AKUSORA, Got it Memorized?

by Izzy-Lawliet

They met online, met in person, and became friends, what’s stopping them from becoming more? AkuSora.

2. I love you, Got it Memorized?

Title: I Love You, Got It Memorized?
Author: Izzy-Lawliet (Rin)
Disclaimer: Let's go over this slowly so you can understand what I'm saying. I do not own this. If I did, do you seriously think that I would be typing a poorly written story like this?
Pairings: Axel/Sora
Rating: M
Warnings: AU, yaoi and whatever comes along with it.

Summary: They met online, met in person, and became friends, what's stopping them from becoming more? Sequel to A-K-U-S-O-R-A, Got it Memorized?

Author's Note: Wow, I loved making this, it was so fun, and yet so hard because I had to keep Sora silent the WHOLE time. It was kinda complicated. I just wish that I'd get some more reviews for my hard work…hint hint, nudge nudge. And I would like to thank my awesome beta – starry-nights88. She's awesome, so go read her smut – it's fucking hot! So, anyways, enjoy the smut – I mean story. Oh, and before I forget, I'm still taking requests for pairing, as long as it's slash, Yuri or Yaoi, I don't know how to write anything else.

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We were lying together, and I fell asleep listening to Axel's heartbeat. But, I was rudely awakened by my brother…again. He came in shouting about something. I couldn't really understand him seeing as how I had just woke up. But it had something to do with Axel, molesting, and little brother. But other than that, I didn't hear a single word from Roxas. I was just too tired.

Next thing I knew I was being pulled from Axel's arms, and into my brother's. I grabbed the blanket as I was being pulled to cover myself up, I didn't want Roxas to see me nude. But, for Axel he had to slip on his boxers, or at least that's what I could see with my eyes adjusting and all that. "Sora! Are you okay?! Did he hurt you?!" I looked up to Roxas with a huge question mark above my head. "Sora!? Answer me!"

"He can't talk, remember?" Axel said in defense to my condition.

"Shut up. I knew that. Nod if you're okay," I nodded. "Good, now Axel," He turned to face him with a huge glare, one with so much hate that it was amazing. "What the fuck do you think you're doing with my brother?! Why in the hell would you take advantage of someone like him, who obviously couldn't protest or scream for help?! You are unbelievable! Now, get your clothes and get out of this house, and never contact my little brother again!" I was shocked, to say at the least. Roxas was actually kicking my boyfriend out of the house. Why? Oh, I guess he thought Axel did something to me, especially since we're both naked and were cuddled up to each other.

I shook my head and made sure the sheet was wrapped around me before jumpingover the bed to into Axel's arms. I closed my eyes tight and wrapped my arms, and the blanket, around him, not caring that under it I was naked. I didn't want him to leave, we finally got close like I've been waiting for, and Roxas had to freak like the overprotective brother he is.

For like the third or fourth time today, tears started to pour down my cheeks, wetting Axel's tanned skin. "Angel, don't cry. I won't leave, not unless you want me to…" I shook my head and wrapped my arms tighter around his body. "Okay, okay, I won't. I'll stay…if Roxas will let me…" Stupid Axel! Roxas wouldn't let him stay, not after freaking out like that. That'll be the last thing he'll want. "So, Roxas, will you let me stay with my boyfriend?"

"Boy-boyfriend?" I nodded, my face still in Axel's chest. "I'm sorry, I-I didn't kn-know." My brother continued, "Forgive me, Sora, Axel?" I nodded again, but this time reluctantly, knowing it would kill my brother if he thought I was still mad at him.

"Yeah, dude, I forgive you, now…can you leave us to talk?" Axel asked. I stepped back from Axel, and quickly wrapped the blanket back around me, noticing the quick look-over Axel gave me. I turned around and started to pout at Roxas, giving him the best puppy-dog pout I could muster up. He sighed but didn't say anything, and walked to the door, shutting it quietly as he walked out into the hall. I turned and smiled up at Axel, happy that we were left alone again.

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We were back in the living room, Roxas playing the PS2, this time Final Fantasy X-2. Axel was currently interested in making me happy in the pants. His teeth were biting along my collar bone and his tongue was swirling around the most sensitive parts of my neck. Good thing I was a mute, for I'd be moaning like no tomorrow and that would get us in trouble with Roxas, and I don't like seeing him and Axel bicker, even if they were only playing.

