Miss me? Well I missed you.
Sasuke laid on his bed and stared at the ceiling thinking of Ino. Just imagining her eyes full of tears hurt him, and knowing that he was the source of them made him feel worse. He only wished that she would understand and forgive him. Afterall, it was a huge accident. He didn't mean it. All he wanted was that picture and Sakura just wouldn't hand it over. So he had to do it himself and she almost snapped his neck as she made him fall forward, his neck immobile. As he fell forward, his lips were on her hard rough ones. Hey weren't soft like Ino's.
Sasuke just wanted to hold Ino in his arms and tell her how much he loved her. Just to kiss her and cuddle with her, it would only take a miracle, just if she forgave him. She was like an angel and she already got him believing in those kinds of things, so he was hopeful for that.
Was his act really so selfish? All he wanted was to see a photograph. He had made Naruto and Sakura very angry amd he broke Ino's heart in the process. He'd rather hurt his friends one thousand times than have to hurt Ino like that ever again. He really truly loved her and he'd do anything to be with her right at that second.
He turned onto his side and covered his bare chest with a cover. He held his arm out and remembered his beautiful night with Ino. He really hoped that he would be able to hear Ino's shrieks and rocking of the bed again. Just to make her feel him inside her again, he'd give anything, do anything. But more than anything, all he wanted was her love and forgiveness. He loved her long blonde hair, sky blue eye, the sway of her beautiful hips, her enticing curves, as well as her beautiful attire. She was an angel, and he didn't want to lose her.
Even though they had only been dating a few weeks, it seemed like so much more to him. They all say you shouldn't have sex until you were married, but if any man had met Ino, they all would have changed their belief. He was proud of himself for maintaining a stable friendship with her before dating her, and he really had trouble just staying neutral as she slept in his arms.
That night when she was upset about her mother, he didn't know how to comfort her with words, he was always a man of action. Sasuke looked out of the window, and it seemed as if the storm was letting up. The rain became lighter and the skies were clearer than before. He could even see the stars. He sat up and the cover fell off of him. He really wanted to see Ino, but he knew that Darashia was talking with her. He really should have told her to tell Ino it was a big misunderstanding
He would have jumped out of his window to go and see her, but he knew he couldn't. And anyway, he didn't even know where Darashia lived, so it would have been a blind goose chase.
He needed a distraction to keep himself from thinking of her. He'd tried to think of the old Genin days, but somehow, she crept back into his thoughts. Almost every girl had wanted to be with him, but he was too obsessed about gaining power and killing Itachi to even give a second, let alone a first, glance at all those girls. Now tha he had defeated Itachi, he had to settle down and have a family. Ino had been his attempt, but it seemed like she wouldn't forgive him, and that he'd have to find someone else. But he was positive that no matter how many times he had looked, he'd never find a girl as perfect as Ino. She wasn't perfect, but she was perfect for him.
Sasuke bent his head over and grabbed it struggling to keep Ino from entering his thoughts. 'I've got to stop thinking about her,' he thought. So he brought his fight with Itachi into context. He had struggled to walk over to him. His two fingers pointed out, ready to poke his Sharingan out. Sasuke was weak, and against a wall, and he couldn't move. Itachi had come up in front of him and, like déjà vu, jabbed his forehead. Forgive me Sasuke… it ends here, a bloody smile, his last action.
This is but a portion of the entire chapter. I know I'm not perfect, forgive me. I hope you forgive me, I'll be better :c
Love always.
