Well, at this very moment, I'm in a car and it's snowing like crazy o.o'' so in order to keep my little mind in place I'm gonna see if I can update this as soon as possible. I'm not even in New York yet D8
I do not own –man, you all should know this by now, 'cause if I did, Lenalee would've died in the second episode. I'm such an amazing fan girl no? XD
Snow… I never wanna see you again for a while… -sigh- Thank god it doesn't snow where I live .''
Sorry if there's any more OOCness in this chapter. ~.~ and slight Laven and what not. .
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Allen watched them with anger and hate. He couldn't stand the feeling he felt anymore; this cold, bitter feeling. His chest ached and throbbed as he watched them share spit. He wanted to grab her by the hair and pull her away and grab the nearest blunt object and thrust it over her head; over and over until there was nothing but blood and brain matter to identify her. He wanted to bathe in her blood and laugh at the face Kanda would make when he witnessed the bloody murder. He wanted to tell Lavi how thankful he was and how much he appreciated all Lavi had done for him, but Kanda belonged to him and only him.
No one would take Kanda away from him, not even this little… whore. She was just another obstacle in his way that he will easily get over. He's gone through so many; he wasn't going to stop now that he was so close—so very close to what he was aiming at. Kanda would be his no matter what—no matter what.
"Allen, wanna make a snowman?" Allen looked up at smiled a bit at Lavi's attempt to make him feel better. He glanced back at the couple who were shoving their tongues down each other's throats and stood up.
"Yeah."
Lavi grinned and grabbed Allen's hand and began to pull him away from the couple. Allen stumbled behind Lavi and chuckled slightly. Lavi tried so hard sometimes. They stopped a couple yards away from their picnic area and the Asian couple was merely black dots in their view.
"We should do a snow man for all four of us." Allen suggested and grinned when Lavi's eyes lit up.
"That would be awesome…"
Both of them laughed and began to gather snow and rolling it into balls. Soon enough they had two snowmen done: snowman Allen and Lavi.
"Something's missing…" Lavi muttered to himself as he observed the two snowmen. Snowman Allen was wearing the black beanie Allen had found in his coat; he didn't even remember putting it there. They had drawn the little scar on the snowman's face, but something was still missing. Next to Snowman Allen, Snowman Lavi was wearing an extra eye patch Lavi carried around and Lavi's headband.
"What?" Allen asked as he looked up from his crouched position on the floor.
"Ah!" Lavi exclaimed and took off his scarf and wrapped it around Snowman Lavi's neck once then wrapped it around Snowman Allen's neck so they were connected. "How's that?" Lavi grinned and looked over at Allen.
Allen couldn't help but smile at this and stood up, dusting the snow off his pants. He looked at the snowmen again and smiled more. "They're perfect!" Lavi grinned more and ruffled Allen's hair.
"Great! Now to do Yuu's and Lenalee's." Lavi said as he began to work on Kanda's snowman. Allen stood by and watched for a while until he glanced up and looked over at Kanda and Lenalee. His smile fell as soon as he noticed how Lenalee's cheeks were flushed red and she was snuggling against Kanda, her legs pressed tightly together and Kanda's hand in-between them. Allen made a tight fist next to him and gripped his coat sleeve tightly.
He watched as Kanda moved his hand a bit and imagined that it was him that was sitting in-between Kanda's legs; that it was he who Kanda was touching, kissing… loving. Kanda was his after all; whether or not Kanda knew it didn't matter.
"Moyashi?"
Allen turned around to look at Lavi. He already had Kanda's snowman done and was working on Lenalee's. Snowman Kanda had an angry expression on its face and had a belt around its 'waist' with a stick acting as Mugen hanging from the belt.
"Whattya think, Moyashi? Doesn't it look like Yuu?" Lavi asked while grinning. He was working on Lenalee's face.
Allen smiled and chuckled slightly to himself even though he was quite upset that Lavi had interrupted his day dreaming. "It like a chibi version of that BaKanda." Allen said and walked over to Lavi to help him with Lenalee's snowman.
"Heh. Yuu looks so cute, no? Wouldn't it be adorable if Yuu would turn chibi?" Lavi asked as he worked on Lenalee's hair.
Allen thought of that for a slight second. Kanda as a chibi, that would be something he'd paid to see, and then keep of course. He would probably put little cat ears on Chibi Kanda and keep him as a pet; train Kanda to welcome him home from school every day, though he'd have to hide Chibi Kanda from Cross or else Cross might snap.