Well, while he was attacking my neck, I decided to try and get back at him, get him in trouble for teasing me and making me all hard. I conspicuously let my hand wander over his thigh to his happy place, rubbing him through his pants. This action caused him to stop his ministrations and back away from my neck. I smirked at him and continued to massage him through his jeans, then I straddled his hips, moving so I put pressure on his semi-erection. I then did something like a lap-dance and started to grind and move my body against his body to the song that was playing on the game. Oh wow, I've changed so much from an innocent virgin to an innocent virgin tease. I didn't stop the lap-dance until he let out a loud moan when I put enough pressure on him, that it should've hurt, but instead it gave him tons of pleasure.

"Guys, if you are going to do that, which I know you are 'cause I can see your reflection in the TV (Sora), then take it upstairs." Roxas complained, and then went back to his game. Axel apparently liked this idea, for he pushed me off of his lap, caught me, picked me up, and started to carry me up the stairs, very much like the first day we were together. I giggled silently at the fact he was so eager to get up to my bedroom.

We entered my room; Axel kicking the door closed and, again, threw me on my bed. I silently shrieked and looked up at Axel with fearful eyes, what was he thinking? He sat next to me and started to pet my hair, apparently trying to tame my spikes. As I was looking at him more thoroughly, his eyes started to calm and his breathing wasn't as labored. He seemed relaxed and content. Now, that's my Axel. His hand trailed down the side of my face, lying on my cheek, his thumb rubbing across my lips. I smiled and laid my hand on top of his, causing him to smile in turn. Axel slowly leaned down and pressed his lips to mine. I kissed back, wrapping my arms around his neck to pull him closer. I could never have him close enough, nothing was close enough for me, nothing was satisfying. I wanted it to be, I needed it to be. I wanted – had – to be closer to him, even of it was just for a moment, I had to be.

I backed up and mouthed 'closer' to him. "What do you mean closer?" Axel asked me. I pursed my lips together in thought. How could I tell him how I wanted to be closer, without having to be able to actually tell him? I took off my shirt, and then started to reach for his before my hand was stopped by his. "Whoa, whoa, whoa, what are you doing?" I tried again, this time he didn't stop me. I lifted his band tee and threw it across the room and attached my lips to his hungrily. He reacted slowly, not realizing what I was doing. I just wanted to be close to him, I didn't want to do it – have sex. I just need to be close to the man I love. And he eventually got the idea for he quickly took off both our clothes and laid us down together, pressing our bodies close together, both of us sighing in pleasure and contentment.

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"I love you." Axel moaned into my ear as we were waiting for the movie to start. I smiled and didn't bother mouthing the same thing to him, he knew even without me writing it down or anything. The lights started to dim and the previews started to play. I didn't bother paying attention; I already saw them when I saw this movie with my brother. Axel was so excited to see it when he came over to my house that day, I just couldn't turn him down and let him know I already saw it, it'd break his heart. So, here I am, watching this movie with Axel that I already saw with Roxas. Again, I wasn't going to tell him, he didn't have to know.

After the previews were over, the movie finally started. Axel looked over to me and smiled widely, anticipating the movie, I smiled back the same way just to please him. He bought it, thankfully. I continued to look at him, even though he turned back to the screen. I couldn't help but stare at him. He was too beautiful. It was amazing that I ended up with him; I never thought someone as unlucky as me would end up being so lucky and get this godsend angel. I know, I know, that's really cheesy and corny, or whatever. But I think it's completely true. He's an angel; he treats me like one too. He's never hurt me, emotionally or physically, and he makes sure I have everything I need, and he texts me every five minutes to ask if I need anything. It's really sweet, he's really sweet.

He would never do anything to make me uncomfortable either. Which makes me think, if I said stop in the middle of sex, would he stop? Of course he would…right? He wouldn't just continue to do what he was doing, and he wouldn't hurt me, right? Wait, why do I doubt his love for me? I've done enough of that before, and he's reassured me that he does love me, and he would never ever hurt me. Okay, enough of this, back to the whole sex thing.

Am I ready for sex, I mean we've been together for over a month, and he hasn't pushed me into anything. We've already seen each other naked, so there wouldn't be any awkwardness between us. I don't know what other factors there are to think about, I just hope when it camedown to it, it'll all be about how much we love each other.

I guess I was still staring at Axel, 'cuz he turned to look at me oddly. I blushed, bit my lip, and looked to the movie that was probably more than half-way over. It was over. I blushed a deeper shade, realizing that I was thinking the whole movie, and wasn't paying attention; at least I already saw it.

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Axel attacked my neck, his most favorite place to bite, besides – never mind. I sighed and tried to pry him off my neck, trying to tell him something important. Instead, his hand traveled down my bare body, which he had succeeded in seeing over thirty minutes ago, and went down there. He was still fully dressed and it was unfa-ahahahah! God! That feels good. Oh god! God, oh god, oh god, OH GOD! I ca-n't think strai-gaaa! Ohmygod! That feels so fucking good. I mean, I knew he was good with his mouth, but this is just un-fucking-believable.

