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A/N: final chapter folks! :( I am actually pretty sad to see this end, but every song has an end, it doesn't mean we enjoy it any less...you can just hit repeat! I make myself laugh so much, lol.

On with the show then, enjoy :D

Chapter 15 ~ I don't believe in fairy tales, but I believe in you

Jacob POV

Delighting in each moment with the man in my arms, we fell to the bed with only a few layers of clothing separating us, I was on top of him and pulling away from his lips to his dismay I placed my knees on either side of him and at a torturously slow pace I unzipped his jeans. He wriggled impatiently underneath me and I smirked at him, before pulling them off along with his boxers so he was completely naked.

"Jacob..." he drew out each syllable, as my eyes raked over each inch of pale, perfect flesh.

"Yes?" he huffed as I raised my eyes to his own, Edward squirming uncomfortably to get some much needed friction while I smirked at him but felt my own erection straining against my jeans. He hooked his legs round my waist pulling my body towards his, so there wasn't any space between our hot bodies.

"You have...too many clothes on" his voice was husky with need and it was so hot, I felt his hands making quick work of my jeans and briefs his lips going to my Adam's apple. His tongue circling round and sucking on my neck lightly, I let out groan that was closer to growl and I felt him smile against my neck. "So hot" he mumbled as one of his hands ran down my back sending shivers of anticipation down my spine, he grabbed my ass and thrusted his hips up so our cocks rubbed together, creating some much needed friction.

"Fuck" I groaned out, it felt so damn good, but I wanted more, I needed more. As if knowing exactly what I was thinking, he flipped us over so he was hovering over me. With that beautiful crooked smile of his he reached down, leisurely wrapping his long fingers round my dick, rubbing his thumb over the head and the bead of pre cum forming I let out a moan that was embarrassingly loud, but I was too far gone to give a damn. He had barely touched me and I was already nearing my release, like a pre-pubescent boy.

That smile still on his face, he slowly started to stroke me and it felt like this, us we were meant to be. My eyes fell closed, then I felt his tongue licking the underside of my cock, another groan fell from my lips and he chuckled lightly.

"Baby, keep your eyes open. I want you to see, exactly how I'm touching you" his voice was so compelling, opening my eyes I leaned on my elbows watching how his long fingers wrapped round me. Feeling the coil in my stomach tightening deliciously, with every stroke and the way his eyes never moved away from mine. Hearing all the moans mingled with his name, coming from me in a string of utterances that hardly made sense anymore.

His tongue made its way to the head of my dick, encircling the sensitive flesh his hot mouth little by little enveloping me. I let out another string of curses, one of my hands reaching out and tangling themselves in his hair, the sight of his mouth bobbing over my cock almost pushing me over the edge. Feeling my balls tighten, my grip on his head tensed tugging at his hair and making him moan, the vibrations round my dick sending me over the edge.

"Edward!" I screamed out but it probably more like: "Eddddddddwaaaaard!", as I spilled my seed into his mouth, he licked up every drop licking his lips with a smug smirk. Pulling his to me by his arm, so he was lying on top of me and I crashed my lips to his, tasting myself there.

I could feel his erection against my thigh and I thought that I should probably take care of him too, he whimpered when I slid away from him, his brow furrowing and nose scrunching up.

"Don't worry, I'm going to take good care of you"

"I hope so, I missed you" he gazed at me and he looked so gorgeous, kissing him once more I kept my arms round him.

"Tell me what you want, love" he fidgeted, nervous but for what reason?

"I want you to...er..." the rest of the sentence was mumbled into my shoulder so I didn't get what he was trying to say.

"What was that?" he didn't look at me as he repeated what he said.

"I want you...to...I want to bottom" I was taken aback, he had always shied away from that, I know he thought it would have scared him if he rushed into it. After all he had been very adamant that he wasn't gay, so who was I to say otherwise?

"Are you sure?" he nodded, losing some of his shyness now he had gotten that off his chest.

"Positive" he nodded again, lifting his hand to my chin and kissing my cheek tenderly.

"Okay then, getting lube and a condom Edward took the foil packet from me, ripping it open and taking great pleasure in rolling it onto my erect member.

Generously applying lube to my fingers and positioning us so that I was between his spread legs, reaching between us I very slowly spread a lube covered finger to his entrance. I felt him tense up underneath me putting my other hand on his shoulder, I gently rubbed small circles to relax him.

"Don't worry, I won't do anything to hurt you" he took a shallow breath, relaxing slowly as I talked to him. Ever so slowly I pushed my finger past the ring of muscle, he took in a sharp breath and I stilled my actions.

