Rosalie's baby
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(Emmett's POV)
Chapter 12; Anger management
I was distracting myself with all the sounds of the house. As usual the Seth werewolf was chewing happily Esme's human non-edible-to-me crap.
"Man, this is good." He muttered
Esme nodded, "Thank you, Seth. Do you want to bring Leah some? I'm sure she's hungry." I turned away from them; Esme was so motherly always worrying about everyone. Rose was as usual in the basement Carlisle was examining her. And both of them and encouraged me to take a break from there and come to the house.
I sighed. I would much rather be with her. I flipped the channels not worrying to see them. I felt so strange how things had taken a course since I agreed to let Rose try to get pregnant. It was an insane and a stupid idea.
Everyone knew it.
Everyone expect her. Inside I felt angry, useless and as if my precious Rosalie had only days left on this earth. I was gripping the remote control so hard the little buttons we're starting to pop up. I loosed my grip. Life was simply to complicating ever since the day she asked me.
If only I hadn't agreed. If only I would've convinced her otherwise like adopting a human baby. Sure it wouldn't be biological but whatever it was still a kid. Wasn't that what she wanted all along?
"Emmett," Esme said softly. My head snapped her direction. Esme was biting her lower lip and having a worried expression on her delicate face.
"Yeah?" My tone sounded sharper than I intended it to be. Esme didn't flinch she just had this comprehending look in her warm gold irises.
"Would you like to hunt?" Seth was gone I hadn't noticed.
"Yeah." It was much better than staying here and continue looking at Rosalie's weak face. We ran without a word till the boundary that separated Washington from Canada came to view. Then both Esme and I trailed of on our own direction. I managed to get three grizzlies and a mountain lion before I met Esme back at the same spot we've stopped.
It was on the way back to the house. Esme spoke to me.
"Emmett, dear I know you're worried about Rosalie. I can't tell you I know how you feel but I do know that Rosalie wants this so much more than you think." I looked at Esme she starred back at me. Esme could easily pass a young woman in her twenties yet her knowledge of the world was so much larger than those years.
She adjusted her Carmel locks which were held tightly on a pony tail. Before she started again she gave me her unique dimpled smile. "I know how it feels to want something and not be able to have it. You remember the story how Carlisle found me?"
I nodded. "Yeah you wanted to jump down a cliff."
"Do you know why I wanted to jump?"
I thought for a second. "Yes because your child died." Then I understood. "You're saying that you would also give anything to have a child?"
Esme shrugged her petite shoulders. "You can think that, I guess. I more than anything want that tiny baby back. But that can't happen." She looked like her heart-shaped face would me soaked with tears if she could cry.
"But Esme she's risking her own life for this child." I corrected myself. "Well children, don't you see how weak she's getting?
"Rosalie's a fighter." She says quietly.
I ignored her. "And..and.. I'm just standing there not able to do anything!" I let out an angry cry jamming my fist in a huge tree. No matter how hard I pressed my fist the touch felt like the touch of a feather.
Esme placed one hand on my shoulder. "I don't know what to say. I just know everything will turn out fine. Thats what you have to do Emmett trust Rosalie."
For the rest of the run it was silent.
"Hey," I left Esme down stairs with Carlisle. Now I swiftly closed the door. Standing just a few feet from Rose. It had only been three days since the crazy stuff that happened with the werewolves and Rose seemed so different. So delicate her ash-white face appeared even whiter than normally.
It was as if the children were sucking the life out of her as the due date approached. I could feel my head starting to heat with anger. Calm down, Emmett the least she needs right now is being stressed out.
"Emmett." Rosalie says calmly with a half-smile pressed in her flawless face. The smile looked like it was giving her pain.
"Shhh, babe its okay."
She rolled her eyes. "Emmett, I'm fine. Alice is already planning on how to decorate the kids bedroom. Isn't that amazing?"
I tried to make out a smile. "Yeah it is. Where is she anyways?
"Alice, Bella, and Nessie went shopping for decorations, paint, etc."
"Oh. So Rose is there anything you need?" Anything to help you not die, I added silently in my mind. I waited patiently for her response still standing a feet or two away. It was absurd but too me it looked like getting closer to her would make her even worse.
Rose pressed her hand to the large stomach she now had. "Well, do you remember when we went to Europe to renew our wedding vows?"
"I do." I raised my eyebrow in confusion. "What does that have to do with anything?" I did remember the aquamarine water, the days we went out exploring and finally when we renewed our vows.
Rose glanced up at me. "Once when we we're exploring down the city and there was a bad smell. That grossed me out completely."
"Yeah it was this human food with some eggs and this spices I never heard about. Wait, your carving that?"
She nodded with a tiny amount of embarrassment, "Yes Carlisle said it would be great for my health to eat that."
If this meant she would feel better I would comb the planet looking for that food. "I get you. Where exactly do I get this food?"
"Carlisle was doing some research where to did it the closest from here and it turns out Canada has some."
"That's fine, I'm going right now." I jumped close to Rosalie and planted a kiss on her cheek before spiriting down to get my car. Rosalie would feel better I had a tiny bit of hope on that.
"How does it taste?" I asked. Rose chewed furiously for moment before answering. Her face already looked better and her dull yellow eyes were starting to brighten. I was so glad for this reaction I could have picked her up and started running around in circles.
"It doesn't taste unpleasant but not very appetizing either." Rosalie placed another piece of the thing in her mouth and continued to chew.
I stared blankly at her just letting my eyes see her. Maybe Esme was right Rosalie was a fighter, I needed to trust her. I just had to hope for now that would be true.
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