Hi again! I just wanted to say sorry for the long chapter! I promise I will make the next one shorter. :)
Kurt and Blaine were walking to school Friday hand in hand, with their first night together in fresh memory.
They were talking about how Kurt had forgotten about Cheerios practice that day, when Blaine saw his sister standing at the fence looking at the Cheerios talking at the front door of the school.
„Kurt I'm just going to explain things to Rachel, okay?" He said and tried to walk away. He sighed. „Let go of my hand." When Kurt didn't show any sign of letting go of his hand, Blaine turned around and walked up close to Kurt. „I'll see you after school, okay?" he pressed his lips gently against Kurt's and felt him letting go of his hand. With a huge effort, Blaine pulled away and walked over to his sister. „Rach? What are you doing?" He asked as he reached her. She turned around and seemed shocked to see Blaine.
„Where were you this morning? I just woke up to a note saying 'Tell dad and dad I left early, I'll explain later.'" Rachel said and looked almost worried. „They were worried." She took a last glance at the Cheerios and smiled subtle as she got eye contact with Quinn. She then walked away with Blaine following her.
„I was at Kurt's." He said. Rachel stopped and put her finger out in front of her.
„What?" she asked as if he had just said something terribly offensive. „Did you go to his place early or?" Blaine smirked, but tried to hide it as Rachel turned around to look at him.
„Actually I spent the night there." He said and felt a smile coming.
„You… Spent the night at Kurt's?" She asked without expecting a response. Blaine slowly nodded. „Did you…?" She whispered.
„Oh please, Rachel." Blaine said and started walking. Rachel quickly followed him. „We've only dated for two weeks or so. We just slept."
Blaine was sitting in chemistry class when the bell rang. That day had felt like months, all the boring classes was Friday, he hadn't seen Kurt all day, except for before school and he got yelled at in Geography class because he was talking too much with Artie.
He was on his way over to the gymnastic hall to look after his boyfriend, as Sebastian walked over to him.
„Sucks that Glee was cancelled today, huh?" He said. Blaine shrugged, without answering. „I can't wait to see your song on Monday." Blaine looked confused at Sebastian.
„How did you know about that? I haven't told anyone." He said and looked away, as he felt uncomfortable looking at Sebastian.
„Oh I must disagree!" Sebastian said and laughed. „You've told Kurt. And he told me in Biology class today."
„I didn't know you had Biology together." Blaine said and felt more uncomfortable for every second that passed by.
„Yeah." Sebastian said. „It's funny how we barely know each other, and get along so well anyway. I mean it feels like I've known him for age-" He didn't get to say more before Blaine interrupted him.
„Yes, okay, thank you." He said and stopped up. „Look I have to go find someone okay." He was about to walk away when Sebastian said something.
„Kurt?" He asked. Blaine sighed.
„Yes."
„You're dating, right?" Sebastian asked. „You and Kurt?" Blaine nodded and tried discretely to walk away again. „Well then I hope it's okay that me and Kurt are hanging out tomorrow." He said it so fast and loud that it was impossible not to know that, that was what he had wanted to say all the time. He had just waited for the right time.
„Sure. It's fine." Blaine said and finally got to walk away. He had seen in Sebastian's face expression that it wasn't the reaction he had hoped to get. Really, Blaine didn't like the idea of Sebastian and Kurt spending time together, but he couldn't say that to Sebastian… That would just be giving him what he wanted. No, he just had to pretend like nothing had happened, and besides he trusted Kurt. He knew that he wasn't going to do anything… Stupid.
Kurt was in the gymnastic hall with the other Cheerios, stretching out. Him, Brittany and Santana were standing a bit away from the others. They were talking about the new routine as Quinn walked over to Kurt, smiling for some reason.
„Can we get some privacy?" She said with her delicate voice, to Santana and Brittany. They both walked away, letting Kurt stand back with Quinn. „Your reputation is seriously damaged." She said and pushed him a bit further away from the others. „What are you gonna do to get it back?" Kurt scoffed and put his hands on his hips.
„I don't need it back. Reputation isn't everything, I just have to live with getting a slushie-facial once in a while." Quinn sighed and looked compassionate at Kurt.
