NOTE: Sorry this was pretty short! I just wanted to be able to finish it so it wouldn't be such a long wait. Hope you enjoy it!
It was a good few moments of their lips pressing together, no one letting go. Oh god, all you can think about if what she'll say to you. You instantly think of rejection, but not too harsh. Jane isn't the type to just flat out say 'no' to someone. The next thing you think of is if she does say she likes you back, which is highly doubtful. She might just say it though, then go along with it for awhile until you think it should stop. But you don't want this to stop. You want to just pause this moment forever, and watch this. Stare at it like a picture of the perfect memory you never want to slip away.
Just as you're about to pull away, you feel her kiss back. Is this proving she actually likes you? Or is this just some experiment, to see if she's straight or not? You don't actually care, as long as she keeps it going. You move your hand to her cheek, your fingertips lightly pressed against her so you can help her. Finally, Jane pulls away, out of breath.
"R-Roxy, that was rather… Surprising." She let out a small laugh, running a hand through her hair. You sigh softly, already feeling yourself becoming sober.
"Uh, yeah. I guess you can think about why I did that." You smile at her, and she turns her head. Oh shit, here it comes. The rejection.
"Roxy, you know how much I love you. But this is going way too fast, I don't even know if my love is romantic or not. I haven't even been in a relationship at all. I'm sorry-" You don't even let Jane finish, you were already up and about to leave the room. You can't stand to be in there and have her say all these things to try and make this okay. You kissed your best friend because you're in love with her. And in your crazy thoughts, you thought she would feel the same.
You were heading down the hallway, trying to find a bathroom. It's your own house, so it should be a breeze to find it. But all you can think about is Jane. Once you find the bathroom you sit in the bathtub, a place you usually sit to feel upset when you aren't in your room. You try and let out a few tears, but nothing is coming out. You hears some footsteps from the hallway, so you pull the curtain of the bathtub so she couldn't find you.
"Roxy? There you are, silly. I've been looking for you." Jane laughed, walking over to the bathtub and pulled the curtain back, leaning down on the ground next to where you were sitting. You turn away from her, avoiding eye contact.
"What do you want?" You mumbled under your breath.
"I didn't reject you, Roxy, if that's why you're upset. I love you, I've just never thought of us as a couple. Buuuut.." She leaned forward, getting closer to your face, grinning. "It sounds like a wonderful idea." She leaned down and pecked your lips.
"You wanna be my girlfriend, Janey…?" You were honestly surprised by this, and that fact that she kissed you first was even more surprising.
She laughed softly, grabbing your hand gently. "Of course. But, you'd have to take me on a date first."