Chapter 8: why drama?
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Edwards's pov
We walked into her house, wow, its kind of big, we walked up to her room and sat on her bed.
We both took out our books to find a project to work on but I really wanted to know why she got upset if I mentioned her old life, it has been bugging me for a while now, but I don't want to upset her, I couldn't handle it if she started crying. What am I saying? I'm not a girl.
I turned and looked at Bella, she seemed okay, should I ask her or not?Oh I'll just do it, get it over with so we can move on.
"bella?" I asked her softly, she looked up at me.
"what happened back in Arizona?" I asked her softly. I could see in her eyes that she went into herself and she got really upset.
"why would anything happen to me?" she snapped. Touchy subject?
"I don't know, you just seem to go into yourself and I want to know what happened because I care about you and I want to help" I said softly while grabbing her hand. She started crying. I pulled her into a hug and rubbed her hair.
"I cant tell you, I just cant, I cant let anything happen to you" she sobbed. To me? What would happen to me if she told me?
"bella, what would happen to me? And what happened to you?" I need to know!
"mum doesn't want me, phil did to me, told he kill me" she wasn't making any sense, how do I get her to calm down? Oh I shouldn't have asked her until I knew how to calm her.
"bella, baby, calm down and tell me what happened, I cant understand you" I said softly to her.
Suddenly she lifted her head with a gasp. What had I done? Had I hurt her? Oh no!
"bella, im sorry, did I hurt you somehow? Oh im so sorry, I didn't mean it, I swear I didn't mean-"
"no, you didn't hurt me Edward, calm down, im not hurt" she said softly. Wait then why did she gasp? Why am I saying this to myself?
"then why did you move away from me and gasp?" I said confused.
"you called me baby edward, I didn't think you felt that way about me" she said softly while moving closer to me. My eyes fell down to her lips, I wanted to kiss her so badly, so I did. I moved forward and pressed a soft kiss to her lips. The electric going through me in that moment told me that I wanted to be with her no matter what, I just have to convince her that I'm a good guy and that we can be together.
"I do feel that way, and you are my baby, im not being demanding or anything, that's just the way I feel, I want you to be mine so bad" I say and I press another kiss to her lips.
"I want to be with you too Edward, but im so scared and with what happened, I am so insecure with my body" she says as she starts to cry again.
"oh baby, bella, please don't cry, tell me what happened" I said , wow, how much I feel for this girl is unbelievable.
"when I was back in Arizona, my mum was away for a conference, I walked in the house and phil was in, he is my mum's husband, I got freaked out by the way he looked at me so I went upstairs for a shower, I ran into my room to try and avoid phil but he was laying in my bed with the covers over him, he said that he was missing my mum and wanted some company, I tried to run out the room but he grabbed me by my towel and it fell, he started to-touching me, he called be beautiful and said he was gonna have some fun, and he- he- he" she sobbed harder and didnt finish, but I need to know, I have a weird feeling, and he is so sick for touching my girl, nobody can fucking touch my girl! I'm gonna kill him!
"what did he do bella?" I asked her softly.
"he-he- ra-rap-raped me" she cried out. NO FUCKING WAY. NO. NU UH, NOT HAPPENING TO MY BABY! IM GONNA KILL HIM!
"IM GONNA KILL HIM!" I shout and go to walk out the door to find that bastard and kill him but I hear bella.
"please, please don't, I need you" bella says softly.
I turn around and she is sitting on the bed crying her eyes out. I cant leave her, I just cant, she is everything to me.
I run over to the bed and grab her, pulling her close to my body. She puts her head on my shoulder.
I lay us down on her bed and move our books, I pull her onto my chest and rub her hair again.
After about half an hour, she calmed down and stopped crying.
"bella?" I asked her.
"im sorry for ruining our night Edward, we were ment to be picking a project, we can do that now if you want" she said as she sat up.
