Hi there fellas, I missed you! Here I leave you the third part of this chapter, and I also tell you that I'm working on giving this fanfiction its closure. Everything comes to an end eventually, and I think this fic needs its end. Ah, but that's not for now.

Part III

Kensi and Deeks got home with the two newborns, two days after she had given birth to them, but she was disappointed with her mother. She couldn't believe she hadn't visited her or even take her kids to see their baby brothers. Kensi thought that that was not an issue to be taken care over the phone, so she was leaving the twins with Deeks and was going to talk with her mother.

"I can't believe she didn't go to see me."

"Kens," He said following her everywhere as she was walking around the house. "I pretty sure she had a very good reason for not visiting you."

"If so I want to hear it from her mouth."

"Hey," Deeks grasped her arm gently, making her look at him. "promise me you'll give her a chance to speak and not block yourself again."

"What do you mean with again?"

"Have you forgotten the fifteen years the two of you didn't speak?"

"That's past. We've put it behind."

He let her go, saying. "I hope so."

Kensi drove to her mother's, still trying to figure it out a reason why she didn't visit her. She rang on the bell and Julia opened up a bit of the door. Kensi crossed her arms over her chest and had a disappointed look all over her face.

"Kensi, the only reason I didn't visit you or even called was because I didn't want to worry you."

"Worry me about what?"

Julia opened back the door and Kensi saw her children eating on the kitchen with tiny red spots on the face, arms and legs. "They got chickenpox when your friend Eric took them to San Diego. And," Julia stopped her from entering. "I don't want either you or the babies to get it."

"Ok, fine with John and Paul, but not with me! Let me see them."

"Kensi, you never had chickenpox. Getting it now would be very dangerous."

"Then what do I do? I can't take them home 'cause they'll pass in onto me and the twins."

"I can stay with them until they get better." Kensi bit her lower lip and sighed. "How many crazy things ran over your mind to explain why I didn't visit you and the babies?"

"Too many, mom." Julia hugged her daughter.

"You can't be this insecure. Remember when Marty proposed to you?" Kensi cleaned her tears and sniffed.

"He's everything I have, mother. I rejected him so many times, I was so incomprehensible so many times, and still he stood by me…But I thought you wouldn't. Fifteen years was too much time."

"I already told you that I understand everything it happened, that I'm willing to make up for all those years. You don't need to feel that I'll leave you. Now that I got you back, I won't let you."

"Mommy!" Jake said, running to the door when he saw her.

"I'm sorry kids; you can't go close to mom." Julia stopped her grandkids by the door.

"Why?" Jake was a very curious boy, and right now he had hit the "why" phase.

"Mom never had chickenpox and I can't get sick." Kensi spoke, ducking by the door. "And I can't take you two home. You'll have to stay with grandma."

"Why?" The boy asked again.

"John and Paul can't get chickenpox."

"Where's daddy?" Quinn asked.

"Dad's at home, with your baby brothers." Kensi pulled the phone out of the pocket and showed them a photo. "See? These are them, Paul and John."

Julia ducked next to Jake and Quinn to see the photo, exclaiming. "They're gorgeous, Kensi. I can't wait to hold them."

"Let's make it like this:" Kensi said, getting up. "when Jake and Quinn get better, you take them to my house and we all have dinner."

"It's a deal." Julia said, giving another hug to her daughter. She then turned back at her grandkids, saying. "Come on, kids, let's get you good quick so we can meet John and Paul! Come on, come on, come on!" She said enthusiastically as the twins ran upstairs to the bathroom, to put betadine on the chickenpox sores. "And you go take care of those two gorgeous creatures."

"I will, and…I'm sorry." Julia only offered a smile at her daughter and Kensi walked away relived.

When she was driving home she realized Deeks was right and that he was testing her. She had no reasons to doubt on the ones who love, and mostly, she needs to learn even more how to keep an open mind. Kensi always predicts the outcome before it even happens, and she ends up blocking herself. Well, she used to block her herself, now she found out how to live life as she always wanted. Happily.

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