Can I say a massive thanks to everyone who reviewed. I know how crappy Author Notes can be. But the response I got can only have given me this result. I hope you enjoy it :)

Wendy1969: Thank you for your review, I'm going to make sure that they are both supported through out :)

MafiaBitches: Love the name! Anyway I hope you don't mind, I used your line that lies will ruin them ;)

Hotpinkkindagirl23: Yep there is definitely no more lies between them now. :)

xXMizz Alec VolturiXx: I agree, there should be no more lies now :)

Heartbond: You're right Bella shouldn't lie, and you've guessed a bit of the story as well :D

Lisa: Hmm, Jasper shall smell better? lol

No More Lies

I was faced with an impossible decision. Tell Jasper and watch him crumble or lie and let him believe it wasn't his fault. I made my mind up. "Jasper… I need you to understand that I love you okay?" I breathed, cupping his cheek. "Bella?" Jasper whimpered, hand joining mine.

"It wasn't your fault" I told him firmly. "Please explain" he begged, beginning to cry silently. "When you stabbed me, you went a bit too low. You stabbed my uterus. It damaged it" I gulped, tears pouring down my face. Jasper's arms loosened around me. "What?" he gasped, staring at me.

"No more lies right?" I sighed sadly. "I… I did… I ruined our lives" Jasper breathed, bringing his knees up to his chest. "No, Jasper! We can get through this" I soothed, holding onto him firmly. "I'm so sorry! God! Bella I'm sorry" Jasper sobbed. "No don't be sorry. It wasn't your fault" I cried.

"Bella I've ruined your life. Even if we split up and you meet someone else. You can never have kids. I could but you couldn't. God I'm such an evil bastard!" Jasper growled, tugging on his hair. "Jasper, listen to me. Stop blaming yourself. We will get through this I promise. There are other ways" I whispered, trying to get him to stop.

"No we can't! I've took your rights away! I can't do this Bella! I can't" Jasper choked, looking up at me with hollow eyes. "Jasper I know you're blaming yourself but don't. Please Jasper I need you now" I begged, feeling my heart break. Jasper sobbed and held onto me tightly.

"I don't know how to make it right, Bella. Tell me how to make it right" he pleaded, stroking my hair. "Don't let go" I breathed, soaking his shirt. Jasper shook his head and nestled his face into my neck. "I'm sorry Bella, please forgive me" Jasper mumbled, tiredly. "I've already forgiven you" I whispered, slowly crying myself to sleep.

When I awoke, Jasper was still asleep. I crept out of bed and over to the window to look at the swaying trees. I didn't know if Jasper could cope with this. I rested my head against the cool pane. I had 7 months to get over it. How long would Jasper take? He might never get over the guilt.

"Bella?" a whimper from the bed startled me. I turned to see Jasper looking at me. "It's okay, I'm here" I soothed, as I settled down next to him. "I thought you left me. I wouldn't blame you" Jasper breathed, staring up at the ceiling.

There it was. He was trying to push me out of his life. You could practically see all the walls that Jasper was now putting up. "Don't do that!" I snapped, grabbing his hand. "Do what?" he asked, jaw clenching. "Don't shut me out! Don't bury your emotions. You need to let them out" I told him.

"They hurt" he complained. "I know baby, I know they do" I sighed, kissing his head. "How long have you known?" Jasper questioned. "Since I've been in hospital" I admitted. "7 months and you didn't tell me" Jasper growled. "I didn't want this to happen. I didn't want you to blame yourself" I explained.

Jasper shook his head and sat up. "Did you want to have children when you were older?" Jasper breathed. "I don't know, I never really thought about it. I thought I was always going to be a spy which isn't a steady job" I shrugged. "Will you talk to me about it? About how you dealt with it?" he asked.