After a moment he nodded giving me the go ahead, still going very gently I let him get used to the feeling, I soon added a second finger and made a scissoring motion. After a few strokes I hit his prostrate, his lips made an 'O' shape his hips bucking into my touch as I continued to hit the spot.

"That feels soo good Jake, but I want you inside of me already" I needed no further encouragement from him, adding more lube to my ready and waiting cock I slid in bit by bit. Stilling when I was almost completely inside him, as his face contorted in pain, wanting to badly to move I waited for him to adjust to my size.

"Are you okay?" being inside him felt unlike anything else, but I didn't want to hurt him or push him too far past his boundaries.

"It hurts a little, but I'm okay...honestly" taking my hand he kissed my palm fondly and then he intertwined our fingers, as I continued to move, until I was completely enveloped by him.

"Fuuuuck" was the only word I was capable of uttering at that moment, with his legs wrapped round my waist he began to gyrate his hips, silently urging me to move. After a few more strokes he was moaning my name in rapture, it was wonderful the way he said my name as we bared ourselves for each other.

This was so different from every other time we had had sex, because that was all it was sex. Now it was so much more, it was how we proved that we loved each other.

He reached between us to pump his cock but I batted away his hand, stroking it myself matching the rhythm with my thrusts into him. He threw his head back as he neared the edge, I was so close as well and I just needed a little bit more.

Increasing my pace and hooking one of his legs round my arm so that I was hitting that spot at a different angle, I was relentlessly pounding into Edward and his moans got louder as he writhed underneath me, such a beautiful sight. The coil in my stomach tightened and I knew I was going to come. We screamed out each other's names as we went over the edge, seeing stars as I kept going, wanting to prolong the moment.

"Edward!"

"Jake!"

Collapsing onto the bed in heap of sweaty limbs, Edward laid his head on my shoulder, my arm under his head and his leg still round my waist. Looking at him, his cheeks were flushed his body sticky with sweat, he smelled like sex and musk it was the most tempting scent. He looked up at me and just smiled, he didn't say anything. He didn't need to I was content enough, to live in our little world for a while.

"Have I mentioned that I love you?" he said, kissing my shoulder that small touch sending sparks trough me.

"You may have done" he had, but I never tired of hearing it, after all of those days and weeks, fretting about what to do and what to say, it was all (finally) falling into place.

"Well, Jacob Black I love you" I beamed at him and he smiled back.

"I love you too, now shut up and kiss me" for once out a handful of times, he didn't argue he just kissed me long and hard, until we both needed air.

Edward POV

"I have to go back, you know that" Jacob nodded but he didn't look happy, not at all. He stood by the window as we talked or rather as I explained why I had to leave in the morning. Standing up and walking over to him, I wrapped my arms round his waist but he didn't respond. "Jake, say something please"

"What do you want me to say, Edward? Don't worry about me, you go leave to talk to your pregnant ex-fiancé, while I stay here"

"Jacob, I have a contract I have to finish the school year, before I leave and come here on a permanent basis" he sighed sounding very put out, kissing the nape of his neck he relaxed slightly leaning back into my touch.

"Fine, but you better call when you land" he turned and kissed my cheek fleetingly.

"I will, I promise" with my hand on the nape of his neck, I pulled him in for a proper kiss. He resisted at first, but the moment our lips met he gave in. he sighed again this time, because I was leaving rather than because he was angry at me.

Moving away and to the door he gave me a sad look that made me want to stay with him and screw everyone else. Instead I picked up the small suitcase by the door, opening the door and looking back at him again.

"See you"

"Bye"

~X~X~X~X~X~

For those few days with Jacob, I forgot about the world outside, though unfortunately the world had not forgotten me. Apart from Leah, no one really knew what had happened between me and Bella, so I had a lot of explaining to do.

I started with my family, once my stuff was all put away at home, I called up my brother and my parents telling them I had to talk to them. After school I drove to my parents' house, sick to my stomach at the thought that they may not accept me.

My mother answered the door and as soon as I saw I her, I gave her a big hug which surprised her, as I wasn't too bid on displays of affection with my parents'. She just smiled at me though, kissing my cheek she then led me into the living room, where Emmett and my dad already stood awaiting my arrival.

"Ed, what's going on?" asked my brother, probably as he saw how nervous I looked.

"I'll get right to the point, me and Bella will not be getting married" my mother gasped and sat down on the couch, my dad frowned and crossed his arms while my brother looked very confused.

"But why, Edward? You and Bella were so good together" I shook my head at my mother, none of them really knew how much we had drifted apart in last couple of months. Even if I hadn't been with Jacob, I was pretty sure that Bella and I wouldn't have stayed together.

