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Chapter 3: Cry
Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry
Cry

Cry by Kelly Clarkson

"SIRIUS BLACK I'M GONG TO KIlL YOU" I yelled, chasing him around the common room.

Out of the maunders he's the only one who still pranks well maybe Peter, there's something about Peter, I just can't trust him.

Anyway back to chasing Black around the common room.

"I think pink looks good on you"he said with a smile that would normal make any girl at Hogwarts melt but makes me want to puke.

I gave him one of my god awful glares that I hardly used, besides on his stupid fan girls.

"I hate pink now change it back or all your hair will fall out" I said still glaring at him.

"Not my hair" he said, he's eyes wide. He is such a baby sometimes, thing again all the girls do is talk about his body, his hair or his grey eyes, stupid if I you asked me. No I don't like him, I loathe him, and I'm not just saying that.

He changed my hair back and I walked away. I hated him, he was so going to pay even through I wasn't the one who would use revenge or prank but seriously I'm sick of his crap.

The mail was coming today, the news of my parents death was going to be out on the 2nd day but they were still looking into it, its been a week, I'm nervous, partly because I don't want anyone to know, I hate having pity glances

Most of the slytherins have been leaving me alone. The Maunders and Lily have become friends to me. It's a little weird.

Anyway's today was Saturday classes went well, home was all done, and now I was heading to the woods, well where the Thestrals are.

I like feeding them food, petting them, Hagrid didn't mind really, he knew I like them.

Plus it was a break from black.

Class were hard, the homework was well long. I was doing okay, I still took Divination, it was interesting.

I turn my ipod, yes I know it isn't supposed to work here, but before my parent's died they charmed it. Now it doesn't need to charge if I wanted a song I would just search it and add it. Also it hold a lot of songs.

The Beatles, Blackbird started to play as I toss some of the Thestrals some meet and then looked up at the sky, seeing a bunch of owls flying towards Hogwarts.

My owl, Wisdom (strange name yes I know), landed on my shoulder and took the prophet from her, and she went on her way.

I was right, my parents were front page. I sighed knowing what kind of day it would become.

I decided to go back to my bed, and sleep, no I was hiding from the world but the 2 weeks of basically no sleep was catching up to me, I also noticed that everyone would still be in the great hall.

I hurried to my bed, not passing anyone besides the paintings and what now.

I put my bag down my bed, closed the drapes and pass out..

Phoebe said thank you to a young man who helped her with the bags and left the food store to head home.

She didn't want to drive, she rather take a broom but it was nice out.

She soon arrive close to home, she went through her purse to get keys to the door, incase her parent's weren't home.

All the sudden it got dark, like stormy dark, that's when she looked up, and gasped. It was the dark mark, hung over her home.

She rushed to the door, which was blasted open. Everything was okay until she got to the living room and screamed.

There on the floor was her parent's, dead. Lifeless bodies, eyes were wide open. Phoebe couldn't think or move, the food from the store, forgotten outside the house.

There was a sound, two Aurors appeared, from upstairs, Melody and Harold Potter, James Potter's parents, Mrs. Potter with red short hair and Mr. Potter with untidy black hair.

"PHOEBE PHOEBE, WAKE UP" yelled a voice, and someone shaking me.

I open my eyes to the worry looks of Lily and the rest of the girls In my dorm.

"You were screaming and we couldn't wake you up" said Lily still looking worried.

"Sorry, a nightmare" more like a memory I thought with a mental sigh.

"If you want talk about you're parents, I'm here for you" said Lily, the others nodded.

I didn't know how to response so I just nodded. That was the line I heard from aurors.

So what was I suppose to do? Be sad, cry, yell get made, become auror, prank slytherins?

I would be happy to play that part. I would, because I just don't know what to do.

I just keep on thinking what my parents would want me to do.

To not give up, not let people get to me.

It remind me of a that song that my parents loved, Blackbird by the Beatles. The lyrics, stuck with me. My parents gave me everything well not everything but they loved me.

I want to make them proud, I know they are read.

I can do this, rise above this, what my parents want me to do.

The "you okay's" carried on all day, I nodded but didn't smile. Why smile when it would be fake?

I really just wanted this day to be over.

What made my day a little bit worse was supper.

It was normal; nobody really bugged me about my parents.

Sirius Black wasn't at the lunch table, he sometimes sat by me. I was talking to Remus about some of the classes we were talking when Sirius Black walk in with a girl with long blonde hair, and blue eyes. She was short but not that short and skinny as well a normal person.

Her name was Brittany Kale, she was part of the Sirius Black fan club group. See Sirius Black had fan girls, okay I had to admit he was cute, he had a qudditch body, tall, black hair, and stormy grey eyes, but either then that, he was jerk most of the time. I forgot how many girls he went out with already, he went through the hufflepuffs and was almost down with ravenclaws.

Anyways right now they sat down, and snogged, while we were eating

"Black some of us are trying to eat here" I said giving him a glare.

He stop snogging her turn to me.

"You're just jealous"he sneered at me.

"Why would I be jealous, I don't like you black you are a jerk, you don't care about anything but you're self" I commented back.

"Oh prefect Phoebe Alway, always do what you're parents tell you, miss know it all" he sneered again.

"You Black are worse than the slytherins" I yelled and didn't' care that everyone could here me in the great hall.

I took out running.. I didn't know where I was going. I stop at a door, it opened into what look like a ravenclaw room, there was a huge queen bed.

I ran to it, and cried until I fall asleep.

When thing I knew I HATED BLACK.

So there you have it, Sirius Black is a jerk well, most of the time. What will Phoebe do? Will Lily and James get together. Will Sirius Realize he is a jerk? Will I ever stop asking you theses questions?

Found out on the next chapter on, Stronger: a Harry Potter Fan fiction

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