I'm sorry it took so long. x: I got home from my trip to Japan and visited some friends and played Kingdom Hearts. Hehe. Sorry. ~ And I apologize for all the grammar and spelling mistakes in this chapter. I'm not really good with this, as I'm from Germany and not from an english speaking country. l:
And I would reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaally appreciate ideas and critisism. :3 Please help me to make this story better! ~
"Oi, Sasuke ? Do you have any siblings ?" she asked him. Her eyes still closed. She was an only child. One of the reasons why she felt so lonely. Normally they were supposed to get all her parents attention. But nonetheless she got nothing besides yelling, ignorance and the cold attitude of her father.
The worst part of it, is that they were actually thinking of themselves as good parents. Just because they had money and gave it to her. She was disgusted by them.
"Hn. One. My older brother. Itachi." he told her, as she wanted to know.
"Don't you like him ? Or why does you sound so.. annoyed ?"
"Hn." This was his answer ? Maybe he didn't want to talk about it. But if we're going to spend our life with eachother, he can't have any secrets. Talking is the key to everything, right ?
"Come on. Tell me!"
"There's nothing to be told. I just doesn't like him that much, ok ? "
"Why ?"
'You know. You are really annyoing.'
'And you know what ? YOU are annyoing.'
'We are the same person ?!'
'Urgh. Leave me alone.'
Sakura shook her head, hoping to get rid of her inner self.
"You will see, once you get to know him. So.. Do you?
"Do what ?" the pinkette asked confused.
"I asked, if you have any siblings."
"No, but I always wished for one." she replied.
"You did ? Why ? - In my opinion it would be amazing to be an only child." Sasuke could'nt even imagine how it would be, not being compared to anyone all the time. Not having to face his own inferiority every day. He was so angry about it. Nobody understood that he wasn't like his brother. He was Sasuke. Sasuke Uchiha. Not his brother or his father. He learned to ignore it, but somehow it hurt when they said he wasn't good enough. Well, maybe they didn't say it like that, but he always knew how they meant their words.
"Perhaps in normal familys. But in my world it's only lonely to be one, you know.." Sasuke looked at her. She seemed sad and he felt guitly that he asked her.
"Then I guess we have something in common. The thing with the loneliness." He spoke really quiet but she managed to hear him. Sakura wondered what kind of person her fiance was. She felt that this fact wasn't the only thing they had in common. Even tough she was sorry for him. Nobody wants to be alone.
"This is nothing I would be proud to tell somebody.. I don't want you to feel this way. In my opinion you don't deserve loneliness. Nobody does." Sakura seemed unhappy. She looked out the the small window, her eyes staring into the night.
"I'm sorry. I should'nt have told you that." he apologized after seeing the look on her face.
"No! No. Don't be sorry. I asked you, didn't I ? So don't be." she smiled at him to make him feel comfortable. "Sooo, you want to tell me where you are driving this needless expensive car ?"
"Do you want to provoke me ? This car is absolutely awesome." he said determining.
"Yeah, suuuuure. Whatever." She rolled her eyes. Ok, maybe she did want to provoke him a bit. But it was amusing. And he DID smile.
'He's so cute when he smiles..'
'Yeah, he is..'
'Wait, what ? Aren't you supposed to deny my words ?'
'.. Well, aren't you supposed to.. you know.. to.. urgh. I hate you.'
'No, you don't. You know you love me. - xoxo -'
'You're not gossip girl. So shut up and leave me alone. I want to check him out.'
'I know you want to.'
It was pretty silent. And she decided to let it be this way for a bit longer. Her eyes wandered from his dark blue hair to his tempting lips an then to his well trained arm muscles.
She had to bit her own lip. He was so..
'- good looking ? Hot ? Handsome ? REALLY handsome ?'
'Okay. He looks okay. Nothing more.'
'Don't lie to me. You're such a bitch.'
'You really called me a bitch ? Really.. ? I mean.. Sure I'm lonely.. But when I cal myself a.. .. .. Forget it. I know he's hot.'
Sakura shook her head.
She wonderd how it would feel to have his strong arms around her. Embracing her. Holding her. She didn't even want to think about this fully.. seductive lips..
But her mind was playing tricks on her. Imagining a naked and wet Sasuke in her shower. Imagining his abs and her being beside him. Touching him. Kissing him. Moaning.
'Perv.'
She blushed immediatly. Captured in her toughts, she didn't noticed that the car stopped.
"Are you ok ? You're red all over your face. Do you have a fever or something ?" he was worried and touched her forehead to make sure she wasn't ill.
"Huh? What ? Do you said something ? What are you doing ?" she was totally confused, but didn't want him to take his hand away. She liked the warmth of his hands.
"It's nothing. I was worried."
Sakura looked around. "Where are we ?" she asked him and got out of his car.
It was a small house near the sea. It had huge windows and looked pretty modern. There was a covered veranda with garden furniture and several flowerpots lighten up by the pisa torches which were attached everywhere. It had 3 floors, a rectangular ground-plan and a white painting. They could hear the sound of the ocean. Sakura felt wonderful, as the wind blew and she could smell the seawater. It produced a feeling of vacation and she enjoyed the atmosphere. Sasuke was right by her side and smiled at her.
"Are you hungry ? I just tought we could eat something and have a little fun." he said.
Sakura was still overwhelmed. ".. Is this your house ?" she questioned.
"Yeah, but I never lived there. Maybe for a few days, but not that long that I could call it a home. I just felt more lonely in such a big house, you know." Sasuke muttered.
"I like it." she said and smiled. She wanted him to be happy. She didn't know why. Maybe because they were going to be married ? She told herself that it can't be just because of such a reason. But Sakura didn't had another explanation. It wasn't like she would pity him that much. She just understood him. The pinkette was slightly confused, but decided to not show it and get to know him.
"Hn."
"You want to go inside ?" she asked a little bit excited.
"Sure." he told her and walked to the front door.
'If we gonna live here ? I mean, it's so lovely here!'
'I KNOW! IT IS!'
'Something is totally wrong. We're not supposed to feel the same way.'
'Yeah, yeah. But when we are going to live here, I know some places where we can make some cute babies!'
'You're such a perv.. .. you meant in the ocean right next to this rock, right?'
'CHAA! Got ya'.'
'I hate you.. '
"Urgh." I groaned.
"Did I said something wrong ?" he asked unsure if it was his fault.
"No. Sorry. It has nothing to do with you. I was just.. forget it, ok ?" Sakura smiled again hopeing to get him away from his doubts.
Sasuke opened the door and let her in. There was a table with plates full of food and two glasses filled with red wine. It was perfect and she believed that this was really sweet of him.
Nobody did something like this for her in her entire life. Nobody tried to impress her or made an effort for her. It wasn't surprising since nobody remembered her birthday and nobody gave her a present. She was inconspicuous and felt quite unimportant. So even if she was aware of the circumstances, Sakura was so happy in this moment and felt really lucky to have an fiance.
Maybe everything would change now ?