"Not as of recently, I'm ashamed to say that it is my fault that me and Bella did not work out" they didn't say anything but the looks of confusion was still there. Taking I deep breath, I took a step back before I continued. "I broke off our engagement because, I was having an affair..." they all stared at me in shock, lost for words. It was Emmett who spoke up after a very long silence between us all.

"Who is she?"

"What?"

"The girl you had an affair with, do we know her?" my mother sent him a chastising look, but Emmett ignored her. How did I tell them that it wasn't a woman but a man? A man that is also my best friend, who I am also madly in love with.

"The person I had the affair with was..." now I could tell them one of three things; (a) that it was non one they know (b) that it was with a man but yet again, no one that they know or (c) that it was someone they knew, very well, Jacob.

"It was...Jacob"

"Jacob?" was my father's first word spoken to me, since I got here. Nodding at them, they looked even more shocked at my quite sudden revelation.

"Does that mean that you are gay?"

"I guess so, Emmett. Is that okay, with you?" I directed the last part at all of them but my parents, remain silent my brother doing all of the talking for them.

"It doesn't surprise me really" said Emmett forcing a note of joviality into his voice, as he looked over at mom and dad then at me with a small smile. Returning the smile, I appreciated how he was trying to lighten the mood even if, it was not quite working out so well.

"Mom, dad, say something...please" my mother looked up from her husband and towards me, she tried to speak but words failed her. Turning back to my dad she took his hand squeezing it lightly, as a sign of encouragement.

"This is all a bit of a shock to us Edward, so if you would just bear with us" my father stood up and started pacing, by the opposite side of the room. I noticed how he didn't look up at me or acknowledge me in any way, he looked down at his feet his hands behind his back as he paced.

"Part of the money you gave us went on the honeymoon, I don't think I can get a refund but I will pay you back as soon as I can" he nodded still silent. Looking to my mother I silently implored her to say something, but she averted her eyes not wanting to say anything.

He paced faster, his lips moving but I could not hear what he was saying. Taking a few steps towards him, he shook his head repeating it over again. "An embarrassment" my cheeks flushed with anger towards my father, he thought I was an embarrassment?

"Is that what you think?" he pressed his lips together, a habit I realized I had picked up from him. Until then I never realised how annoying that habit was, it emphasised the lines round his mouth making him look his fifty two years old.

"We had all this planned out for you and look what you've done. You've thrown it all away, for what? What will people say, Edward?" his words were harsh and not at all what I expected from him, he had often chastised me when I was younger, but now this was so much worse. He was disappointed in me and the choices I have made recently.

"I don't love Bella, I care for her but I don't love her. Would you rather I live a lie then give other people something to talk about?" he didn't answer right away, he didn't have to I know he would rather have me keep up appearances than be with Jacob, then be gay.

"When you said you would rather be a teacher than a doctor, I didn't say anything. When you pushed aside any financial help we offered you, I didn't say anything. When you moved into that god awful apartment, I didn't say anything. But I can't keep quiet this time, I think you are making a big mistake"

"No, I feel for the first time, I'm making the right decisions. In fact I don't any of my prior decisions were bad ones, you just don't agree with them. Why can't you accept that I am happy?"

"You were happy with Bella!"

"Because I didn't know any better, because I was afraid of doing something for myself. Because I cared what you thought...but if you the person that is supposed to love me regardless of what I do, cannot accept my choices then I think we have nothing else to say" up until this point Emmett and my mother had been silently watching the standoff between us. Shaking my head as my father stoically looked at me, I turned on my heel and left.

"Edward!" called out my mother, as I reached the front door turning she came to halt in front of me. Her eyebrows drawn together as she looked at me pleadingly. "He doesn't understand, he is just shocked, we all are. You know he loves you Edward"

"Well, he has a funny way of showing it. I have made some choices he does not agree with but I have never done anything that would reflect badly on him and since when does he care?"

"Edwa-"

"No mom, I'm leaving" I shut the door behind me as loudly as I dared, striding to my car as quickly as possible.

~X~X~X~X~X~

A couple of days past and my father didn't try to call or talk to me at all, my mother and brother called several times, very supportive and not at all judgemental. Which was something I had not expected, I had thought that out of everyone my father would have been the first to accept my decisions. Clearly I was mistaken.

Coming back to apartment after school, I had two messages waiting for me. The first was a message from Jacob saying that he missed me and he loved me. It made me smile as I went to get changed, as I pulled on a pair of blue sweat pants and a black tee I heard Bella's voice coming from the answering machine.

"Edward, it's Bella...Emmett told me about what happened" she sighed and paused as if thinking about what to say next "we need to talk, I went to doctors and we...we need to talk. Call me when you get this, please" the message had been left, barely an hour earlier. Dialling her number quickly, I heard the ring tone and waited for her to answer the phone, I didn't have to wait long as she answered on the third ring.

