Anything italic is thoughts just so you know...though some say I thought as others just sit there unloved by I thought...

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*I don't know if the other font will show up so I will bold and italic it and that shall be the flash backs or memories*

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Don't own Yu-Gi-Oh! ...Sadly

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Ryou

In the end I did what an normal human being would do I bust through my apartment door, ran down...no back up the stairs to lock my door then check it three times than ran down the stairs and out the front door into the rain to find Bakura.

"Bakura! Bakura!" I screamed as I ran through the streets and down alleys.

"BAKURA COME BACK!" I screamed as I felt my whole body paralyze from head to toe as a picture of some sort flash through my mind.

"Bakura! Wait for me!"

"Oh you're so slow Ryou. Keep up!"

"Well your 20 feet taller than me so shut up!"

"Awe! Are you mad at me sweetie?"

"N-No!"

Bakura leaned in real close to my ear and he whispered "You're so cute when you are mad at me Ryou Sweetie" I felt my whole body tense up as I watched his lips be placed on mine ; I felt my whole body crave more. Our lips moved in perfection with each others.

Perfect is what we were...

I felt my body hit the cement ground as I laid there taking deep breathes. What the fuck was that! Was that a memory of some sort like the other one where the darkness swallowed me...No that was a dream and this...that was a hallucination! Yah! It was from the lack of sleep I thought but I did not believe myself, not even one bit.

...2hours later...

"FUCK YOU BAKURA!" I screamed at the night sky as I walked back to my nice warm apartment.

"I fucking hate you! I hope you fucking die!" I growled as I walked up my apartment stairs shivering as I felt that same sensation; the one that lead me into that hallucination.

"Oh Ra! Please don't die love Please" I felt myself mutter as I fell onto the steps.

"Oh Ra! Please don't die love please. I can't live without you. Please my thief! Please live! Oh Ra!" I muttered over and over as Bakura laid there breathing shallowly. He was shot with an arrow in the collar bone that was coated with poison that the guards shot at him.

"Don't worry we will heal him I promise" I heard a man say behind me. I turned to see the Pharaoh as I glared daggers at him.

"IT'S YOUR STUPID MEN WHO DID THIS!" I screamed as the Pharaoh looked down.

"I know. I told them not to shot! To pretend to shot! Not to actual attack him but they did not listen to me"

I stared at him then shook my head "NO! Lies! You and your priest and guards are murders! Why would I believe you?"

"Believe what you want young boy but I will heal my enemy''

I felt my whole body being shaken so I slowly opened my eyes to see the Pharaoh...Wait what!

OH GOD NO! NOT HIM!

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Bakura

How could that little fuck face make me, Mother Fucking Bakura, the king of thieves fall to my knees and want to die!

He...Ryou, my little angel, my precious sweet light!

"OH RA!" I screamed as I slammed my back against the alley wall and let my tears fall as I slide to the ground. I sat there in the rain and let my tears fall. I don't care if I am not supposed to be in the rain, I could care less.

"Oh what have you done Ryou! Look at me. I am fucking crying...I didn't know I was capable of tears"

I sniffed as I sat there letting the rain hit me.

Maybe I should just die; I am good at that, dying it's the only thing I have ever been good at. Hurting, dying and being lonely are the only thing I have ever been truly good at. Why did I even think for one second his soul would forgive me for what I have done know and in the past.

"Hahahaha Kura! Come play hide and seek with me in the sand" Ryou yelled as he jumped and stood in front of me with his beautiful smile.

"NO! I am busy!" I growled as I tried to draw away in to the stupid Pharaoh's place.

"Doing what? Trying to epically at getting into the Pharaoh's palace?"

"What did you just say!" I growled deeper as I stood up, he stepped back as I step in to his former spot.

Ryou shook his head as a tear was forming, I could not help the grin that formed onto my face

"Oh No. Please tell me" I edged him on as he shook his head again which made me grin bigger at his fear as I slowly leaned close to his ear.

"Please tell Ryou" I gentle whispered which caused him to groan out "D-Doing Wh-what Trying to epically fail at getting into the Pharaoh's palace?" I nodded at him with a smile. I stood put straight then back handed him which sent him into the air as he land on his back in the sand.

"How dare you diss me! I saved you from those guards and this is how you re-pay me! You scrawny bitch!" I yelled as he started to cry as I shook my head. He is such a disgrace to man!

"I am sorry-" Ryou began but I cut him off

"You stupid child Sorry is never good enough!" I yelled at him as I back handed him once again.

"Please Bakura Forgive me! I-I love you!" Ryou yelled as he began to cry harder which cause me to stop as I was about to smack him again and just looked at him with wide eyes. Ryou slowly stood up as he tripped I caught him, Ryou pulled himself up using my coat then placed his lips on mine.

Love? What is love? I'm I too dead inside to even feel what people call love?

Am I not human enough to feel this love? Do I even still have a heart? Does it beat or is it ice?

I feel nothing without him!

