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Lion and The Lamb

Chapter 6

I didn't know how to react as I saw him looking at me awkwardly so I did what could do, I waved a little and turned back. Matthew looked at who I waved and paled a little.

I couldn't blame him, he knew younchi's group and hyuuga's group didn't match well. "I don't think he likes me" matthew whispered cutely as I looked at shadow who weirdly enough glared at Matthew. I mean come on! How can you glare at this cutie!

"I heard your groups don't seem to like each other" he nodded but cleared his throat. "they don't but, till today they never seemed to have a problem with me though… maybe it's because I hang out with you" please god don't let him say that gross little sentence.

"I think shadow has a crush on you" oh my fking burned chocolate! My look-a-like brother has a crush on me? ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME?

"are you out of your mind? no, ewww… gross… hell no" I talked as fast as I could with a disgusted look on my face. I mean come on! He looks like my dead brother!

He shrugged "just saying though" I nodded and stood up. "let's go, I feel like some kind of animal in the ZOO" he grinned and grabbed out garbage and threw it away and because I wanted to think about something else then shadow I did something very weird but totally me.

I jumped on his back. He staggered a bit as he regained his composure. I could feel the surprised look on the back of his head.

"w-what the hell Mikan" he laughed a bit as I pulled myself closer to his neck and placed both of my legs around his middle.

People stopped and looked at us. Some were giving us weird looks, I mean it is kind of random and others were smiling while shaking their heads. You don't have to be psychic to know what they're thinking.

"want me to carry you to the parking lot?" I nodded heavily as he laughed a bit. I felt really safe and happy while being with Matthew. He sure knew how to make me forget things.

Almost forget things.

I looked to the side and saw shadow glaring visibly even the girl with him nudged him in concern. He must have noticed my annoyed/weird look because he looked away. I seriously want to know what the hyuuga's problems are. I mean why act cold and then nice and then glare for no reason!

But somehow it did made me uneasy. What would he say to natsume? Hey I saw that mikan with her boyfriend? I didn't want natsume to think I had a boyfriend… even if I don't even know if we're friends and that's when I decided to bring shadow a little visit.

"hey Matty, I am going to the restroom. Why don't you wait outside?" he nodded and walked outside. I took a deep breath and walked over to shadow and the girl.

"hey! Shadow right?" he looked kind of startled but smiled. "yeah, mikan wasn't it?" he said my name with much difficulty, I nodded not knowing how to react.

My name wasn't that difficult right? He looked to the girl next to him. "by the way, this is my girlfriend misaki" the girl next to him was absolutely beautiful… she had shoulder length dark red hair and greenish eyes. Her skin was beautifully white like a porcelain doll… I still found shelly more beautiful.

Wait.. what?

Shelly was Tsubasa's girlfriend and not Shadow's. "you're okay?" asked the girl misaki with a kind expression. I gave a fake smile and nodded.

"sorry to bother you, but have you any idea where I could find Natsume?" shadow shook his head while Misaki nodded.

Okay, that's weird. I arched my eyebrow. How could can your girlfriend know where another guy is when he is your brother. I am pretty much confused. That misaki girl cleared her throat. "actually I don't know" or you won't tell.

"never mind… I gotta go, someone is waiting" I turned around and I knew they heard the annoyance in my tone.

Misaki called me back. "wait! I remembered… he is going to be in this club called Black Moon tonight" I could've sworn I saw shadow glaring at her. What the hell is his problem?

"thanks Misaki" I smiled sweetly at her, even thought it was fake and gave shadow a stiff nod. He is really starting to piss me off.

First he doesn't wants to be friends, then he regrets Natsume helping me, he glares at MY friend-sort-of-brother Matty AND then he doesn't wants to tell me where Natsume is.

But I kind of felt guilty since I saw the pain flash in his eyes but for once I ignored it and walked away. Because he was NOT tsubasa and would never be.

Or so I hoped…

"took you long enough" Matty rolled his eyes as he already put his helmet on. I grinned excitedly as I put on the helmet and at behind him. "hold on tight".

"I really had such a good time!" I felt myself burst with energy. I smiled at him and ruffled his hair. He pouted so cutely.

Awww! "oh yeah, I wanted to ask you something" I looked at him sweetly as he looked curiously.

"do you know where the Black Moon is?" his expression changed from nice and sweet to a very serious one. "mikan I really like you and I say this for your own good… don't you dare go there" I sighed and nodded.

As if sucker! I will have to ask someone else… LUNA! That would be perfect, she looks like the partying type.

"okay okay" Matty fished keys from his pocket and opened the door. He is here way too much… we took our shoes off and walked to the living room, younchi was sitting there looking not very amused… heck, all of his friends were there looking no wait glaring… at us.

"I feel so wanted" my sarcasm brought them back to earth and younchi stood up. He was about to give me a speech I could feel it. But what the hell did I do wrong? Is everyone out to get me? Before younchi could say something I put my hand up. "shush, bye Matty. Really had a great time and will you all stop glaring at me?" they looked away and mumbled something, stupid men.

