I own nothing and all mistakes about Alcatraz are my own
PS – This IS an M story; there will be adult things happen in this story.
"Congratulations to the seniors of 1959!" My principal cheered, to the crowed.
Standing up I waved down to my father, Harold, Tommy and a badly beaten Darren. They were the only four who could attend; I got all my congratulations from the guards as I left. Hugging Santana and Faye, I couldn't help but smile brightly. I tried to ignore what tonight was...Friday.
"Wow, school is over!" Faye squealed, Santana and I laughed.
"You know, Quinn if you want, there's still room for Tommy and you to come with us to Miami the train doesn't leave until 2:30 tomorrow" Faye added, I smiled slightly.
"I'll talk to Tommy about it, who knows where we'll be tomorrow" I added.
I felt Tommy's arms wrap around my waist from behind "Congratulations Quinn" he mumbled into my neck.
Spinning around I kissed him lightly, standing back Darren and my father looked at us with pleasing smiles. Harold was just gleaming in general.
"Congratulations sweetie" my father said, kissing the top of my head.
Waving good-bye to Santana and Faye, I called out to them quickly "I'll call tomorrow to tell you what's happening!"
I had four hours till Tommy was picking me up, I decided to go visit Ray. He was still in the Hole, for another three days I'm pretty sure. Ronald, who was on shift had gone to lunch. Leaving the Hole unattended, this was perfect for me anyway. Using Ronald's keys that he was dumb enough to leave behind when he left. I opened the door, Ray sitting in his bed purred up at me.
Shutting the door behind me I waited for him to envelop me in his arms. Stepping forward, I bumped into him. Catching me in his arms, his lips made first contact with his. The kiss was short and sweet; he scoffed and pushed me away.
"Ugh, you smell like that guard" he said, I frowned.
"What?" I replied.
"I just finished my graduation, he hugged me..." I said, I could almost feel his eyes roll.
"You shouldn't lie to a man that has you locked in the darkness" he said, a shrill of adrenaline pulsed through my body.
"I'm not, if you want...I can leave" I said, dropping my face.
My cheeks burning, I turned to leave. Stepping forward, I felt his hand snake up stomach and locking me in across my chest. Pulling him back to his body, I smirked slightly. Well...my dress was short enough.
His voice trailed into my ear, husky and deep "You didn't come here to talk did you Quinn?"
I moaned a no, he laughed "What did you come here for?" he asked.
This stopped me in my tracks, what did I come here for? Sex? His company? Or did I secretly enjoy tagging both boys along? The last thought sent a tingle in my womanhood.
"Are you here to tell me something?" he asked, his voice almost cracking.
He wanted the three words out of my mouth as much as Tommy did. I love you, but I didn't know who I loved. I knew I cared for them both, but love? I don't know what I'm having for dinner tonight let alone who I want to dedicate my life too.
"I can't" I whispered, his body stiffened.
"It's because of him isn't it" he hissed, I nodded.
The movement of my hair, registering to him my unspoken answer; flipping me around he shoved me against the wall. Gripping onto my chin, I struggled against him.
"Ray, stop it your hurting me" I said calmly.
"Why him, what has he done beside give you a guilty conscience, if you really wanted him; why are you here with me?" he demanded, I took a gulp of air.
"Because I think I love you both" I stuttered out, his grip on my chin tightening.
"You think?" he said.
"Yes!" I hissed.
His lips came crashing down onto mine, locking my jaw. I returned his kiss slightly, pulling away I could feel his lips pull into a smile.
"Are you sure?" he asked again.
Before I opened my mouth to answer, I gasped slightly as his hand cupped my centre.
"Why me?" I asked, his finger started to roll along the damp clothing.
"Because, your hair reminds me of the sun and your eyes of the green hills I grew up playing on and your smile, because it's so breathtakingly beautiful and innocent that it makes me wish I was a better man who deserved you" he said, I felt my heart melt.
"When I finally got to speak to you, in the yard; I could hardly speak, I wanted to say more but only short sentences came out, then at my cell where you where wearing your blue dress I knew that's when your unspoken words and curious stares had stolen my soul, Quinn; do you see how hard it is for me to know your near him, talking to him...kissing him" he said, I moaned slightly.
No matter how many kisses I would share with Tommy, in this moment I knew. Tommy was the right man for me in society's eyes. But it wasn't him who I was nearly brought to tears over thinking I'd hurt them. It was Ray, he was mine and I was his; kissing his lips gently. He pulled away abruptly.
"Ray" I whispered, he stopped rolling his fingers against me.
Moments passed in silence, only our breathing "I do love you" I said, a wall of happiness washed down upon me.
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