Just thinking about owning a Chibi Kanda made Allen's face burn with heat. He wanted—no, he needed Kanda to be his no matter what.
"What the hell are you two doing?" Kanda's voice broke Allen's train of thought, and he was having a great time imagining what Kanda would look like if he was chibi. Kanda noticed Allen's blush and then the four snowmen. "….What the hell?"
"Yuu! What do you think of your snowman Yuu?" Lavi chirped happily again and glomped the poor Asian man.
"Get off me baka usagi!" Kanda snapped and pushed Lavi down, making Lavi fall back onto Lenalee's snowman, destroying it. Allen smiled a bit and chuckled. "What the hell's so funny, Moyashi!"
Allen jumped and laughed harder; Lavi wasn't sure if Allen was laughing at the fact that he had destroyed Snowman Lenalee or that Kanda had pushed him. Kanda only growled at the laughing boy and, with one hand, grabbed him by the coat collar and pulled his fist back. Allen's eyes widened, as he closed his eyes tightly, expecting the punch to come at him, hard and fast.
"Kanda!" Allen's eyes opened to see Lavi holding back Kanda's arm and Lenalee running towards them. Kanda growled and pushed Allen pushed Allen down, his glare never leaving him. Allen's back collided with the snow as he looked up at Kanda with a ting of excitement in his eyes. Kanda picked up on that and narrowed his eyes in slits, starting another growl - this time, with more vehement.
"Fag." Kanda spat out and turned around quickly, slapping Lavi's hand away from his arm and walking towards the picnic area again, leaving Allen on the floor.
"A-Allen, you okay?" Lavi asked and kneeled down next to the boy.
"Yeah. I'm fine." Allen smiled and looked at Lavi happily. "I got his attention with just laughing, Lavi." Allen smiled more, the excitement in his eyes growing now, almost glowing.
Lavi paled slightly and helped Allen up. "Allen…" Lavi mumbled with concerned. "Did you want Kanda to hit you…?"
Allen smiled again and nodded. "I wanted him to hit me; it was such a rush!" Allen giggled and grinned at his worried friend.
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The booming music was pounding in Allen's ears and his hazel eyes were wide as the colors of the club flashed over the dancing couple. First red, then blue, green, yellow, orange; all flashing and flooding the dancing bodies with heat and light. The bright lights made Kanda's sweating body glow and shimmer as he rubbed and grinded his hips on Lenalee's. The girl grinded her hips against Kanda and swayed her waist around with the music, wrapping her hands around Kanda's neck to pull themselves closer.
Allen looked down at the glass in front of him and bit his lip slightly. He wanted to be the one in Kanda's arms. He wanted to be the one that Kanda would rub up against; the one Kanda would bite, lick, kiss, and just simply touch. The ice in the glass shifted; the liquid inside changed colors with every flash of light. A man had bought him a couple drinks since he wasn't old enough to drink, or buy it. Now the man was just sitting next to him and sipping on his beer and talking, though Allen was sure that the man knew he wasn't paying attention.
"…so after a while, you know, she just dumped me for no fucking reason! It was fucking annoying! I-I mean, I was gonna propose to her and everything! And then sh-she has the fucking nerve to come back and tell me she's fucking pregnant with my best friend's baby! She's a fucking whore! Can you believe this shit!" The man continued with his story, clearly not caring if Allen was paying attention or not.
Allen glanced over at him and nodded slightly. He's drunk… Allen thought slightly and looked back at the drink. He sighed slightly and tipped the glass to his lips and downed the burning liquid. He set the cup down and shuddered slightly-he'd never get use to drinking.
"Need another, kid?" The man asked.
"Yeah."
"Hey! Bartender! Can I have another scotch?" the man yelled at the bartender who looked at them suspiciously, but got the drink nonetheless. The bartender set the glass down and walked away. The man raised his glass and Allen picked up his. "I hate women."
"So do I…" Allen mumbled as they tapped their glasses together and downed their drinks at the same time.