Oh, I could feel it, the feeling in the pit of my stomach, the heat that runs through my whole body, telling me that I was close and I would come…any…sec--ahhhhh!! I would've screamed out loud if I could, instead, just settling with grabbing on Axel's shoulders, digging my nails into his skin, and bucking up, arching my back and releasing into Axel's mouth. After I finished coming, I realized that Axel was at the end of my bed, hand down his pants and moaning my name. I blinked once, taking in the orgasmic sight of Axel jerking himself off, and climbed over to him kissing his neck and pulling his hand out of his pants, replacing it with my own. My cold hand wrapped around his shaft, pumping it in time with how fast my tongue was lapping at his neck. He was veeery vocal. "Oh, god, Sora. Please, please, puh-lease! Don't stop! Sora, Sora, oh god Sora!" I felt his…you know shake slightly before I felt the sticky substance on my hand. I decided to take a chance and I brought my hand out from his pants, and brought it up to my mouth, carefully licking off every little bit of come that was there. He moaned again then kissed me, making sure to ravish my mouth. I couldn't help but lean into the kiss and let him take control of it.

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I wanna try, at least. I wrote on the piece of paper and turned it so that Axel and Roxas could read it. We were discussing sex. Yes, we're discussing sex with my brother. That's only because he walked in when Axel and I were talking about it, and my boyfriend and his big mouth had to say it too loud, and Roxas had to overhear. Now, we were at the table, arguing back and forth on why we can't do it. I sighed when Roxas started on the whole 'if-I-wanted-to-stop-we-couldn't-because-I-wouldn't-be-able-to-say-it'. I sighed heavily as I wrote on the sheet of paper again. I wouldn't WANT to stop! I want it, that's the WHOLE reason we're sitting here discussing this. Axel looked over to Roxas and laid his hand on his forearm to keep him from speaking up again.

"Let's give it a try…" Axel said causing me to punch the air in excitement. "But…" Damn those buts… "You top…" I widened my eyes and shook my head. I would not take Axel's virginity. I mean, I know he would be taking mine, but it's different, 'cuz he's so dominant, it just wouldn't' be right. "Either it's that, or nothing." I contemplated it for about five minutes, finally deciding that I would give it a try.

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I trudged up the stairs, angry. Today was horrible, I was picked on more so than usual and pushed into two lockers, causing my shoulders to have these huge bruises. They hurt with even the slightest touch. I hope that they don't stay for awhile; I don't want Axel to be all 'Aww, poor baby,' then kiss them over and over again to get me to feel better. I don't mind him doing that, don't get me wrong. But, I just don't want him to worry about me, seeing as he can't protect me because he goes to another school as a senior.

I walked past Roxas' room, him standing by the door, giving me an unreadable look. I didn't know what I was supposed to get from that. I mean, it was a smug grin/smirk look, like he knew something that I didn't. and I swear, to God!, that he whispered, "Have fun, baby brother." I swear, he said that. No joke.

Anyways, I continued to walk to my bedroom, not knowing that Axel was in there waiting for me. I opened my door and was surprised by what I saw, so surprised that I literally dropped the books that I was carrying. The room was practically pitch black, except for the few candles that littered the room and made it smell like cucumber melon. And then, the best part, was laying on my bed. Axel was completely naked, a sight I loved to see and never could get tired of. He was sitting on my bed; legs open as he sat on the edge. I didn't do anything as he silently beckoned me to walk over to him. I did as he said, straddling his lap when he pulled me to him.

"Now before you ask, 'what am I doing?', listen to my proposition, I wanted to have sex with you since I first saw you. I wanted to fuck you into this bed. But-but, I didn't think you were really a mute then. But, once I found out, I knew I had to be careful with you, no matter how much it would be against my whole being. So, now, I'm offering myself to you one more time, or we can go your way without any more protests on my part. Do you want to make love to me, or do you really want to be the bottom?" I stared in awe at him, he did not really just say all that. I started to cry out of my own control and hugged my clothed body closer to his bare.

"Do you want to top?" He asked a simply question, one that I could reply to with a nod of my head.

But, did I really want to make love to Axel, well that was a given, but did I want to top? Did he love me that much, and trust me well enough that he would let me do this. I didn't know what to reply with. Who knew if he really trusted and cared for me – oh shut up! I nodded my head forcefully, wiping away my tears.

