Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto.
In this chapter we have some lovely (but not too graphic, unfortunately) DeiSasu action, along with some hinted NaruSasu/SasuNaru… Enjoy! And I still don't own anything related to Naruto except my own pervertedly happy fanfics XD
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"So…" the blonde began, finally breaking the somewhat awkward silence that had ensued. He wanted to ask a certain question, and it was driving him insane. He didn't want to offend the Uchiha, but he had to know.
"Just go ahead and ask already." Sasuke responded emotionlessly; his main focus on the direction of the tunnel.
"Uh okay…" Deidara fidgeted a bit with the leash before continuing, "How…uh…did this thing with your brother start, yeah?" he asked a bit too quickly, showing his anxiety.
"Is that all that has been bothering you for the past half hour?" the raven asked, a bit amused. Was everyone in Akatsuki so wary of Itachi's wrath?
"Well… I didn't want to offend you, yeah, but eventually curiosity got the best of me." the artist replied, completely relieved that Sasuke had practically laughed it off.
"Hn. Well I must admit that I never consciously had a sexual attraction for Itachi, nor did I know that he felt for me in such a way, but of course that was mere childhood ignorance. When he massacred the Uchiha clan, though, it was because our parents had practically forbid him to see me."
"Why?" the Akatsuki interrupted curiously.
"They caught him masturbating and moaning my name. Not something easily explained..." the raven said with a smirk.
"Oh… That's awkward, yeah." Even then Itachi knew exactly what he wanted. Deidara still marveled at how easily the older Uchiha had accepted such a socially shunned practice; incest was considered sicker than most true crimes.
"Anyway, after he killed everyone, he couldn't really just stay in Konoha, and at that time he wasn't capable of caring for a child, especially a would-be shinobi. Even then he knew it would be a while before he could find a valid reason to come back, so he had already arranged his membership in Akatsuki--"
"Wow he must have had it planned for a while then, yeah. He was pretty high authority when they got me even… But then I guess he is pretty powerful, and now that I know his motivation…" Deidara looked at Sasuke in awe; the bindings just looked so natural on him…
The raven chuckled lightly. "You never give up hope do you? I suppose I could try putting a good word in with Itachi; he may let you fuck me for a price, or just as long as he gets to watch…" he ended thoughtfully, and gets to reclaim me straight afterward. He could practically feel the blonde eyeing him hungrily. "Now, do you want to hear the rest of the story? Or would you rather just stand and undress me mentally?" he asked as the Akatsuki tried to choke out an answer.
"I… Uh…"
"Well I suppose I may as well continue; I'm sure you can multitask quite well… Nevertheless, we should keep moving." The raven decided, sliding forward to brush lightly against Deidara to urge him forward.
"Y-Yeah lets go…" the artist jarred himself from yet another fantasy that came much too easily. "Uh so what did you do when you found out about your family?"
The Uchiha chuckled lightly; he remembered it well. "I was late coming home from the academy. When I finally turned into the Uchiha section of town, it was too dark to see much. I only noticed that they were all dead when I tripped over their blood-soaked corpses. Of course, I immediately sprinted to my own dwelling, fearing Itachi's death more than anything else. It was then that I found him looming over the bodies of our parents; they were still warm. At first I felt relief; I was so happy that he was unharmed. As I began to put the puzzle together, though, all I could feel was shock. I knew he had done it from the very beginning, really, but I kept telling myself that he couldn't have. Too bad the truth was still flowing freely on the wood floors…"
Deidara stopped to look at Sasuke's expression; it was almost dreamy, as if he was recalling a fond memory. "…But how can you just say that? They were your family, your entire world. Itachi was only a part of that-"
"What you don't understand, Deidara," the young Uchiha interrupted suddenly, "is that Itachi was my world; he was the center of my existence. Sure, I did care about the rest of my family, but he had always been the most important in my mind. I always wanted to be just like Itachi; to gain his approval, and love, at last…"
"Right… But those are normal feelings among brothers. Now you have the 'I wanna fuck you like an animal' thing going on. So now how the hell did that happen?" The artist finished argumentatively, his jealousy more apparent than ever.
Sasuke stood silently calculating his next words, but the Akatsuki member was bound to be pissed no matter how he said it… "The shock began to wear off as Itachi moved forward to pick me up. He carried me to our parents' bedroom where he…" he sighed inaudibly, "claimed me as his own." The raven ended in a whisper.
"…He…ra-" Deidara's voice was dangerously low. "HE FUCKING RAPED YOU?!! YOU WERE JUST A FUCKING KID; HIS LITTLE BROTHER!!! And he… WHAT THE FUCK--"
"It was the only way he could…ensure that I knew how he felt; that I would always know. He wanted to be the first to have me; to make me completely his and his alone. It is because of that event that I realized how I truly felt about him… For a while I hated him simply because I knew I should, but after a while I came to see that he truly loved me; he wanted me. There was such comfort in knowing that he hadn't abandoned me or cast me aside; that eventually he would be back." The raven said almost too quickly, trying desperately to calm the artist; to make him see through the horrific event.
