately. So grow a pair and sit with me.

Lovingly,

Riku

I smirked at the 'lovingly' part and crumpled the note before shoving it in my pocket before Xemnas noticed me not looking depressed and about to kill myself. He'd confiscate it immediately and read it to the class while adding crap that's not even in there to make me look worse than I am. Scowling I banged my head on my desk loudly and was therefore sent out into the hall which I took as a great thing rather than the punishment it was supposed to be. Once I got out I checked to see who called but to my surprise it was Roxas.

Hiding the phone I called back and waited for him to pick up but all I got was static when someone answered. "Hello?" I asked curiously and was a bit surprised when I heard something else.

"Why'd you answer it… weren't we having fun?" My brother whined making me raise an eyebrow.

"I'm sorry I just… didn't think he'd call back. If I called him myself, he'd never pick up." Oh God… please don't tell me that's Axel…

"Hang up the damn phone, Axel and get your sexy ass over here. We're not done yet." I took in a shaky breath then finally forced myself to speak.

"You're having sex with my brother?" I asked and then cursed myself for the crack in my voice.

"Yes." Axel answered honestly with no emotion. I clutched my chest tightly then laid back on the ground with a crash and felt tears well up in my eyes.

"Then its good you're hanging up isn't it?" I asked softly and waited for him to hang up the phone but I couldn't do it. I couldn't press the button knowing exactly what will happen once I do. I'll let Axel do the honors.

"… yeah…" His voice sounded defeated but I couldn't bring myself to give a damn as I knew without a hint of doubt that I'm not coming to work today. No matter what. Cloud and Sephiroth can make as many threats as they want. People can break into my house and do whatever the fuck they want but I'm not going to hang up this phone until he does and I'm not fucking going to the fucking place he works while wanting to fuck my brother! That's my brother! He's flirted shamelessly with me for months and now he's going after my brother! Right when I fell in love with him!

Tears fell down easily now and that's when I heard him sigh before hanging up the phone. Placing it in my pocket I let the sobs come out as I cried. When Xemnas came out to let me back inside he seemed happy to see my tears, but I just walked inside the room with my head held high even as people gasped and tried to ask what's wrong. I ignored them all I made myself pay attention to Xemnas's quick lecture about what's going to be happening next week.

I won't let myself break over this.