"Then, we just have to undress you and then I'll tell you what to do from there," He said softly, kissing away the tears that still ran down my face. I nodded again and let him carry me and turn towards the bed to lay me down. I looked up at him with wide innocent eyes, afraid of what was going to happen soon. I mean, what if I hurt him? Would he be mad and hate me? Shut up! I heard my inner being – a child Sora – yell at me as I doubted mine and Axel's love and then again this time. Axel was kissing my neck, which had become some fetish for him. His hands were working on my sides, massaging them as I liked him too. He lifted my shirt up to my neck and let his kisses go down to my chest, to play around my nipples. He nipped and sucked at one, causing me to arch in pleasure, while his hand played with the other one. I tossed my head from side to side, wishing that I could moan and scream out at how good this felt, but obviously I couldn't. I sighed once out of annoyance then sighed heavily and started to pant at Axel's ministrations. His hand and mouth switched sides in a quick moment, and then continued their work.

After he lifted his head, he kissed my lips once, lifting my shirt all the way off my head. I shook my head once it was off, fixing my natural spikes that might have gotten messed up during the process. His hands went straight to my jeans, skillfully undoing them and pulling them down and off my legs. But this time, he did something new, he started to kiss my thighs, and the rest of my skin as it showed. His kisses trailed down my legs, to my calves, then to my ankles, and finally to my feet, where he kissed each one once, then crawled back up my body.

His hands hooked their fingers on the side of my boxers and started to pull them down, and for the millionth time, revealed my semi-erect penis. I blushed, again for the millionth time, as he looked over my body with lust-filled eyes. I bit my bottom lip, waiting for him to get over his 'amazement' and 'awe' over my body, one that he had ever since he first saw me naked. I sat as patiently as I could, but couldn't help the wiggle in anticipation that my hips let out. Axel shook out of his 'shock' and smiled up and me, blushing slightly – or maybe he was slightly flushed, why? His hands laid on my lips as he climbed over me, laying on my body, now full skin to skin.

I gasped out loudly, not being able to help the feeling I always get when we're like this. Axel did the same, but this time from my cold body to his abnormally warm one making him gasp out. We both smiled at each other before kissing passionately. Axel rolled us over, letting me top, for some reason that I didn't kno – oh right! I'm topping…shit. What does that mean, what am I supposed to do? Dammit, I should've looked it up on the internet before even bringing it up with Axel…dammit!

Axel must've, must have, noticed the expression on my face, chuckling slightly, but leaning up to kiss my nose in a comforting manner. I blushed and looked away. His hand went under my chin and forced me to look back at him. I closed my eyes tightly, not looking him in the eye, afraid he'd see my embarrassment and fear. "Please open your beautiful blue eyes, Angel." I did as he asked, not wanting to disappoint him. "There we go…now are you afraid? What's wrong, baby? Are you afraid?" I didn't answer, either by shaking or nodding my head. "It's okay you can tell me, are you scared?" I didn't want to tell him, but I knew that he wouldn't go any further unless I said something. Stupid, sexy, caring man.

I nodded reluctantly, his hand still holding my chin in his grasp. "We don't have to do this, if you don't want." I shook my head, causing him to let go of my chin in the process. I want this. I mouthed at least three-and a half times. What can I say, I wanted him to be able to understand me and be able to comprehend this. Well, anyways, the fourth time was interrupted by Axel pressing his mouth hotly to mine. I couldn't help but let my eyes roll to the back of my head, sighing in contentment as I let him take control of the kiss.

"Now, take this," He handed me a small tube that he produced from out of nowhere and laid it in mine. "And rub it over your…thing." Axel blushed in embarrassment, his face almost matching his hair. I giggled the best I could in this situation, kissing both his cheeks, his skin warming my lips. I rolled off of Axel and opened the tube of…lubrication? Wow, anyways, I did as he said, and started to rub it over my erection, the slightly cold sensation sending shivers up my spine. I couldn't help but moan out in pleasure, and continued to jerk myself off. I stopped when I felt Axel's hand on mine. I opened my eyes, which had shut in the process of lubing myself up, and looked shyly at Axel who was still laying on the bed. "Okay, I think that was enough, Angel." He chuckled, causing me to blush. "Now, lay on top of me, and settle yourself in between my legs." He stuttered a little as he said that, obviously uncomfortable, or something among those lines. I, again, did as I was told and laid on him like he said.

