The next day
Zhackary Bluce
I yawned after the incident last night Asura asked me why I am so late I said I just visit my old friends which is true she notice how sleepy I am so she didn't ask anymore.
I'm walking toward to my school now Asura and I always go to school together but since we're in different school we always parted ways.
I was thinking about how I am going to let Haibara forget me…
"Zhackary!" someone yelled my name I looked behind me and cursed under my breath, does fate hate me so much that they always make me and Haibara cross path?
I stopped and smiled at them "hi" I said is it just me of did Haibara blush?
"Why are you alone I thought you said you have a sister?" Ayumi asked
"Yes I do have a sister but we go to a different school so we always parted ways" I said then resume my walking.
They followed beside me "so where do you live zhack?" Mitsuhiko asked
"Me and my sister lived alone both of our parents died in accident" I said I felt Haibara stare at me it's not a death stare it felt like longing?
"Both?" Mitsuhiko asked
"Yes" I said I felt Haibara walk beside me
"Then how come she's your sister?" Haibara asked casually but I think I hear jealousy in her voice
"Well she welcome me in her home and been living with her ever since we treated each other like family" I said and sigh in relief when I see the gate of the school I can feel someone is glaring at me but I don't know who
Recess time they kept asking me about myself and I answered them (most of it was a lie) Haibara kept beside me all the time which make me uncomfortable I can sense that she is still finding who I am so I tried my best to avoid her which I found easy because Conan kept her busy.
School is over so we're going home now we all parted ways that left me with Haibara I can sense Haibara want to ask me something but I ignore it because I know what she will ask me
That made me angry why can't she just forget me? She's already in a good situation and in a good life so why does she want to find out who I am? I clenched my fist from saying this to her but I saw her stared at my fist I put my hood up to hide my face
"I remember" She suddenly said looking at her feet
I tried to sound casual "remember what?" I said she face me her eyes we're full of tears
"Can you please stop pretending now Silver? We've been together since we're kids I know you from your deepest hearth so please stop pretending" She said her voice quavering I hate it when I see her like that
"I don't know what your talking about Haibara" I said looking in front of me to avoid seeing her tears
"SILVER! Please stop pretending already it really hurts me to think that you already forgotten me!" She said yelling at me I just kept looking in front of me
A felt her tug my shirt and turned me to face her I saw it I saw it from her face how much I'm hurting her which hurt me like I've just been pierced by a bullet in my heart
she kept looking at me waiting for me to answer I looked at her like on cue it started raining
"I didn't I will never forget you Miyano never but I have to do this so that you will continue your life and forget about your old life and to live happily with then" I said I can feel my voice quavering I can feel my tears starting to form in my eyes I'm thankful for the rain because it hide my tears
Haibara look at her feet I can feel her hand tightening in my shirt
"Silver I admit I do want to forget my old life and just live in the life I have now but in my old life there is some person who kept giving me happiness, comfort and freedom no matter how happy I'm now I feel like there is some hole in my chest when I kept thinking about that person that annoying person who make my life complete and because of him I can't forget my old life" She said
"So that person that annoying idiotic person. Do you want him to die so that you could live peacefully? I could kill him" I said my voice broke when I said the last sentence
Haibara look at me she smile a sad smile "No I just want him to be with my side again to give me comfort to give me peace and to give me happiness" Haibara said
I look at her eyes I can see longing in there longing for the person to be at her side again
I hugged her and said "Haibara that person don't know what to do and that person knew that someone love you and that person asked why can't you just forget him already" I said I can feel her relax when I hug her
"Because that person make my life complete I don't know how I'll live without him I really don't know" She said hugging me tighter
"Even thought that person bring so much trouble?" I said remembering my father
"Yes" She said I can feel her snore I didn't know it was already night how long have we been walking and talking
I carried her in my back and walk toward her home
I looked at the moon I didn't know what freedom is but I know now someone needs me I didn't know someone was longing for me until now
Silver Phoenix the devils name but now I wonder what does my past consist of what is my real name? A demon angel that's what my father always called me Haibara what do you Think of me? I said looking at her face I sigh and walk again suddenly Vermonth blocked my way I froze in my place
"Hello Zhackary" Vermonth said smiling cruelly