„What have become of you, Kurt?" Kurt raised his eyebrows.
„What do you mean?"
„You were once cool." She said. „Now you go around with Blaine in public, holding hands, kissing. You don't seem to care anymore. You have even joined Glee."
„I'm happy." Kurt said cold. „Remember all this was your idea." He said and tried to smile at her.
„I thought I would enjoy it, but it didn't seem that fun. I thought you would hate this, but it seemed like you liked Blaine from the very beginning." She said with a soft voice, and ended the sentence with a subtle shake on her head. „Do you still want to be head cheerleader?"
„Of course. But I still need to sleep with-"
„The spot is yours." She said and smiled.
„What?"
„You don't have to do that if you're not… Ready." Quinn said.
„So what do I have to do instead?" Kurt asked suspiciously.
„Nothing. I mean, I had considered making you break up with him, but… I've tried happiness now, and… I don't want to destroy it for others." She moved a bit closer to Kurt and whispered: „I would never do that to you. I respect you." Kurt was almost shocked as he heard that. Quinn respecting him?
„What's your angle?" he asked doubtfully.
„I have no angle." She said and laughed quietly. „I'm happy, Kurt. I know how it feels. Enjoy it whilst you can." She took a last look at him before walking past him and away from the hall.
„Aren't you going to be here at practice?" Kurt yelled after her.
„I need to talk to Coach Sylvester." She yelled back before she disappeared around the corner. Santana slowly walked back to Kurt and shrugged confused. Kurt waved her off with a hand movement, and smiled as he watched where Quinn had just left.
Blaine walked in after Cheerio practice, expecting to see Kurt with the other Cheerios. Instead he found him talking to Sebastian. He considered walking away and just catching up with him later, but when Kurt started laughing at something Sebastian had just said he couldn't keep himself from walking up to them.
„Hey." He murmured to Kurt as he reached them.
Kurt turned his head and saw Blaine walking up to him and Sebastian.
„Hey." Blaine murmured and Kurt smiled at him
„Hey!" He said. „Just a second, Sebastian was just telling me something." Kurt made a sign to Sebastian to go on.
„Well, basically he just wouldn't listen to us." Sebastian said, and smiled at Kurt. „I mean, we actually had to tell him thirteen times that he had to go on Dalton to be in the club." Kurt smiled gently and shook his head.
„How can anyone be so…" Kurt started, but stopped, as he couldn't find the word.
„Stupid?" Sebastian suggested and smiled greatly at Kurt.
„Yeah, that too!" Kurt said. He was about to say something as he felt Blaine taking his hand. „But Sebastian, I'll just see you tomorrow, yeah?" Sebastian's smile slowly faded as he nodded.
„Yeah, I'll text you about the time and all that." He said and picked up his bag from the floor. „See you." He quickly looked at Blaine as he passed them. Kurt grabbed Blaine's hand in both of his and practically jumped around to face him.
„So… My place?" He said elated. Blaine smiled at the ground and nodded slowly.
„Yeah." Kurt moved a bit closer to Blaine and made him look up.
„Something's wrong?" He asked. Blaine chuckled nervously before shaking his head.
„No, nothing's wrong." He said really soft, Kurt could barely hear it.
„Then let's go." Kurt said and smiled encouraging at Blaine. Once again Blaine just nodded without saying anything.
„Let's put a smile on those lips." Kurt said and kissed Blaine gently. He was about to pull himself away when he felt Blaine's arms around him. He smiled and pushed his head a bit back. „Should we go?" He felt Blaine letting go of him, and he bend down to pick up his bag. As he stood up again to face Blaine, he couldn't help but feel good as he saw Blaine's smile. „It helped!" He said happy. Blaine laughed and nodded at Kurt.
„Yeah… It did!" He said surprised, grabbed Kurt's hand again and pulled him out of the gymnastic hall.
Blaine and Kurt were sitting in Kurt's bed later that day, watching television. Blaine was sitting up against the wall, in a legged position. Kurt was sitting, leaned up against Blaine, with his head on his chest. Blaine was concentrating on playing with a wild lock of Kurt's hair as he said something.