"Now, I take it you know what to do from here?" I looked at him questioningly, what about him? "Don't worry about me; I already took care of that." I smirked down at him and loved how his face turned another shade of red. "I just wanted to…I mean…It would…uh…just get on with it!" I smiled and kissed his lips slowly, and sen-sensually (That's the word). I continued to kiss him as I laid my hand on my fully-erect shaft, and started to guide it to Axel's entrance. When I touched barely touched the opening, he gasped out loud and his hands flung to my shoulders for something to grasp. I pushed it in slowly, as slow as I could possible.

That was hard(no pun intended), the whole feeling was unbelievable, the tightness, the heat, the just overall feeling of it was too much for me to handle. I never expected something to feel this good, to make me feel so good, yet so bad at the same time. Good – for obvious reasons – and bad, for the fact that I was hurting him. I could tell that by Axel's expression, how his eyes were tightly shut and his jaw was locked, that he was in pain, and it was my fault.

His eyes slowly opened to look at me, my lips, to see if I had anything to say, something he did often. Axel…are you- "Yes, I'm o-okay. Just I have to get used to it right," I nodded slowly, not exactly sure that the pain would go away after a while. "Just, keep going, Angel." I did as he said, pushing all the way in, dropping my head as I tried to compose myself. It was just too good. "Now, move." He didn't even give himself time to get used to the size – which might I add isn't small at all. "Go ahead, baby. I know it'll get better." I was hesitant in moving, wanting to wait for him to feel comfortable, but my body betrayed me, moving without my consent.

I slowly pulled out, trying to ignore the gasps and winces of pain. I thrust back in quickly but somehow softly. I would've moaned out – again if I could – at the feeling of being wrapped in this tight heat that I've never experienced before. Axel gasped loudly when I thrust back in, his eyes going wide, and then he said softly, "Right there! Right – fucking – there!" I slowly pulled back out again, and rammed myself back in, not moving the way I was positioned so I would do whatever I did just now. He gasped once more before letting it out into a soft moan.

"Oh, God, Sora." I shivered as he moaned my name, never really having said it like that before. "Please, faster." I nodded and moved faster, not taking my time to pull out, but instead going quickly, hitting whatever I hit before. He moaned every time I thrust back in, each moan getting louder and louder, and his words getting worse as he yelled out profanities.

I loved the feeling of this, the heat that I got when I was inside of him, then the chill I got from the AC when I pulled out, almost slipping from his opening, but then throwing my self back in there, eyes rolling to the back of my head. My body felt hot, sweat dripping from every one of my pores, the same for Axel, the moisture helping me slip in and out of my now-lover.

I felt the feeling in my stomach and I knew Axel was close too. His dull nails scratching down my back, his moaning becoming incoherent and the bucking of his hips closing down on me were a sure to god, that he was close. I thrust who-knows-how-many times into him before I saw one of Axel's hands go between our bodies and start to jerk on his – larger than mine – penis. I smiled down at his pleasure-filled face. I would've – if I could've – removed his hand and replaced it with mine, if my hands weren't situated on either side of his body, holding myself up, keeping me from collapsing on top of him. His had went faster and faster, eventually matching my erratic thrusts somehow. He moaned loudly, and then screamed my name, relaxing under me after what seemed like a seizure.

All of a sudden, his entrance clamped down on my shaft, causing me to scream as best as I could, saying my lover's name silently. I couldn't help the fact that I fell onto Axel, hoping that I didn't hurt him when I fell. I felt his hands lay on my back, pulling me close to him, whispering 'I love you' over and over again in my ear. I worded it back to him, mouthing it on his skin.

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"So how was it?" My brother asked for the billionth time. I didn't answer for the billionth time. But this on time the he had to ask, was when not only Axel was watching TV in the living room, but Mom was too. I glared at him, hoping that my point got through. "I just wanted to know, I mean the noises that I heard – Axel – were…wow. I almost had an orgasm." Axel laughed along with Mom, ignoring the glares I sent all of them.

Yes, Mom knew we had – made love. She came home in the middle of it, not bothering us of course, but making sure she thought right with Roxas. Now the two of them have like some conspiracy against me to make me embarrassed. Axel thinks it's funny, although he's secretly embarrassed too. He just knows how to hide it with laughter while I glare at people, not really being able to argue back.

"Aww, come on, Angel. Just answer him and he'll leave us alone." He whispered loud enough for only me to hear. I grabbed the notebook off the table and quickly written in some of my worst writing, Why don't you? "Okay I will." I widened my eyes and tried to write as quickly as possible. Don't! If you do, I disown you as my boyfriend. "Too late. Hey Roxas, Sora wanted me to tell you that it was great! If you don't believe that, believe the limp and pain in my ass." I blushed like a billion different colors as everyone in the room laughed. Stupid, caring man that I love, 'Got it memorized?'