I sighed and walked away and put my shoes on. I could hear younchi standing behind me. "mikan it's not you-" before he said more I cut him off. I hate that sentence. Can't I have fun without people being mad at me?

"it's okay, bye" I walked out and took a deep breath. I suddenly felt so alone. I knew younchi and his friends were hiding something and I knew Matthew wanted to say something to me. I also know there is something wrong with the hyuuga's. But none of them were planning on telling me something and I felt so alone. I thought I made friends, but I was the exact opposite.

I took out my phone and texted anna for luna's number. She forced me to add her number, that girl can be pretty scary. She texted me the number and a whole story. I skipped the story and texted luna quickly asking if she wanted to go out with me.

Just seconds later I got a reply with yes, where do you want to go and asked me if she could stay the night then at my place I texted her back saying yes, Black Moon and told her to meet at my place in a hour.

Oh shit. Luna staying at my place? I better go hide the stuffed animals when I get home.

I sighed and turned around. I saw Matthew looking at me from the window. He looked kind of sad, he smiled weakly and then suddenly his face became hard and he closed the curtains.

Alone again… alone with my thoughts.

No…

NO! I don't want to be alone with my thoughts!

When I finally reached my house I felt weak, very weak and dizzy but I shook the feeling away. I had to find natsume.

I had to see his face, I was afraid of forgetting it.

As I reached my house a car honked and luna stepped out. She was literally carrying a suitcase. "mikan sweetie! I brought my clothes so we both look fabulous!" I nodded with a fake smile and coughed a few times. I think she just insulted me….ah well, as long as she goes with me.

We stepped in my house and walked to my room. At first, she started laughing because I forgot to take away my stuffed animals. "your room is so cute!" Well, that's a way to look at it, I nodded as she dragged the suitcase with her and opened it on my bed.

She literally had brought her whole closet with her! I saw skirts, jeans, tops, dresses… what the hell? She studied me up and down and pushed me in the bath room with clothes. "try these!" I struggled and tripped a few times as I put on the clothes. I looked at myself in the mirror.

I was wearing a low cut jeans with holes pretty much everywhere. It looked kind of cool, although I would never admit that openly. I put on a simple baby pink laced tank top.

I walked out and Luna nodded in approval. I got to admit. I am kind of glad I didn't had to wear miniskirt or something. But I think she noticed I didn't wanted to be that exposed.

"put your hair in a ponytail. I did as she told me, she pulled Mary Janes from I don't know where and gave me those. I put them on as she walked to the bathroom to get changed.

I took a few quick breaths. I felt like dying, my head was exploding and my heart was pounding way to much as Luna got out I sat up straight acting nothing is wrong.

She looked very beautiful I got to admit although it was a bit revealing for my taste. Luna wore hot pants which barely covered her butt and a silver tube top. Her hair was straightened and she put on a lot of make-up.

'Time to go!" we walked downstairs as my dad was home which I didn't seemed to notice. I walked up to him. "dad I am going out with Luna, my friend" he studied her as I could see a bit of disapproval but I gave him a pleading look.

He sighed and bid me goodbye. I quickly pecked his cheek and we both walked out to luna's car. I felt so nervous.

I was finally going to see Natsume. but what if Tsubasa told him I was coming, would he still come? I shook the negative thoughts away and smiled at Luna.

"so what kind of place is Black Moon" she shrugged. "I heard that sometimes it's dangerous, but I like danger" I saw the gleam in her eyes and laughed. Luna was actually pretty cool. Besides her big mouth and different way of dressing.

She parked the car a block away from the club and we both got out, I felt the cold wind wrap around me and I saw Luna shivering too. Yes, we two idiots forgot our jackets. I quickly pulled Luna with me to the club entrance. The guards were looking at us up and down and then smirked.

"enjoy" I didn't like the creepy way he said it. Was It like enjoy getting drunk? Or enjoy being harassed?

Luna squealed excitedly and pulled me along to the bar. She ordered two bloody mary's and we both took a seat at the bar. I scanned the bar and saw no Natsume. Hm… he most have told him, kind of obvious. He must warned Natsume for me. Like hey there is a crazy stalking girl after you.

"wanna dance right now?" luna asked as she gulped the remaining of her Bloody Mary. I shook my head and smiled. "you go ahead! I am fine here" she shrugged and quickly pecked my cheek as she joined people on the dance floor.

I looked at my glass and pushed it away. I wanted something else. "hey, do you have something a little bit tastier?" I asked sweetly as I referred to the Bloody Mary. It wasn't really that great.

The bartender smirked and grabbed a bottle from the back. "what about Bacardi?" well I never tasted it but how bad could it be. I was about to grabbed the glass when someone snatched it away from me.

"hey! What the hell man!" I looked annoyed and slightly dizzy. Headache, dizziness don't match well with alcohol. It gives you MORE headache and MORE dizziness… just great. When I turned around to meet my alcohol stealing person I gaped like a fish trying to breath.

Before me stood Natsume Hyuuga looking sexy as hell. His torn T-shirt fitted him so well and the black jeans looked absolutely gorgeous. His messy hair were as messy as usual and his crimson glaring eyes were so mesmerizing.