„What song are you going to perform on Monday?" He asked.
„Cough Syrup." Blaine answered and removed his hand from Kurt's hair.
„I've never seen you perform." Kurt said and sat up to face Blaine. „You have seen me perform, it's not fair." He said and laughed.
„I know. You're a great performer." Blaine said and took a quick look at the TV. He knew what he wanted to say. It just didn't fit the situation. I need to change the subject. He thought and decided to try his best at leading the conversation at the subject he wanted to talk about. „I have to practice the whole weekend, though." Kurt nodded and smiled at him.
„It's just a song, you don't have to practice. You just need to learn the lyrics." He poked him on the chest. „And I come to know that you love that song and already know the lyrics. You just need to improvise the rest." Blaine faked a smile as his attempt on switching the subject failed. „Well I will have to tomorrow." He wanted Kurt to tell him that he was hanging out with Sebastian the next day. He didn't want to hear it from Sebastian, only.
„Well… I would keep you company and…" Kurt started and stroked Blaine's chest with his hand, biting his under lip. „… Practice… But sadly I have plans." Blaine forgot what he was about to say as Kurt's hand kept stroking him. He gently shook his head and fought to trying to remember it.
„Yeah…" He blinked quickly as he felt Kurt clenching his shirt. „Ehm, so what are you doing?" He asked, trying to ignore the desire to kiss Kurt and hold him tight.
„Oh nothing special." Kurt said and pulled Blaine closer. „I'm just having Sebastian over to do some Biology for me." He leaned in, just close enough to almost touching Blaine's nose with his own, before looking down at Blaine's lips, still biting his own lip.
„He's doing it for you?" Blaine asked and felt his head getting dizzy and blurred as Kurt tilted his head, so his lips were only a half-inch away from his neck. He felt Kurt's warm breath on his neck as he answered.
„Yeah. He thinks we're doing it together but…" He kissed Blaine's neck gently, before continuing. „… I suck at Biology."
„I see…" Blaine said and was about to ask another question as he felt Kurt's hand pulling gently in his shirt. „I just… Ehm…" Every thought from his head disappeared as he felt Kurt's hand under his shirt, on his stomach.
„You what?" Kurt asked and softly kissed Blaine's lips before pulling back half an inch.
„I… Was just… You know…" Blaine said, not even knowing himself what he was trying to say. „You know…" He said again, feeling Kurt's light breathing against his lips. He looked at Kurt who had his look locked on Blaine's lips. „That thing…" He wasn't even sure what he had just said, and it didn't really matter. It didn't seem like Kurt was paying much attention to what was happening around him. Blaine clenched his hands on the duvet, as he felt Kurt's hand slowly moving up, and stopping just before reaching Blaine's shoulder. No, he had to say this. Focus, Blaine! „Just-" He didn't get to say more before Kurt pressed his lips against Blaine's. Blaine closed his eyes and instinctively put his hands on Kurt's chest, pushing him back onto the bed. He felt Kurt smiling, and placed his arms on each side of Kurt's head. He now felt both of Kurt's hand on his back, still under his shirt, and he quickly forgot everything about that thing he had wanted to say, just a moment ago.
Sebastian got out of bed earlier than usual that Saturday. It was around 10am he wrote a text to Kurt saying: „What time?" He did his hair and put on a normal grey t-shirt and a pair of black pants. He was surprised when Kurt replied only a few minutes after he had sent the text. „You're up early! You can come around 1pm." Sebastian quickly answered. „You're up early too! Okay, I'll be there by then." He was about to walk out in the kitchen to get some breakfast as Kurt replied. „Yeah, Blaine spent the night here, and he had to go home early." Thanks for the information. Sebastian thought and answered the text while eating a piece of bread. „Oh okay, I see. Well I'll just see you by 1 then."
It was a bit after 1pm Sebastian reached Kurt's front door. He rang the doorbell, and he could quickly hear some footstep running down some stairs and over to the door from inside the house. It was Finn who opened the door. He had a huge smile on his face when he told Sebastian to come inside. Kurt came downstairs in a few seconds, telling Finn to go away.
