Chapter 5: I disappear again.

"so go no one wants you." she said and I looked hurt i know it and she knew she went to far.

I left my great grandfather's cabin and went to my father's cabin. Unfortunately for me Percy was there. "whats wrong Regena? Dad told me that you were with Zeus this week." he said looking up at me and seeing my face. "nothing Percy. I am going home. I am just here to pack and leave" my voice not giving anything away " Why are you running away Regena?" he asked getting up to do something. " I have my reasons brother. If you want them ask Thalia. I love you Percy don't ever forget that." I said and left slinging my bag over my shoulder. I was almost to the boarders when I heard hoofs behind me. It was Chiron. "Where are you going child?" he asked "Home Chiron" was my short reply "You can not leave child." he said " Watch me Chiron. I have no place here. Th- they made that very clear. I will not turn from my gods but I have no place here. My place is cooking where I can bring happiness to others with my food. I am no fighter sir." I whispered the last part. I left him in shock and went to grand central station and got a ticket to Reno Nevada. I barely spoke the next two weeks and that only orders for food. I had my Ipod on when I felt someone touch me. It was my da. Crap I was a day away from my home too. I took the Ipods headphones out of my ears and motioned with my hand for him to sit across from me. "I am not here to bring you back sweetie. I am here just to talk." he said sitting in the offered seat. He was kind of mad. " look da I am not really meant for fighting. I don't like to it brings back bits of Regena da." I knew I had sadness in my eyes. " well for someone that doesn't like to fight you really did a number on Annabeth. I don't think I have ever seen Athena that worried, about Annabeth and you. We all were. You just left without telling any one. What happened when you were sent back to camp by Zeus, Gena?" he asked kindly " I am sorry I worried you and grandmother and great grandfather. As for why I left camp my actions were my own, I was planning on leaving anyway someone just sped it along." I said softly " Maybe I should have let Athena come. She wanted to bring you back kicking and screaming and scold you. Zeus talked her out of it. You sound unhappy Gena." he said with a sigh. " I don't want to go back da. The fates can see and plan out our whole lives. Maybe I want to do the unexpected. I don't want my whole life planned out for me. Percy and Annabeth maybe okay with it but I am not. A single choice can make or break who we are, who people see you as, what we see out selves as. I like being able to make those choices da. I think that people don't realize that what they did in life comes down to their choices. I made a very bad choice when I attacked Annabeth. I left a letter for her but she probably won't get it because grandma is pissed at me." I looked down so he couldn't see my tears but being the god of water he could feel me crying. I felt his hand o my chin and it made me look at him. " It was my choice to bring you to camp half-blood sweetie. Athena for it and Zeus against it. I made the choice that caused you so much pain. I am so sorry Gena." he said his voice pained. I shook off his hand and looked out the window and started to cry harder. I heard someone say: "excuse me my lord Poseidon, I must talk with her." I didn't turn around "not right now child of Zeus." da growled " dad we must." Percy said "fine" he said and left. With tears still running down my face, I turned and faced them. It was Annabeth flanked by Percy and Thalia. I looked back out my window "look I know I am the last person you want to talk to right now but you have to Regena." Thalia said taking the seat across from me. Annabeth next to me(she had to fight Percy for it) and Percy next to Thalia. "When did you start calling me Regena?" I said in a small, quiet, and very hurt voice. "When you beat up Annabeth and we had that fight." Thalia said in the same tone of voice " you know I almost forgot about that. Thank you so much for reminding me. Now what are you here for? Not me, of course seeing as no one wants me." I got up and shot Thalia a death glare and left to get my bags as we were coming up on the Virginia city station. When the train stopped I got off with them following me. I knew they would. I stopped at a candy store and got her favorite and then went to the place that sold rubber ducks and got her an Indiana Jones looking one. I already had flowers thanks to my da. She loved the ocean and the mountains to I had her put to rest on a mountain over looking a lake. Percy Annabeth and the other one stayed outside the graveyard while I remembered her for a whole day like I always do. I was going to stay another day but Thalia came in the night with the hunters of Artemis( of witch Artemis did not approve of). Thalia and Artemis were talking outside the tent I was in. "why did you take her? She is in mourning for her mother!" Artemis yelled at Thalia " I need to talk to her lady Artemis." Thalia said like she was bored. "you don't understand if this girl forgets her compassion we are all doomed! You know what she did to Luke when he went to see her? The second time?" Artemis asked " no my lady. She never got that far." "she beat him within an inch of his life and this with his Achilles spot. Then she disappeared for about three weeks. No one could find her. I went every were and couldn't find her. Athena Poseidon and Zeus her blood couldn't. This girl not even the gods mess with much." Artemis yelled " she is a child my lady." "you are not allowed any contact with her unless she wants it. Take the rest of the hunters to camp half-blood and stay there until I come get them and if I have forgive you for speaking to me like this, maybe you." lady Artemis said anger in her voice. " yes my lady" Thalia said bowed and walked off. Lady Artemis came into the tent I was in. she stopped at the sight of me awake "your awake. I thought you were gonna sleep for the next week the amount of drugs she gave you. How much did you hear child?" she asked me "everything lady Artemis. Can I go back to bed and when I wake up I can talk to you then Annabeth? Please?" I asked calmly " yes sleep I will watch over you" I did as she told me.