A/N: ok so this is a little later updated but I have a good reason

Finals are coming up soon so end up spending more free time studying

But enough about my problems you came here to read a story

I do not own kingdom hearts if I did then final mix would be in English

END A/N

(Ienzo P.O.V)

Where am I?

Why is it so dark?

The questions seem to echo in my mind

It was still hard to think most likely the side effects of the drug

A few minutes later my mind cleared up a little

I tried to get up but my head hit some thing

"ow!, what did I hit" o said while rubbing my head

Then reality hit me like a ton of bricks "oh yeah I'm in a coffin Xigbar should be here soon until then I will take this time to think"

'well it too late to turn back now, I wonder how my funeral went and who went? O, well I'll never find out'

I waited for about ten minutes, "where the hell are they"

A few more minutes later I begun to panic and a lot of questions

Where are they?

Did they forget?

Did they lie just so they can bray me alive?

I was stopped in the middle by a pounding noise

I continued for a minute then stopped

"You ok in their Ienzo?" it was clearly xigbar

"yeah now get me out" I yelled

As soon as the lid opened I noticed it was dark out most likely because they did not want to get noticed by anyone

I got op but there was something on my chest

"What is this, no way" it was a book and as soon as I saw the cover I knew what it was

"What that you got there" xigbar said in a cocky voice

"It's the book I've always wanted"

"We'll take it with you and let's go" I nodded at this

I got out "well don't just stand there help me put the dirt in your grave so we can leave"

We started to fill it back up

"Xigbar how will this work exactly" drawing his attention to me.

"I'll tell you in the car"

Did he get me the book? while we filled the hole I began to wonder

Who could have gotten this book for me?

I only told one person and that was Demyx

him no one else knew about it

Maybe this was a bad choice but I can't turn back now not when everyone thinks I'm dead

When we finished we began walking

I noticed a lone car in the parking lot, it was all black to better hide in the dark

"Ok get in"

As we approached the car there was someone else in there

"Who's that?" pointing at the man

"That's Xaldin my best friend, he is here to help me"

'man he has a lot of dread locks'

"aright get in the car" Xigbar said grabbing my attention

I got in the back seat and so did Xigbar "where are we going?"

"We are going to a few city's over so that gives us enough time for me to tell you the new you and so you can ask questions" while pulling out a folder

"Ok inside this you will find your paperwork as proof that you are who you say you are, as well as five hundred dollars your resident is going to be an apartment at 667 destiny avenue. Any questions?"

"a few, okay first who is the new me exactly"

"You will no longer be Ienzo Anderson; instead you will be Zexion shadows"

"Why did you give me an anagram of my original name?"

"I is much simpler than make you a whole new name"

"How did you get those to be legal?"

"I got a few connections with some very high people in the government but I can't tell you who they are or else I could get in trouble and they will no longer help me"

"Why and how did you get a resident for me?"

"because you need a place to stay and I know for a fact you can't stay at your parents home and I know the landlord Marluxia and he agreed to let you stay there, the first month will free but you will have to pay after that, also he is going to greet you at the front so he can show you to your apartment, oh and the man is obsessed with flowers"

"Is there anyone else that you have done this for?"

"Just a few like even but now he is Vexen had a similar life to you but now he is the head scientist in his field and my friend Marluxia is also one"

"okay this my last question, why are you willing to help me when I really don't know you know you yet your calling favors from friends giving me money and a place to stay knowing that I can't help you in return so there is no benefit on your behalf, so my question is why are you helping me?"

"because I know what it's like to go thru this, to have an abusive parent, that's why I got all of these scars my dad did them to me, I was like you hoping that as soon as my eighteenth birthday I could leave the hell hole, but when it came I was all packed up ready to leave walked in my room I was about to tell him to leave but then he kicked me in the stomach and then I noticed he had a knife he said he was going to miss me and he wanted one last go before I could leave I forgot what happened after that because I suddenly woke up in the hospital and my eye was gone and there was bandages all over my face, after that I told myself that I would never let something like that happen to anybody else"

I was about to ask another question but Xaldin interrupted me I almost forgot he was in the car

"were here" he said in a monotone voice

"xigbar this place looks expensive I'm not sure I can afford this"

this place looked very fancy and had a bunch of regular two story apartments, there was a nice sturdy fence, a bunch of flowers everywhere, a swimming pool and the apartment were all nicely painted and looked as if some rich person could live here.

"Relax Marluxia agreed to cut your rent and to help you find a job, now I'm going to call him to show you to your apartment" he picked up his phone and dialed a few numbers

"Yeah it's me he waiting outside" he hung up "ok let's get a few things straight before you leave, one I'll check on you every few months, two if you need to call me in an emergency ask Marluxia because he has my number, and three you are to try and evade all contact with anyone from your past life, that's all now just get out of the car and wait for Marluxia"

When I got out of the car it was really cold but I just realized that I am still in my funeral tuxedo

I stood there shivering for a few minutes when the gates opened and a man with pink hair was walking to me

"Are you Zexion shadows?"

"wh- oh yeah" a need to get used to my new name

"Then fallow me to your new home oh and don't touch my flowers"

As we walked I noticed that this place was big, soon we reached a door with the number six on it

"Ok here is your apartment room and here are you keys" he said as he gave me a key with a number six incurved in it.

"Thanks" I took the keys from his hand

"in case xigbar didn't tell you your first month will be free but after that you will have to pay but lucky you xigbar convinced me to cut your monthly bill from 1000$ to 450$ that's a very generous offer, but enough talk you need to go to sleep so we can go job searching tomorrow" as soon as he finished he started to walk away

Well now time to see my new home, when I walked in the first thing I noticed was that all the basic home necessity's was already set up I had a couch, TV, empty bookshelf, kitchen appliances in the bedroom there was a bed, dresser and a lamp

The first thing I did was lay on my bed it a really nice place and there no dad to hit me and the bed is very soft o did not realize that I was this tired and as I laid down the I realized that the only thing I would miss is my friends Demyx, Roxas and even Axel but I stopped wondering as my mind began to drift to sleep

'This life is better already'

A/N alright longer like I promised but if you have an idea for a another chapter I'll consider it

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