I nodded and sat opposite him. "At first I felt like something was stolen. I wasn't going to have children. I didn't know if I wanted to have them, but the choice would have been nice. I started to hate myself, I was wrong. I wasn't a proper woman. I was… I was barren" I sighed. Jasper gripped onto my hands and shook his head. "Don't say that about yourself" he ordered.

"Then I was angry. I hated how I had lost everything and had nothing in return. I was angry at Mr Peterson, he didn't seem to care. I hated how ever since then all I can see is mothers with babies. Fathers with their children. I hated how god was teasing me" I sobbed. Jasper copied me and looked down.

"But I started to think that what was done, was done. I needed to get myself better. I started to push forward with therapy and my life. I started to feel a bit better. Like I was kind of making up for the fact that one part of my life was closed off to me. I could make another one for myself. I could get a better job and better life" I told him. "Did you ever blame me?" Jasper wondered. "A little bit at the start. But then I felt sad for you. I knew you'd feel guilty and hate yourself" I sighed.

"What do you feel now?" he asked. "Relieved. I've got everything off my chest. We can now try and work our way through this" I whispered, leaning my head against his. Jasper laid a hand on my empty flat stomach. He sighed and closed his eyes tightly. "I'm sorry" he breathed, kissing me softly. "I forgive you" I assured, hugging him tightly.

"Is there anything else?" Jasper questioned. "Carlisle is the only person that knows about this" I admitted. Jasper stiffened and got off the bed. "I told him not to tell you!" I protested as Jasper began to pace. "You had no right Bella! That's my father! How dare you say he couldn't tell me. He must have felt so guilty about not telling me" Jasper snapped. "He understood why I asked him not to. He said he didn't like it, but it was up to me to tell you!" I objected.

"But you didn't though! Jesus Bella, Carlisle has been there for you and you ask him to join in with all your lies" Jasper hissed. "My lies? Jasper this was so you didn't get hurt!" I shouted. "Is there anything else you're lying to me about?" Jasper demanded. "No! I'm through with the lies. Lies ruin us Jasper! How many times have we proven that?" I cried. "Enough times to know not to lie to each other" he yelled.

"I'm sorry for not telling you. Can we please not argue?" I sighed, pulling him down onto the bed. Jasper breathed heavily against me. "Okay" he agreed, getting up. "Come on, lets see if Esme's up doing breakfast" I smiled, gripping his hand tightly in mine. Jasper nodded, and sent me a small smile. "We'll face the world" he assured me, kissing me.

Telling the family had been easier than expected. They were incredibly nice and caring. They looked after us both and didn't blame anyone. Rose burst out into tears and hugged me so tight I couldn't breathe. Emmett just gave Jasper a manly hug and said how sorry he was.

Carlisle and Esme already knew so they helped tell everyone. Esme had been fussing around me for a while, I didn't realise it was because she knew. Alice hugged me and promised that things would be fine, she just knew it. Edward was incredibly sad and promised that whatever happened, he was there for us.

Both me and Jasper had decided that we had to continue living our lives. Shortly after he comes back from his next job we'll go on holiday for 6 months. We were going to enjoy our times together. Prove to ourselves we were okay together without any additional sprog.

"Come on! I want to show you something" Jasper laughed, helping me up a big massive rock. "Jasper! What's going on?" I giggled, trying to keep up with his quick pace. "You'll see, come on" he encouraged, pulling me onto a rocky little mountain in the forest we were in.

I looked out and gasped it was beautiful. I could see perfectly over Forks. I could even see our parents house in the trees. There was a few lights as people were just starting to wake up. "It's beautiful" I breathed. "I knew you'd like it" Jasper beamed, wrapping his hands around my waist.

"How did you find it?" I asked. "I was asking god to send me a beautiful angel" Jasper whispered in my ear. I smiled, leaning into him. "How did you really fine it?" I laughed. "I was just hiking" he chuckled. "I love you" I grinned, as we stared out over our home. "I love you too" Jasper sighed, resting his head on my shoulder.