"Sasuke, he raped you; that is not love! He killed everyone because he wanted you and couldn't have you; the twisted bastard did it all to make you love him so that he could take anything and everything he wanted from you. He knew you would never accept such cruelty from your role model, and he took full advantage to that fact. He-"
"None of that matters now; lust is what I am used to. I would suffer no damage if he were to use me and cast me aside." The young Uchiha stated blankly, "Now that I can survive solely on my own strength, I no longer value love or happiness."
"How the hell can you even say that? What did that fucking snake do to you to make you this way?" Deidara marveled at the indifference before him; even Itachi had bloodlust… If only I could see his eyes; so much emotion lies there…
"What makes you think I haven't been this way since the massacre? It was a rather traumatizing event, you know…"
Deidara couldn't take it anymore. In one swift motion he tore the blindfold from the raven's eyes. Obsidian orbs laced with bitter sarcasm gazed back at him; challenging any contradiction. "I know you haven't always been that way because I…" Sasuke raised a delicate eyebrow; the blonde couldn't have any proof. "I saw you before; back in Konoha." The Akatsuki finished simply; no need to throw in the details unless the Uchiha didn't believe him.
"What the fuck do you mean you saw me?" the raven forced through clenched teeth, his eyes narrowing dangerously. "Why were you ever in Konoha?"
Deidara would have been terrified if the bonds weren't in place, but they both knew Sasuke was practically powerless. "The Akatsuki used to go into the Fire Country a lot, Sasuke. It was mostly on Itachi's orders, but only when he couldn't get away to stalk you himself." Deidara leaned in closer as the raven's eyes widened slightly in surprise. "You never even thought you were being followed, huh? Well I know I always had a good time… And it was quite interesting to learn about your thing for blondes…" The Uchiha's eyes bled red at that statement and bored into the artist's as if cursing his very soul. "Ah… So you miss your loyal little dobe then; no wonder Itachi wants to kill that Jinchuuriki so bad… And I'm sure you know that he will succeed eventually; he always finishes what he starts…"
"Shut the fuck up Deidara; you're treading on thin ice." The raven warned as the sharingan came fully forward despite the limits on his chakra.
Wow… He shouldn't even be able to use the sharingan let alone control it; I wonder how far he can go… "Really now? So how long has it been since you've been fucked by a blonde? What do you say? Itachi doesn't have to know…" Fucking hell this arguing is turning me on even more; he is so goddamn hot when he's pissed... He thought as he rammed the Uchiha into the wall, about to cover the soft lips with his own.
Without warning a long bandaged sword swung swiftly, hitting Deidara in the stomach and sending him flying into the opposite wall. "What the fuck was that Deidara?!" the blue-skinned newcomer asked in exasperation. "You know Itachi would kill you if I didn't first!"
"Goddamnit Kisame! I could have gotten away with it if you hadn't showed up… Fucking bastard…" the artist coughed up a bit of blood. "How hard did you fucking hit me anyway, asshole?!"
"Not as hard as I wish I could have…" the other Akatsuki growled. "I'm sure Itachi saw this coming. No offense Deidara, but a guy who blows stuff up for fun can't be trusted with self control for too long…" Kisame turned to Sasuke. "Come on kid, I'll take you to Itachi now; I'm sure he misses you like none other."
"Hey wait! Do you even know what Itachi fucking did to that kid?! His own brother! Yeah well he raped him on the night that he massacred their clan, Kisame! He fucking RAPED him!!! Does that sound good to you? Do you really think heaven-on-earth should go to a sick prick like that?!!!" Deidara screamed desperately at Kisame as he stood up.
The blue Akatsuki turned quietly to Deidara. "I am going to disregard everything you just said until I hear Itachi's side; he usually has an explanation for irrational behavior, even if he doesn't readily share it. I follow his orders to the end, Deidara, and so should you. He may be a bastard, but he sure as hell is trustworthy… Especially when his entire world is in our hands." Kisame sighed glancing to Sasuke who stood unscathed. "Listen Deidara, I won't say anything to Itachi about this, but you have to calm down and never try anything like that again… Understand?"
The artist scoffed, "You're scared shitless of him aren't you? Tch…" he paused to consider his options. Yeah he really could whoop my ass without breaking a sweat... "I guess I'll hold off for a while…" he finally conceded, trying to not sound too pathetic.
"Good. See you at the lair." Kisame gave Deidara a long look as he picked up Sasuke and vanished.
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A/N
Was Deidara's reaction a little over the top? I hope not, but oh well… I just like the conflict that he brought into the story, ya know? Besides, everyone is kind of OOC already, so I guess I really missed the boat on that one…
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