Chapter [4] Melancholy
I sat on the edge of my bed waiting to see what his next move might be. I tried not to smile as I thought about the kiss downstairs but It wasn't working. He sat next to me leaning back on the bed. I turned laying on the bed next to him on my stomach with my chin resting in my hands. I smiled taking in a deep breath. He smell good, sort of like butterscotch. He took out his phone messing with it, checking his messages.
"could I see that?" I asked putting my hand out for his phone
He smiled and handed it over. I looked around on it for a second turning on the camera app. I moved up next to him putting my face against his.
"smile" I said snapping a picture "there now you can see me when ever you want and...now you can call me when ever you want also." I said smiling saving my number in his phone and handing it back to him.
He took it messing around with it a bit when I heard my phone beep for a text message. I got up grabbing it and opening up the message. It was the picture I had just taken.
"Now you can see me anytime" He said smiling.
Just then he got a call, he looked down at his phone rolling his eyes. answering it.
" 'ello,...really?...awrite ill be there in a sec." He said replying to who ever was on the phone
"I 'ave to go lov" He said getting up off my bed.
He grabbed my waist and kissed me lightly. My smile grew with his as we stood there face to face.
"I'll call you later" He whispered before our faces left each other and he headed out the door.
I sat on my little love seat looking out the window to the side walk below. I saw him exit my door jogging across the drive way and up his stairs . There was a woman waiting for him. She was a slim woman with black spiky hair wearing black sunglasses, red pants to match a dumb tie she was wearing around her neck and ugly high heels. I watched for a minute. It looked like they were fighting. I continued watching when I saw her grab his face kissing him. He put his hands on her hips and that's when I turned away.
"what the fuck...seriously?" I said to myself trying to figure out if what I just saw really happened.
I laid back on my little couch remember the night 2D had pulled me close to him while we watched our favorite movie.
"hey bitch you're pizza is done!" I heard Hanna call from downstairs.
I got up wiping away the small amount of tears that collected in my eyes. "stop being a baby its not like hes your boyfriend you just met him idiot" I thought to myself. Just then my phone rang. I looked down at it and it was him.
"I dont think so" I said looking at my phone and tossing it on my bed as I left the room heading downstairs.
I got to the kitchen and Hanna was already eating her second slice. I sat down with her just picking at it even though I was hungry.
"Whats wrong?" she asked
"Nothing I don't really want to talk about it." I replied
"Do I already need to kick 2Ds ass?"
"Its possible." I said getting up from the table grabbing a bottle of tequila and heading back up to my room. I grabbed my phone of my bed and checked it. "really 4 calls and a text well don't expect one back" I thought to myself. I opened the text to read "hey lov can I come by in a little bit. Ive got something to do but I really want to see you before you go to bed" "Highly unlikely" I said out loud throwing my phone on my bed.
I sat at my vanity looking down at the small pile of pills he had left me. I grabbed 5 this time hoping I would pass out quickly. I crawled on to my bed and under the covers hitting play on my Ipod radio on the table next to my bed. I could hear the faint sound of a keyboard playing next door so I turned up my Ipod. "figures...at least it fits my mood" I thought to myself as melancholy hill played.