A/N: the song for this chapter is My happy ending by avril lavigne.
Juliet's pov
I woke up and looked around my room, I was surprised it looked well, normal. I heard the smell of food cooking, and I sworn I heard laughter. I got up out of my bed, and saw my two cats playing. I walked down the stairs; I saw my family laughing, and food being cooked. My three sisters actually getting along, but I wasn't really there. Wedding magazines were everywhere as were UCLA things. Things weren't like I left it, it was far from it. My sister, my youngest was almost a teenager, she was well, and she seemed so depressed. But, there was on good thing for her, my matt always looked out for her like a big brother. He never though about her other than a sister, I have been in his mind before. The only thing he looks for in any females these days besides his friends and family is comparisons. It was creepy, but ever since I disappeared in my kidnapping he was waiting for my return. It was so sweet, that I finally knew he felt the same way. But it really didn't matter, because I would never be able to go back. And that was what hurt the most. His thoughts these days only were of me. Things like she'll come back, because I wont give up like everyone else, or that chick's eyes look just like hers, except they don't twinkle right. Her hair has the same curl, or her smile is just like Juliet's used to be, but not as bright. They were always something keeping him back from a regular life, and it was I. I wish he would just forget no matter how much it hurt; because I had seen the future if I went back. It always ended in his death full of blood, gore, violence, and all at a young age. What was even worse was that it was my fault, and the images Alice once showed me were too terrible to bear. I couldn't do that to him, because in a way miles always knew how to say, he was the key to my happiness, where I wouldn't fake a smile, and pretend everything was good. Because that is something miles could have always seen, when my life was a lie, for me though my entire life was a lie. But it didn't used to be that way. I left watching over what I left behind when miles walked through the door and screamed. Tears were in my eyes, I looked like a mess, and blood was everywhere. On the walls, on the furniture, it looked like a crime scene. His eyes soften though as they landed on me. He did his best to comfort me as Fred awkwardly tried to help. I cried for a long time until the sun began to set, and long after that. I was broken, and nothing could fix me now.
Alice's pov
I looked out into the future scanning for my once friend Juliet. I could always sense when she was near, her power could be so gruesome. I looked farther away from my house and began to become anxious, she spilled her blood everywhere. It was so hard to control myself, and decided it was time to explain to Edward why I had my visions earlier, because I wasn't focusing on Bella, my visions always secretly lingered on her. She needed me more then the Cullens/Hales did. And I had failed her again, it was my fault she became this way, I never intended to make such an innocent human an immortal human. She lost so much, when she deserved something much better, than her horrible "gift". The one I helped give her.
So is any1 curious to know alice`s role in al of this?