"Bella, its Edward I just got your message"

Jacob POV

"Hello?"

"Hey Jake, it's me"

"Hi Edward, so when are you coming back to London?" he had caught me just as I got back from work, pulling off my jacket I waited for his answer.

"About that...I don't think I'll be able to come back" the words had real weight to them but he also sounded reluctant, he wanted to leave but he wouldn't or couldn't.

"Why, what happened?"

"Bella was pregnant" he stated simply.

"Yeah, I know that...oh gosh it is your baby isn't it?" he sighed deeply and I could clearly see how he would sit, with his legs spread apart as leaned forward and pinched the bridge of his nose.

"Yes"

"But I thought...hey wait...you said she was pregnant, what happened?" I heard a sharp intake of breath and I could see how he would shake his head, before pinching the bridge of his nose.

"She, she er...she lost the baby" I was stunned into silence, what could I say?

"How did you know the baby was yours?"

"The dates matched, it doesn't really matter now"

"is she okay?...are you okay?"

"I don't know, I pretty much just found out I was going to be a father only to have it taken away, before I could really wrap my head around it" he sighed again and I heard the sound of a bench squeaking lightly. I assumed he was currently sat at his piano, looking at as he contemplated his situation.

"It's a lot to deal with, so just take it too slowly. How is Bella handling it?"

"I don't know, she won't talk to me properly she only called because she thought I had the right to know. I used to be able to know what she was thinking, now she has just cut me out..." I heard a few notes being played in the background. "...which is really no more than I deserve, I hurt her Jake, I really did"

"At least you told her before it was too late, like walking down the aisle too late"

"I know, but I never set out to hurt her...I love her, I'm not in love with her, but still...I hurt her in the worst possible way, what does that say about me?"

"Well first of all, stop beating yourself up. I regret that she got hurt, but wouldn't have been worse if she found out later down the line or found because she caught us. I'm not saying how we went about it was right, but we can't change the past and the only we can do is change the future"

"Damn, your right"

"Yeah, I have my moments" the piano playing came to a stop and he paused for a moment.

"I love you Jake and I miss you already"

"Same here, come back soon"

"I will"

Four months later...

A tangle of silky hair running through my fingertips as familiar soft lips kissed the sensitive spot below my ear, hot breath fanning across my neck and face as I shivered in anticipation. Hands with long fingers roaming my body, teasingly inching lower and lower...but not quite reaching where I wanted them the most.

My eyes close I felt his lips move along my jaw, leaving small kisses as he moved to my cheeks, soft and sweet yet playful and too slow for my liking. Turning my head, our lips connected and it was every bit as blissful as the last time, even more so considering how long he had been gone.

I thought I was dreaming, in fact I had been asleep but sometime in between my dream lover caressing me it had become a reality. Because currently my hands were tangled in a mess of wild bronze hair that belonged to my lover, his hands were all over my body coming to rest at my hips.

And his lips, his lips were on mine and it was wonderful feeling his soft, full lips moving along mine like I had thought of so many times in the last few months. His tongue darted out licking my bottom lip and grazing it with his teeth, silently asking for entrance.

I could deny him nothing and soon our limbs were intertwined, every inch of our bodies touching, sending sparks flying everywhere.

"I thought you weren't meant to be back for a couple of days" he gave me that sexy crooked grin, then let his hands slowly inch up the back of my shirt.

"I thought I might surprise you, aren't you happy to see me?" he mock pouted, his bottom lips sticking out as he gazed me his eyes darkening with lust.

"More than happy, fucking ecstatic"

"I can tell" he gaze pointedly went to my groin where my obvious erection was pressed up against his thigh, he smirked at the reaction my body had to him. His hands moved to my chest, going higher till they reached my nipples. He arched his eyebrows so high that they almost disappeared into his hair, he had felt my left nipple and was definitely surprised.

Yanking off my shirt, I didn't complain as his eyes raked over my chest as he took in the silver barbell in my left nipple.

"See something you like?" I teased raising an eyebrow, he then did something very unexpected, for Edward that is.

Dipping his head he flicked the barbell with his tongue, I moaned as the pleasure/pain went straight to my aching cock.

"So fucking hot" he continued to play with the piercing, reducing me to a mess, moaning loudly and moving my hand to my dick, in an attempt to reduce some of the tension. As soon as I grasped my cock through my boxers he batted my hand away, moving so he was hovering above me.

He looked down at me pausing in his ministrations of my body, to take a look at me. Then he uttered the sexiest thing in a low possessive growl.

"You're all mine" all I could do was nod mutely, helpless to this glorious man's any whim.

There was nowhere else I'd rather be.

A/N: there we go the end!

Thanks for reading, I never expected to get so many people reading my little story.

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