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"Knock, knock," JJ whispered. She stood leaning against the door to Riley's room.
"Hi JJ!" Declan said with a grin.
"Hey buddy. If you hop on out to the waiting room, Derek and Hotch are there. One of them can take you to get some breakfast," JJ suggested.
"Ok!" Declan agreed. He hopped out of the bed and hugged JJ quickly and then ran out.
"Hi," Riley murmured when Declan was gone.
"Hey," JJ said with a small grin, "How are you doing?"
"I"m ok," Riley whispered. JJ walked closer to the bed.
"I'm sorry," Riley said in a tiny voice.
"I know," JJ said nodding. She pulled a chair up to the edge of the bed.
"My sister…killed herself when I was eleven, Riley," JJ said quietly. Riley was quiet. "And all I kept wondering was if it was my fault, if there was anything I could have done to stop it," JJ explained.
"JJ, I'm so sorry," Riley said, with tears in her eyes.
"We'll get through this," JJ promised, "What ever is going on…we'll fix it." JJ bent over and Riley tightly.
"Where's my mom?" Riley asked after a moment.
"She walked away from me a few hours ago…said she needed some air," JJ said quietly, " I haven't seen her all morning."
"Find her," Riley requested.
"Of course," JJ nodded. She stood.
"Wait," Riley said, grabbing her hand. JJ turned around shocked.
"Thank you, JJ," Riley said quietly.
"Always," JJ said nodding. She hugged Riley again. She let go and left the room.
.oOo.
"Em," A strong voice said. Emily turned around. It was Derek.
"Hey," She said with a small smile. A pain shot through her stomach. She grabbed onto her stomach subtly. Derek didn't notice.
"Hey princess, how are you?" Derek asked.
"I miss my daughter," Emily said looking away, feeling the pain pass.
"I know," he said, "C'mon, let's get you some food, and then you can go see Riley," Derek suggested, but Emily refused.
"I want to see her now," Emily pleaded, she bit her lip as the pain shot through her stomach again, determined not to let Derek see.
"You need food, Em," Derek said.
"Fine," Emily nodded reluctantly.
.oOo.
"Hello, again, Riley," the doctor said, stepping into her room.
"Hey," Riley said with a slight wave, and a sass to her voice.
"Your mom wants to see you," the doctor said.
"I want to…she can come in," Riley said nodding.
"You sure?" The doctor asked.
"Yeah, it's all good," Riley nodded.
"Alright, I'll go get her," the doctor said, and he walked out of the room. Riley sat up, running her fingers through her hair.
"Hey," Emily said gently, as she walked into the room.
"Hi," Riley said curtly.
"Can we talk?" Emily asked.
"Gettin' right into it, aren't you?" Riley said bitterly.
"Riles, c'mon. I just want to talk," Emily pleaded.
"Fine. So talk," Riley said.
"I want to know what you were thinking when you were doing this to yourself?" Emily said firmly.
"I was thinking," Riley began and stopped.
"What? What were you thinking?" Emily cried.
"I was thinking THAT I MISSED YOU! Ok?" Riley shouted in tears.
"I'm right here, babe. I'm not going anywhere," Emily said.
"Yeah but you're not right here," She said angrily, "You're in your own little world, with Ian, and Declan and your baby. Did you forget that I came first? Did you forget about me?" She cried out.
"Riley I haven't forgotten you. I can't. You're my little girl, my best friend, my baby," Emily explained, but Riley wasn't listening.
"You were NOT there for me in Italy! You could have faked it with Ian and still have checked on me, held me when I cried. You didn't have to get pregnant! You could've done a lot of things different! So what the hell, mom?" Riley screamed.
"I KNOW!" Emily yelled, exasperated, "I know i fucked up. I got it!" Emily shouted, feeling the pain shooting through her stomach. It was worse than the first, causing her to wince.
"Mom?" Riley asked, as she saw her mother double over in pain.
"I'm fine," Emily lied, biting her lip.
"JJ!" Riley screamed. Hearing her name, JJ ran into the room, followed by Declan.
"What's going-" She began, but saw Emily.
"Em, baby, what's wrong?" JJ asked, kneeling over to help Emily.
"Nothing, I just…my stomach," Emily explained.
"Declan, go get a doctor," JJ commanded, and turned to Emily, "Breathe, Emily, just breathe. How far apart have these pains been?" JJ asked.
"About…ten minutes apart in the last hour or so," She admitted, "And this one is a lot worse then the others."
"Em, I think you're in labor, honey," JJ said.
"What? No. No way because I have almost another month! I haven't gotten a bag ready! Or the nursery. I haven't even thought about fucking names!" Emily exclaimed.
"We'll get there," JJ said, helping Emily stand. Riley pulled the IV out of her hand, "Fuck," she muttered. She climbed out of the bed, careful of her bandages.
"Riley what are you doing?" Emily asked, through clenched teeth.
"Shut up," Riley told her, as she put on a pants, and took off her hospital gown and put on a shirt that was sitting on the chair, "I'm coming with you."
"No, Riley," Emily began, "Where is that god damned doctor?" Emily yelled.
"Right here, with a wheel chair!" The doctor said, and he and JJ helped Emily sit.
"Riley get back in that bed," Emily commanded.
"No," Riley shook her head, "Let's go!" She said fiercely. The doctor began wheeling Emily down, with JJ following close behind.
Emily was going to have her baby