Wait… glaring eyes? Ah, hell no! him too? "what now? I was happily about to drink my Bacardi thingy" I whined like a baby as he rolled his eyes. He glared at the bartender who gulped visibly.

"it's not his fault… stop glaring at everyone!" He looked back at me and sighed. "what are you doing here, mikan?" damn, the way he said my name… dang it! He makes me all jellyfishy!

"that's a very good question indeed… which I won't be answering" I found myself sounding very calm even though I was numb with excitement.

"shadow said he met you at the mall today" I nodded and asked for another drink from the bartender. He was pretty scared by natsume. I could see the fear in his eyes, so he gave me something very light and with a slight taste of alcohol.

"I asked him where I could see you" natsume took place next to me and gulped down MY Bacardi. Damn it.

"he said you were with a guy" was it me or did his voice sound harsh? "yeah…he's a friend" I found myself doubting to say those words.

"you made friends already I see" I nodded and then glanced at him and stayed quiet. I just didn't know what to say. I wanted to be friends with him.

But somehow he kept his distance…

He looked at me clearly annoyed. "what are you thinking?" I looked confused at him, what I was thinking? Like he would care what my thoughts were. But how could I tell him.. what my thoughts were. My thoughts were different, different from everyone.

"aren't thoughts supposed to be private" I asked with a hint of amusement in my voice but when I looked at him, he looked visibly frustrated.

"no, not from me. Your…your thoughts… I want to know what you're thinking when you looked at me without saying anything" well I was thinking a lot on that moment, but there were mostly things I don't want to say or let anyone else know about it.

"well, I was thinking how cool it would be if bloody mary really existed" I joked as he just looked slightly frustrated. "what did you mean with thoughts aren't private for you?" I asked suddenly seeing the surprised look in his face. He didn't imagine me noticing it.

Well I am a different thing.

"do you believe in extra ordinary things" ofcourse I do! Aliens are my homies. So I nodded and looked at him.

"let's just say I have a sixth sense kind of thing" that sounds believable. I guess I will have to accept that. "sure, like mind reading?" he looked unsurely and then nodded.

"well, why can't you read mine then?" he looked frustrated and shrugged, come on! Is it that important knowing what I am thinking?

"you stare into space with this unreadable expression… I can't even know what you're thinking when I look at your face. I want to know" what I am thinking huh? I wish I could block out those thoughts…

"there a lot of things we want to know but won't get to know" I found myself sounding confusing. But he understood he still looked irritated… well, maybe he was just a little curious about me, the freak.

"funny though… I am guessing I am the only one you can't seem to understand" he nodded as I felt myself laughing.

"well, I guess that makes me a freak. Right?" he looked weirdly at me and then chuckled slightly. "I am the one who can read minds and you find yourself a freak?" good point, good point.

He looked behind me and hissed angrily. Okay… what's gotten into his pants? "you better get your friend away from here… and mikan, don't come here back again" with that he stood up and just left. I sighed, well there goes my chance of getting to know him.

I looked behind me and narrowed my eyes. Luna sat between a few guys. But her eyes… her eyes looked hazy. Like she was spacing out, hard. I stood up quickly and walked u to luna, the guys looked at me with surprise as I grabbed her arm. "luna!" I found myself sounding stern yet hard and with that she snapped back and blinked a zillion times.

"huh? wha-?" she looked around as I looked at the group boys she was sitting with. The guy who sat next to her was giving me a scary smirk.

"luna, we're leaving" she nodded quickly, thank god she listens. " I am going to the bathroom real quick" I nodded as she left and turned to the boys with an angry glare.

"don't you dare hypnotize or whatever you were doing to my friend" my voice sounded so cold… these guys had such a dark aura or so it felt to me, they did something back there. Luna's eyes… they were gone, like something had gotten into her…. Pfff, sounds weird right? I have no idea how I came on this thought.

the guy with long black hair and those pitch black eyes looked at me with interest… huh? what the hell? And what's wrong with his eyes? "hypnotize you say… and what makes you think that" and before I even could blink he was standing in front of me looking in my eyes… looking for something.

I snapped back to earth and glared at him. "it won't work on me" confidence, something I got after talking to natsume. I mean maybe I am a freak who can see who the other freaks are?

"clearly… to bad though… you smell so deliciously sweet" and with that I was pulled away and pushed behind a well build body belonged by natsume hyuuga.

"tono… get away" the guy didn't even complain or say something he just bowed and sat down. Okay, now I am confused. I tapped natsume's shoulder and made him turn around.

"I told you to get away" his eyes, they had a different color all of the sudden… they were pitch black. "what's wrong with your eyes?" he didn't even bother to answer my question as he was about to walk away, no hell… no one ain't walking away when I am talking!

"who are you people?" and that's when he turned around with a dangerous glint and made me wonder if it was save standing here.

finiisheeeedd,, i know i know... kind of short. i wil try updating soon! i hope you liked it, matthew is matty for the people who got confused.

the boys are giving mikan a hard time, but maybe its for the best?

who know...wait... i doXD

hahaha bye bye xx