„Why so happy?" Sebastian asked Kurt as he saw he was smiling greatly too. Kurt shook his head and followed Sebastian upstairs.
„It was just something Finn said." Kurt said as they walked into his room. „Sorry, I didn't had the time to do the bed…" He said and started putting the bed cover on the messy bed.
„You've been up since 10am, and you didn't have the time?" Sebastian said and smiled doubtfully at Kurt.
„I forgot." Kurt said with a delicate voice, and sat down on the still kinda messed up bed.
„Biology?" Sebastian said and took of the bag he had brought. He took out two thick books and a notepad. Kurt stood up and stretched.
„I'm sorry, I'm just… Really tired." Kurt said and walked over to his table to pick up his Biology book.
„It's okay…" Sebastian said and looked at one of his owns book. „I really can't be bothered to do this right now." Kurt shook his head and laughed at him.
„No me neither." He threw himself at the bed and closed his eyes. Sebastian put his books on the table and watched as Kurt curled up into a ball. It genuinely looked like he was about to fall asleep.
„How come you're so tired?" Sebastian asked and sat down on the bed besides Kurt.
„Well I went to bed really late yesterday. And woke up really early." Even though it was supposed to sound really tiring and as a bad thing, it didn't seem like Kurt was regretting it. Sebastian was almost certain of that he could see happiness in Kurt's eyes, and he didn't doubt one second that it had something to do with Blaine. There was silence some time, where Kurt was just lying on the bed looking up in the ceiling seeing something beyond of what Sebastian could.
„Are you happy together?" Sebastian asked, not sure if he wanted to know the answer or not. Kurt sat up and looked confused at Sebastian for a while.
„Do you still like him?" He finally asked, and felt really uncomfortable about this sudden change of the subject. Sebastian looked down and shook his head.
„I don't."
„Blaine told me that his sister told him that you had a boyfriend." Kurt said curiously. Sebastian frowned and looked rebuffing at Kurt.
„No?" He said prudish. „Where did she get that from?" Kurt shrugged.
„So you still like Blaine?" he asked and regretted asking about it again, as soon as he had said it. Sebastian shook his head.
„No." He whispered. „I like his boyfriend." Kurt looked surprised at Sebastian. That was the reaction he had hoped for, and he quickly leaned in and put his face close to Kurt's, catching him off guard.
„You barely know me." Kurt whispered, and felt like he couldn't move. Their faces were too close for Kurt's liking, but he had no idea of what to do. Moving would be a good idea! He said to himself, but in some way he didn't want to move… Somehow… In some very wicked, bad and completely unexpected way he liked it. As he saw Sebastian moving even closer he kicked himself mentally, and as he could almost feel his lips against Sebastian's he quickly pulled back and his hand flew up and smacked Sebastian on the cheek. He was surprised to see Sebastian smiling. „Leave." Kurt said and pushed himself up against the wall.
„I've only been here for 15 minutes or so." Sebastian said and straightened his back. „Look, I'm sorry, Kurt. I shouldn't have done it." He put his hand on his cheek and rubbed it. „Damn you hit hard." He laughed and sighed, as he looked at Kurt's still shocked face.
„Leave." Kurt repeated.
„Come on, Kurt." Sebastian said.
„I mean it." There was silence in a long time before Sebastian spoke.
„Okay. Just tell me one thing." As he didn't get an answer he kept talking. „Why didn't you slap me right away? Why didn't you pull away, as soon as possible?"
„Shut up." Kurt whispered, looking down.
„Maybe because… On some level…" Sebastian started, enjoying knowing he had some sort of power over Kurt. „… You liked it."
„Shut up!" Kurt yelled and stood up in his bed, pressing his back against the wall. „I want you to leave. Now." He said with a subtle voice, but still firm and determined. Sebastian knew that this time he meant it. He stood up and walked over to the door. Kurt sat down and buried his face in his hands as Sebastian turned around one last time and looked at Kurt.
„We should talk soon." He said before walking out of the door.
Kurt could hear the footsteps fading, before hearing the front door open and close. He lifted his head and took a deep breath. What just happened…?