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"Don't just stand there! Do something. Pull the car around! Call 911!" Brooke shouted as her and Peyton ran to Haley.

They guys, finally snapping out of a daze, jumped into action.

Luke ran to get the car while Logan called the hospital to let them know that they were coming. Everyone on campus was freaking out. They wanted to know what was going on. They didn't understand while Haley would just collapse like that.

Skills walked up.

"Yo, whats wrong?"

"Haley collapsed. And she thinks she pregnant. And Nathan is trying to be all nice. And I just don't know what to do. And I just want her to be okay because she hasn't been okay for awhile. And I don't just mean since her and Nathan broke up. I mean since Alex's death. And I'm scared because last time she was sick and this happend we almost lost her. We were so close to losing her we postponed Alex's funeral incase we had to make it a double funeral. And it isn't fair. Haven't we been through enough alrady. She just needs to be okay, and she's not. and that's what's wrong!" Brooke shouted, tears pouring down her face.

"Brooke, you need to calm down. You freaking out like this isn't going to help Haley at all. Take a deep breath. She'll be okay. She has to be." Peyton said, whispering the last part.

Brooke shook her head as she remembered a poem Haley once wrote.

The rain is falling now
The clouds are coming out
Because you're gone away
Because you're leaving me
And this can't happen again
And I can't lose another friend
But still your life is fading
But still your breath is gone
I can't help but wander what I did wrong
I can't help but pull away
Our friends try to understand
Our friends say I'll be okay
I'm not gonna be okay
Soon I'm gonna fade away too.
Soon I'll say goodbye

Please Haley, Brooke thought, don't say goodbye.

The drive to the hospital was long and unbearable. She was losing it. She didn't wanna lose another friend. She couldn't looke another friend. When they finally arrived at the hospital Brooke was slow walking up to the waiting room. She hated hospitals more than she hated her parents. And that was quite a lot. Brooke wouldn't sit down, she was pacing and it was driving people crazy.

"Brooke hunny. Sit down. aleAnd calm down. Please." Luke said reaching out.

"I'm as calm as I can be, considering." Brooke snapped.

"Brooke, come here. Lets go over here for a second babe." Peyton said.

Brooke nodded her head and as soon as they were around the corner Brooke broke down into tears. She couldn't believe they were here again. She didn't know why, but she felt like this time wasn't going to end like the last time Haley was here.

"Brooke I know why you're nervous better than anyone here. But she's gonna be okay." Peyton said calmly.

"How can you say that! Last time this happend she was so close to dying. And she..she.." Brooke couldn't finish her sentence.

"Brooke I know. I know you hate waiting rooms. I know you hate hospitals. And I know you hate that we have to be here again, for this exact reason. I understand, but you freaking out like this isn't going to help Haley or anyone."

"Do you remember that poem she wrote after the accident..the last two lines were 'soon I'll fade away too, soon I'll say goodbye.'.."

"Brooke, hun, she didn't mean anything by that. She's going to be alright."

"I know. She has to be. Why is Nathan here." That's when Lucas came around the corner.

"He's here because he cares. And Haley might be carrying his baby. And he feels like crap for what happend."

" I don't care. He's been a real dick to her. But because of the main reason of the baby, I won't say anything until Haley wakes up and ask me too." Brooke said, and Peyton agreed.

"Lets go back over there and wait for the doctor to come out."


"Family of Haley James?" The doctor called out.

"Thats us Steve." Brooke said standing up.

"Here parents didn't come.?"

"Did they last time? Just tell us whats wrong."

"She wants to tell you and Peyton by herself. And she wants everyone else to go home. At least for now. She may end up changing her mind. You know how she is."

Peyton and Brooke walked back to her room while everyone else left.

"Hey Bob, what's wrong..?" Brooke asked, scared to find out the answer.

"Nothing, I just need to eat, and be on a more careful diet. And I am pregnant..."

"So why'd you make everyone leave." Peyton ionquired.

Haley looked away, as tears streamed down her face. She didn't know exactly why she didn't want everyone else to stay. Maybe she didn't want them to see her like this. Or maybe she just didn't want Nathan in here, but to be nice she made everyone else leave so she wasn't singaling one person out. She just didn't have to courage to face them, to tell them all that she couldn't do this. She couldn't be a mother. She couldn't have this baby. She just couldn't.

"I can't have this baby. I can't be a mother."

"Abortion doesn't make you un-pregant, it just makes you the mother of a dead baby, Bob."

"I know! Don't you think I know that! But I can't be a mother!"

"And why can't you?"

"Because I haven't had the best examples.."

"You had Ellie.."

"But she died when we were so young. And our mothers never had time for us, and Nathan coulod turn into another Dan. This baby can't be born into our world, it can't be born here."

Peyton looked at her friend, and couldn't believe what she was hearing...The one who always dreamed of having a family was now...pushing that dream away? She was about to say something but before she could Brooke spoke, her voice quavering.

"Does this have anyhting to do with Alex? Because that was an accident. She would want you to do this."

"She was the one who would be perfect to be a teenage mother, she was always so calm and level headed."

"Hales, she would want this for you. I'm sure, know Lex, she put in a word with the big guy. Hales you can do this...you have us."

Haley looked away. She didn't know what to do. She closed her eyes, and saw Nathan face, and suddenly her choice was clear.

"Fine. I'll do it. I'll have the baby."

Peyton and Brooke sighed a sigh of relief.

"Can we call everyone else? And Tell them to come by tomorrow? Including Nate?"

"Especially Nathan. We need to talk."

The two girls smiled. As mad as they were at him, they knew this is what she needed. As Brooke went away to call everyone the girls sat in silence. Maybe everything would work out. Maybe everyone would get their happily ever after. Maybe life wasn't so cruel. Maybe they would pull together and fight through the reckage that was just in the fog ahead. Maybe they would last forever. Maybe they would survive. Maybe.