"Oh dear Gods Please don't let me suffer again. I've lost everything and you know it! Please" I whispered as tears feel again. Pitiful you have made me Ryou!

Ryou

"Oh sweet baby Jesus with a cherry picker and a TREE!" I yelled as I ran up my stairs

"Ryou wait!"

"No leave me the fuck alone! SO not possible!" I yelled as I reached my level then I tripped on the last step. "Fuck" I hissed out.

"Are you okay?" the pharaoh asked and before I could answer with a polite response I heard myself hiss "Why would I be 'okay' you shot my lover with a poison arrow!" The Pharaoh looked confused as I slapped my hand over my mouth

"Is...He...Okay...Yami?" a miniature versions of the Pharaoh breathed out, he was obviously winded.

"Yu-Yugi?" I asked as I looked at the Pharaoh as he nod.

"God you can run Ryou!" Yugi exclaimed as he laid there in the hall four feet from my door "Give me a minute" Yugi sighed as I saw Yami smirk at Yugi.

Yami looks like the Pharaoh who has been popping into my hallucinations. Yugi on the other hand looks like a tinier kiddie version of the Pharaoh but they aren't the same, no way could Yugi be the Pharaoh from my hallucination. Yugi is just too...cute and has a baby face so it means that it must be Yami.

I felt my body tense up as an image popped into my head; I closed my eyes as I saw this room, a golden room with a view of a huge garden. The room had a massive bed enough to fit five people with golden post and sheets that were clean and a light rouge color. The room was fit for a king which made me sick! This room is for a snobbish person. I saw a man walk in to the room. He was tiny, tanned and with a star shaped hair cut and the top of his hair was red; he looked exactly like Yugi except he was tanned.

"Hello I am Heba, the Pharaoh's partner. It's a pleasure to meet you. I am here to check and see how you are doing and if you like your room" I heard him say as everything went black.

"Hey! Hello earth to space cadet Ryou! You home?" I heard a gentle but painfully annoying voice scream in my ear.

"Yah sorry" I blankly stated as I gave Yugi a cheap smile.

"Well I am off to bed. Good night!" I quickly stated as Yami grabbed my shoulder, span me around than pulled me close.

"Tell me about the visions you are having Ryou"

"Are you on crack Yami" I laughed lightly as he gave me a questionable look. Then suddenly I glared at him and growled "I am sorry if I am not as fuck in the head as you are. Oh great and mighty Pharaoh. How about you and your little servant leave me the fuck alone?"

When did I become so viscous to people? I wondered to myself

"Woah Ryou Calm down!" Yugi cried as I shot him a deadly glare.

"Shut Up Heba! This does not concern you!" I yelled as Yugi filched and Yami smirked at me.

"Wipe that fucking smirk of your face snob before I rip it off!" I hissed as Yami looked at me then Yugi.

"Oh he remembers alright he just doesn't know it yet. The past Ryou was only like this when A) Bakura and Ryou got in a fight or B) When Bakura was injured or ill. I am guess it is A) since I don't see an injured or ill Bakura anywhere which means Bakura is not around to keep Ryou's darkness away."

I gave Yami a questionable look and so did Yugi.

"Bakura and I are very powerful being which mean we natural have darkness around us that finds our way to you two our pure ;our Lights as we are your Dark. You keep us in check as we keep you in check. If a Dark shall lose their Light they are forever doomed and vice versa"

"Doomed?" I asked as Yami smirked devilishly at me.

"If I say hit my Yugi" A vision of Bakura standing in front of me as he violet slapped me shot through my mind which suddenly caused my head to go left, I felt the stinging pain of Bakura hitting me.

"Or say if I push my Yugi in an aggressive way" I saw Bakura push my past self back as I felt my body make contact with the air then my door. I hissed out in pain but Yami continued

"Of say if I force myself onto Yugi" An image of Bakura saddling me as he forced my hands down with a chuckle and no emotion of regret on his face. "HELP!" I screamed as I felt Bakura bite my neck as I screamed again his fist met my face.

"If a Dark mistreats their Light they are doomed to be broken, wondering this earth alone and be left for dead but some can't die or are just reborn over and over again to face themselves and their sins or even a mixture of both. If their Light dies of a natural cause the Dark usual follow closely after and vice versa" Yami explained as he knelled close to me. I spat in his face, blood and saliva covered his face.

"You're insane" I whispered as he wiped his face off with his sleeve. I took my chance then I stood up and began to unlock my door quickly but as soon as my foot was an inch through my door I heard someone asked "Does the dream of the darkness swallowing you still bother you? Do you dream of that every night still? Does it haunt you?" I looked around to stare at Yugi with wide eyes. I have never told anyone that! How the fuck does he know! "No I don't dream" I blankly stated as I slammed my door shut in his face. I seriously need some sleep and new fucking friends I thought as I stripped down into nothing but my baby blue boxers.

Oh what have you done to me Bakura? I thought as my head met my pillow in the land of slumber.

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I hope this is long enough...