Pairing: Aizen x Gin
Rating: T
Warnings: Suggested (possibly abusive) relationship between Aizen and Gin (slash, m/m, yaoi, shounen ai, etc.)
Spoilers?: Spoilers for the end of the Soul Society arc, and for the Hueco Mundo/war arc
Disclaimer: Characters belong to Kubo, sadly
A/N: Wrote this and then realized that it doesn't completely fit with the canon of Aizen and Gin, so read it assuming that Gin isn't after revenge/Aizen never attacked Rangiku.
Gin knows he's being stupid. He knows that there isn't any hope for his persuit. Sure, he may get what he physically wants out of it, but he'll never get the emotional satisfaction. And even though he loves him, he knows that it has to end. For the 'greater good', for the sake of everyone (even himself), he has to be stopped. He knew it would come to this eventually, the man's thirst for power and control (whether in bed, or in battle) were immense. And history shows that those with desires like that would do nothing good.
And as he lay in the afterglow, he reminisced about how things took this turn. He was so sure of his affinity for Rangiku, but, it never gave him that sense of wholeness, not like what he felt when around Aizen (his Aizen). Even when his so called 'lover' would leave him bruised and cut in the mornings, he felt like it would all be worth it, he felt like eventually he would get those three little words. But then he had shown his true colors, had shown the evil that lay behind his soft smile. And Gin knew that it had to be ended. But letting go wasn't as easy as he had thought it would be. And so he planned. It tore him up, and destroyed him to think of what he had to do. But there was no way around it.
wooo and here I thought I was never going to be able to write again haha, this is an old one, but I cleaned it up a bit, I have a few others that should be done soon enough (including that IchiIshi strawberry smut haha)