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5.

Advice, what could Allen possibly need advice on? Though, the more pressing issue was why would he be asking me for advice? Obviously he had to think that I'd be knowledgeable in whatever he needed help with, but this whole situation made my body a wreck with nerves.

"Sure ah," I stood up completely, stretching out my sore limbs, hoping it'd rid my body of stress. "What do you need help with?"

Allen appeared aloof, and shy suddenly. He brought his knees to his chest, and hid his face from sight, I knew this wasn't going to be good, but I was suddenly dying to know. I took his hands in mine, and forced himself to stand before me.

"I need help with…" He shifted his gaze from mine to my shirt, "Girls."

I felt almost defeated, as I slumped against the bookcase. I should have been true to my emotion, I should have told Allen how hurt I was, how I really felt, but I didn't. I placed a façade on, and offered up a smirk. It earned a fumbling response from Allen. He waved his hands in front of his pink face, trying to hide his embarrassment.

"I mean, I just figured you could help me out since you're so good with them!"

"Ah?"

"NO! I mean, it seems like you've been with a lot a girls so…"

"Ah man, Allen, now you're calling me a whore?"

I asked, feigning disappointment, as I slung my arm around his shoulder, walking him out of the book shelves and to the couch.

"Lavi, my words aren't right. I just need help, please."

I bit my lip – hard – and turned away from him. His voice, the words he used, especially his expression got to me. It got to me in the bad way, I felt my body go hot once again, and I had to grind my teeth to keep from thinking those thoughts.

"Alright, I'll help you Allen."

I heard him hop up enthusiastically from the couch, and clap his hand on to my shoulder.

"I'm so glad; I knew I could count on you Lavi."

I flushed slightly at his unintentional compliment, and shrugged my shoulders, dragging the chair from my desk over to sit in front of the couch. I plopped down, and waited for Allen to take one as well.

"Okay, what do you need?"

"Well, the thing is…" He looked at his hands nervously "Lenalee and I are…well, I don't know what we are."

I sighed; hopefully it wouldn't develop any further than whatever it was now.

"Well, what exactly happened?" I questioned, with false interest.

"We were talking, really hitting it off, and I just sort of kissed her."

He was playing with his hands, clear signs of nervousness.

"Allen, what happened after that? Did she lean in to the kiss? How did you kiss her?"

He held his hands up in defense, as if to say enough.

"Don't bombard me with questions! This is all new to me, and kind of awkward."

I huffed in annoyance, and starred the smaller boy down.

"What?"

"Well, are you going to show me?"

Allen blinked, and assumed the role of a deer in the headlights.

"Show you what?"

I leaned forward, until I could practically feel the heat radiating off his cheeks.

"How you kissed her."

Allen tensed up, possibly from our closeness, but more likely from my words.

"Show you? How am I…?" he trailed off for a moment, before standing. "Alright, stand up."

I jerked my head back and up, to look at the flustered white haired boy.

"Why?"

"Just do it, alright?"

He seemed almost eager, so I stood looking down at him, curiously.

"Okay, I'm up – "

I swore I lost my words, as Allen backed me in to the wall, and pressed one of his hands on my hip. I felt my body jerk at his touch, but why wouldn't it? This was what I've always wanted, though; I would have possibly flipped the positions in my fantasies. The heat from earlier had returned, but this was ten times worse, as he lent in closer. Allen's fingertips ghosted along my jaw line, before settling just below my ear. I started to turn from him, but his fingers suddenly locked my head in to place, and I was met with a determined gaze.

"Allen, I get it, I get it."

His eyes softened, and he started to lean back, and I knew I missed my chance. He had been so close, and I was about to get part of what I'd been dreaming about, but didn't have the courage to let him go through with it.

"Alright, it seems like you know how to capture a moment, so to speak."

I averted my gaze as I spoke, slipping out of the rock & hard place I'd been put in to.

"But the more sexual things, yeah?"

Allen followed me back to the couch, and sat down, awkwardly.

"Well, I don't really know if I should…do that thing with her."

I couldn't help it, so I laughed. He was so innocent, it drove me insane. I was still hard from his attention to detail in our almost kiss, so I decided to take advantage of the situation.

"Allen, if you're a couple, you're going to want to do things with her. Here, let me show you."

I slipped on to the couch beside him, and took a deep breath with my eyes shut. I was going to seize the opportunity that I had presented to me.

"Wait, wait! Lavi, why don't you just… show me how to…I don't know. This is really nerve wrecking."

He was scaring away from his endeavor, and I knew my chance was getting further away from me as I continued to think. I pressed his shoulders down, until he laid flat on the couch, under me. I smirked down at him, and let my hands run down his entire body. Even through his clothes, I could feel much more of him than with his coat on.

"mmm, okay. You want to make sure to refrain from neglecting any part of their bodies. Their neck –"

I traced small circles around his neck, and leaned down to let out a puff of hot air on his heated skin. I felt his body tense up, and if that weren't enough evidence, the gasp was. I left his skin with a quirky smile on my lips, and continued.

"Their chest as well, women in particular – you shouldn't neglect their chest."

I wasn't sure if I should tease Allen any more than I already had, he seemed weak, dazed even. Though, I managed to slip my hands under his vest, and my hands spread out, only to capsize back in to small fists, as I caressed his skin through his shirt. I watched as his neck strained, and his head thrashed to the left and another gasp was audible.

"Lavi, I… we need to stop. Please, just for now. Stop- ah! STOP."

His voice scared me off; I sat back up and was ready to offer an apology, when something hard prodded my rear. I blinked, taking note of his flushed cheeks, then looking down to his pants, and then back up. A small smile spread on to my lips, and I laughed triumphantly.

"It seems that I'm not the only one with this problem, hmm?"

Allen's brows furrowed, and he tried to shove me off of him. I refused to budge, but I did manage to wiggle my hips a little, just to torture him. The sound that left his lips was so much better than the small gasps that he'd been letting out before. It was more of a moan – longer, more drawn out and it was dripping with want.

I was near losing my control, and I couldn't do anything to Allen, not with his consent at least. A small trickle of sweat dribbled its way down the side of my face, before I wiped it away, and repositioned myself, so that I was on the couch instead of his groin.

"Please don't say anything about this Lavi, it was a mistake, just like that one time-"

I bit the inside of my cheek to keep quiet. Just a mistake – that's all it was to him. He wasn't feeling anything for me, but it was just the pleasure that I was evoking on his body.

"I was just trying to prove a point, that's all Allen."

I laughed, but it was a plastic one, and the façade didn't quite make it to the surface. He sat up too, rubbing his neck slowly, but with more force than he had probably intended.

"Look, I'm pretty starved. I'm going to go down to the cafeteria, wanna come?"

His offer was sincere, but I wasn't quite up to seeing everyone, especially Lenalee, so I declined. I needed time to think, and be on my own - without the disturbance of Allen Walker.

Watching him leave was painful, not that it mattered. Allen was too blind to take notice of my emotions, he just couldn't see past the acts.

Okay, that's it for today.

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so tired. I hope this chapter is okay .

But next time, I'm going to mix it up, and try writing in Allen's pov. I think that I need to, in order to get what I want through. ;D
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