Disclaimer- I don't and will never own Kingdom Hearts or its characters.
A/N: So… here's the next chapter. I want this and seven minutes in heaven to be up to date with each other. So I'll upload one of that story and the other of this and such. So when I get out chapter twenty-five… I'll be writing the rest of these chapters up to chapter twenty-five.
Chapter Seven-
Saying Something Stupid
By: Gatorgirl1999
Many things where running through my head the moment I saw them kiss. I got the same feelings.
I was confused.
I was upset.
And I was pissed.
Very pissed. More pissed than I ever been. When you fall in love with someone you give all of yourself to them. Your heart and your soul. They should have just ripped out my heart and stomped on it because that's how my heart fills now: ripped up and stomped on. And I assure you, it's one of the worst feelings in the world.
Axel was right. If I didn't tell her my feelings she would be taken away by someone else.
But I didn't believe him. Like the idiot I was, I didn't believe him. And something in me snapped. Something I wish I could have never said, never done.
The second Naminé ran over to me, every single feeling I had for her had disappeared. Just for a second. But that second made a world of a difference. And NOT in the good way.
"R-roxas. Demyx and I were just-" She started, trying to explain. And the words slipped from my lips. Almost automatically. My mind was thinking; taken over the moment my heart was ripped to pieces. (A/N: Yeah. Cheesy. Whatever XD.)
"Why would I care? I mean, we're just friends, right? It's not any of my business." The moment I said it, I'd realize what I had done.
Shit.
"Yeah. Just friends…" She choked. She was crying. I made her cry. "We're, just… friends."
When she said that, I wanted to hold her, tell her that I was sorry. That I didn't mean it. But she ran away, tears streaming down her face.
Crap. What have I done?
"Damn it!" I yelled. Demyx didn't say anything. "Damn it, damn it, damn it…"
This has got to be the stupidest thing I've ever done.
~Kingdom Hearts~
(A/N: I just realized Axel came too when he didn't have a ticket O.O How the hell did I mess that up? XD) "Whoa. You saw her kissing another guy? I'd say I told you so but you don't look like you're in the mood." Axel said. I didn't say anything for a moment.
"I'm an idiot. A big, fat, stupid idiot."
"You can be kinda stupid sometimes-" Axel started. "Uhh… just saying."
"Well thank you sooo much for that Axel." I told him sarcastically. "You're really helping the situation!"
"Sorry Man. That's not what I meant. It just kinda slipped out."
"Whatever." I muttered to myself.
"Whoa. This is serious. You never go this quiet after we fight. But er… no offense again, it is kinda your fault."
"I know okay!" I yelled, slamming my hand on the kitchen table. "I can't believe I made her cry… I'm such a jerk."
"Don't worry Roxas. I'm sure it'll uhh… work out. Somehow."
"Well thanks Axel. That makes me feel a whole lot fucking better!" I yelled sarcastically.
"Calm down dude." Axel told me.
"Calm down? Calm down?" I repeated.
"That is what you do in situations where there's unnecessary yelling." Axel pointed out.
"And it's you'll fault for forcing me to go anyway!"
"Whoa! Don't push the blame on me! Blame the dude that kissed her!"
"Ugh! Just shut up and leave me alone Axel." I grunted.
"You have to fix this." He said.
"Huh?"
"You have to fix it. You obviously hurt her feelings so you better go apologize before something else goes wrong. Just sayin' man." He sighed, spinning around in the rollie chair he was sitting in.
"Stop it. You're making me dizzy." I complained, causing him to stop.
"Always ruining the fun…" He muttered. He moved right and left slightly.
"STOP IT!" I yelled, knocking him out of the chair.
"Okay, oww!" He cried out, punching my arm. "You break the rollie. I make your dead body rollie."
He glared at me.
I stared at him.
"Sorry." I said quietly.
It was quiet for a moment. Really quiet. I stood up.
"I'm going somewhere. I'll be back later." I said, breaking the silence.
"What? Where?" Axel asked, standing up as well and knocking his chair over.
"I just need to cool off. I'll be back later okay?" I sighed, taking my phone with me and leaving out the door.
~Kingdom Hearts~
It took a while to get where I wanted to go. But I got there.
"Sir. We're here."
I looked up. "Oh… yeah. Okay." I stood up and exited the train.
"Have a nice day sir."
I nodded politely and went on my way.
~Kingdom Hearts~
It took only five minutes to get there. I saw the familiar cave and entered it. The sun was still up and it was bright outside. The cave was filled with light and I sat down in the dry sand on my back.
"Takes me back." I laughed weakly to myself. I went quiet and stared up at the cave. I rolled over on my stomach and groaned. Why do I always mess things up? Making Naminé cry… is the worst feeling in the world.
~Kingdom Hearts~
When I got back, Axel was sitting on the couch, watching tv. "What took you so long? You were gone for five hours."
"Just thinking." I replied, making my way up the stairs.
"About Naminé?"
I stopped.
"Yeah…"
~Kingdom Hearts~
I'm sure there's a time in everybody's life when they've done something stupid. We do stupid things and then we feel guilt. That's just the way things are. It's what makes us human. Those words had slipped out of my mouth and I had regretted them the moment they escaped my lips.
I feel stupid. Because I did a stupid thing. And taking stupid things back isn't the easiest thing in the world… There she was. With Olette and Kairi. Walk over to her. Walk over to her. Apologize.
I walked over to her; she looked up. Speak. Apologize. Hurry.
"…" Say something! "Can I talk to Naminé?" I asked her. I heard the school bell ring in the distance. Everyone crowded around us, hurrying to get into the school.
"Class is starting." She answered quietly, walking away. Grab her! Tell her to wait! Apologize! Tell her the truth! I stood frozen in my spot, staring at her back until it disappeared in the distance.
A/N: Took my long enough to get this chapter out. Lol. And it's short. Ehhh… sorry xD Hope you liked. Review?