After an hour of doing nothing but talking about how much they hated women, the man had to leave and Allen couldn't order another drink, but he was already too drunk to form words correctly. He was resting his head on his arms as he watched the people keep dancing. That's when he spotted Kanda leaving the dance floor and walking towards the bathrooms. Allen's eyes lit up from behind their drunken haze as he stood up, stumbled and regained his balance. He took a couple seconds to make his legs realize he wanted to walk towards the bathroom before they actually did so. He stumbled passed drunks and dancing people and almost tripped on his own two feet while doing so. When he reached the door that lead to the hallway with the bathrooms he stopped. He saw Kanda leaning against the wall in front of the men's bathroom, waiting for it to become unoccupied.
Allen took in a deep breath and opened the door; the moment the doors closed, the hall was enclosed with an eerie silence. Kanda looked up, and then scolded when he saw Allen. Kanda then noticed Allen swaying with a drunken gaze.
"You're drunk, Moyashi." Kanda spat, his voice echoed slightly in the hall.
Allen giggled a bit and walked over to Kanda. "'m not, BaKawnd." Allen slurred and giggled again.
"Tch." Kanda growled softly. "You can't even talk, much less walk." Allen swayed again and Kanda grabbed his arm to keep the boy standing. "Tch. You should go home, Moyashi."
"Nya, Kanda, you're touching me." Allen giggled again; his words didn't hold the slurred they did a couple seconds ago.
Kanda narrowed his eyes and growled, quickly letting go of Allen's arm roughly. "You're a fre—" Kanda's words were cut short when he felt smooth, warm lips pressed on his. The lips tasted like scotch and a slight pinch of cheery. His eyes widened and he grabbed Allen's shoulders and pulled him back. "What the hell, Moyashi!" Kanda snapped.
"Touch me more, Kanda…" Allen mumbled, moving closer to Kanda despite Kanda's grip on his shoulders. His cheeks were flushed from the alcohol and kiss and his fingers where tangled with Kanda's coat. "P-Please… Touch me more…" Allen's face, regardless of how much alcohol he had consumed, still looked as innocent as ever. In fact, Kanda had to admit, Allen looked cute.
Kanda couldn't form words. He couldn't make a sound to even tell Allen how much he hated this situation. His body felt frozen, yet hot with Allen's words and face; Allen's actions. He wouldn't admit it to anyone, not even himself, but he wanted to kiss Allen; wanted to pin the boy to the wall and just ravish the boy senselessly. Kanda couldn't move though; couldn't move his feet or hands. He felt his shoulders being pushed back and his back touched the wall behind him.
"Damn it, Moyashi, stop talking nonsense." Kanda growled out and started to push the boy away again when Allen leaned up and captured his lips once more. Allen moved his body so his legs were in between Kanda's and their chest were tightly pressed together. Allen pushed Kanda back against the wall again and leaned up so he was on his tippy toes and wrapped his arms around Kanda's neck to deepen the kiss.
Kanda was at war with himself. He wanted to pull away, to push Allen against the wall and punch him until he learned his lesson, then there was the side of him that wanted to kiss back, that wanted to lift Allen up and pin him on the wall and mark the boy all over. Kanda's mind was playing a violent game of tug-of-war and for now, the side that wanted Allen was winning. Kanda didn't care how much the boy had had to drink; he just wanted to feel Allen against him.
Finally Kanda began to kiss back, pulling Allen closer to him; Kanda's arms going around Allen's waist. Kanda's hand began to massage the boys firm and curved ass, earning a small gasp from Allen. Kanda took the opportunity to slide his tongue into the boy's mouth and rub their tongues together.
"Mmmph…" Allen moaned softly and slowly began to rub his hips against Kanda's. Kanda's hands pushed Allen's hips closer to his groin and began to rub back, feeling more friction with the motions.
Kanda pulled away from the kiss and leaned down to kiss Allen's neck; he nibbled and sucked on certain areas, causing the boy to squirm and moan. He bit down on a spot and started to suck violently on it.
"A-Ah!" Allen threw his head to the side and gripped Kanda's coat more.
"KANDA!"
Kanda pulled his face away from Allen's neck and looked towards the doorway. His eyes widen at the sight of Lenalee's horror-filled, flushed expression.
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A/N: There's the third chapter. This took longer than I had expected. But yeah, I started writing this when I was in the car a week ago going to New York. I learned that I will never drive in snow, let along in New York. I'm going to be slow-ish in updating thanks to exams and what not.
Hope you guys liked it! Sorry for any OOC and what not.
~ SaYa
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