"no, I just want to spend time with you tonight, we can pick a project tomorrow" I said as I lay us back down.
Bella looked at me, then she started to lean in, I leaned in too. Our lips met, and moved in sync, like they were made for each other, we fit perfectly together, her hand fit inside mine perfectly, when we lay down, she was the right size to lay just under my chin, everything about us was perfect for each other, I don't know how we haven't met each other yet but I'm glad we have.
We kissed for about a half hour when we both pulled away.
"thank you" bella said softly.
"for what?" I asked as I kissed her temple. We snuggled together.
"for being here, for caring and for telling me sort of how you feel" she said with a smile.
"sort of?" I said confused.
"you said you liked me but you didn't go into detail" she said with a giggle.
"well, I care about you a lot, when im with you, it feels to surreal, my heart races, and when we touch, I get this electric feeling, it's the best in the world, I want to be with you constantly, I want to be with you so much, Im not very good with telling my feelings so I apologize for that" I say as I kiss her neck.
"first of all, don't apologize. Second, you told me in just the perfect way and third, everything you said was as if you were reading my mind, how is it that we feel the same way?" she asked as we started to sit up.
"I dont know, we just do, question is, are we going to act on those feelings? Or just go back to arguing with each other?" I asked hesitantly, I don't want to go back to arguing.
"act" she says as she kissed me again.
I left bella's house at 9 o'clock , we decided that we would try to be a couple.
Im so happy for us, im just ecstatic, I get my bella, and nobody can hurt her now.
I got so angry when she told me phil raped her, I told her she had to report it to the police, she said that she couldn't do that because phil would kill her if she did, but she has told her dad so if phil comes near her, she will have all of us to protect her. I cant believe her mum doesn't want her, I mean, how ungrateful can you get? I swear I will try and tell her everyday how much she means to me and how much a adore her and how much she is worth, I will never let her down and I wont ever put her down, she doesn't need that after what happened to her.
Bella's pov
Wow, I cant believe I told him everything that happened to me, and he didn't treat me differently afterwards, he makes me feel so loved, I've been trying to fight all these feelings but as soon as he pulled me to his chest when I started crying, I couldn't fight them anymore, and I don't want to anymore.
When he kissed me, it was magical, I got the tingles and the electric going through my body just like he did, I didn't expect him to feel the way I do, I just thought he felt like friends, but when he called me baby, it was just the best thing in the world, it made me feel as though I was wanted by someone other than my dad, I have never felt that until I met Edward, I sound like a stupid mushy film now.
It was 11 o'clock at night and I was getting ready for bed when I got a text:
Goodnight baby, sweet dreams, I'll see you tomorrow to pick you up for school, if you want of course, you don't have to, you can drive to school if you want, I don't mind – Edward xoxo
Aww, he is the sweetest guy ever.
I typed a reply :
Goodnight baby, yes you can pick me up for school tomorrow, stop worrying so much, I'll go anywhere with you, is that weird? I mean, just today we were arguing and now we are like, totally in love, sorry, that's weird, goodnight – bella xoxo
Not 30 seconds later I got a reply:
Baby, its not weird, it's the truth, ok, im going to go and let you get some sleep, night baby – Edward xoxo
I smiled and got into my pj's, shorts and strap top, I got into bed and fell asleep with a smile on my face.
Edwards's pov
After the texts, I went downstairs to say goodnight to my mum and dad, they were sitting on the couch watching tv.
"goodnight mum and dad" I said as I walked in.
"goodnight son" mum said as she kissed my cheek.
"goodnight Edward, say hi to your girlfriend for me tomorrow" he said with a smirk.
"what?" my mum replied.
"its nothing, dad she wasn't my girlfriend when we came to you today, she is now because of what happened in her house after we came and saw you, but I'll tell you everything tomorrow, good" I said as I walked out of the room and up to my bedroom. I got dressed and got into bed and went to sleep dreaming of my bella.
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