Rin walked into the house and she suddenly felt weird. Sesshomaru stood beside and glanced at her nervously. She smirked, this was the first time she had ever seen him look so distressed. This was kinda funny. Yes, his pain was funny. He looked at her again but his emotions were in check.

"Rin is there something... that you...um, want?" Rin looked up at him with shock, was this really happening? She pinched herself before laughing in his face. He glared at her. "I'm serious! Just tell me something you want!"

She wiped her eyes and took a couple of steadying breaths. He was serious. "I want to see my dad."

He stared at her as if expecting more. "Thats all i want. To see my dad every once and a while." He suppressed a grin. Wow, she was so simple. Why didn't he think of that? Everyone thought he was a genuis but at that moment he felt stupid. "Okay, i'll send someone to fetch your dad." He smiled and her knees started to wobble. What was he doing to her? She nodded before quickly ascending the stairs to change out of her school unifrom. He was acting so different.

When she returned to the parlor room her father was sitting in a chair talking to Sesshomaru. She smiled. Oh, how she had missed him. She ran to him and hugged him. He laughed and hugged her back. "I missed you so much! My beautiful daughter." She laughed before glaring at him.

"Father you wanna know a secret?" He Shoke his head no. "Well i'm gonna tell you anyway. I'M STILL MAD AT YOU, YOU BASTARD! How could you sell me to pay off a debt! Most men would have gotten a job, a J-O-B!" He flinched at every word she said. Bankotsu stood up and gave her a sad look before hugging her again.

"I'm sorry, i can't redo whats been but if i could i would have done it differently. I'm sorry. Please forgive me." He squeezed her tighter and she began to sob. Sesshomaru excused himself from the room, giving them privacy.

As he wadded up the stairs he wondered what it was like to have a father that cared. An ache started to throb in his heart. There was an emptyness there. He clutched his chest and he felt an anger so strong he punch a hole in the wall. He was used to wanting a family but he had never wanted one this bad. He sat on the and covered his face. He sighed to himself. She was doing crazy things to him, making him want the impossible. Making him long for something to call his own. He smiled to himself, she had make him want. He recalled the happy look on her face when she saw her father.

He had made her happy, genuinly happy, for once! He had actually seen her smile with joy. He sat up at that instant, he had to tell her how he felt. A smile played across his lips, he would admit he loved her. That seemed like a pretty good plan.

Rin kissed her father and said goodbye as he descended the stairs. She smiled at him before closing the door. She was happy! She had talked to her father for over 2 hours. He would visit her every week and they would stay in contact. She felt like a little kid again. She ran up the stairs and opened the bedroom door. Sesshomaru looked at her with shock. She ran up to him and bear hugged him. "Thank you, thank you. I was so happy to see him." Sesshomaru was surprised that she actually hugged him. He smiled and hugged her back. Loving the scent of her hair as he held her in his embrace.

"Rin, I... I..Love you." Rin stiffened in his arms. She pushed away from him and stepped back. "What. What did you just say!" He flinched.

"I said i love you." She laughed. "Your joking right? You've got to be."

"I'm serious. How do you feel about me?" Her skinned started to burn from the intense look in his eyes. Did she love him? She shoke her head, to clear her thoughts. She didn't love him, she hated him! "I Hate you! Do you seriously expect me to love you after all the hell you put me through? I hate you and that won't change!"

He said nothing. His expression was blank. Anger was radiating off of him. He grabbed her and crushed his mouth on top of her. This wasn't how it was supposed to be! He pushed her onto the bad. He put his hands under her shirt and kissed her harder. She was pounding him in his chest. He didn't care, he couldn't even feel the hits. He tasted blood but wasn't sure who's it was. He would let her go. But he wanted to make love to her one last time.