(A.N:/ First of all I really want to apologize for taking over a month to update. I've been so busy trying to write prompts and work on my giveaway for my tumblr (glee-fanfiction . tumblr . com) And to leave you on the last chapter was just really dickish of me. So I'm really sorry about that! Anyway, on to chapter seven! Hope you enjoy!)


Jeff laid on his bed, smirking at Nick as Jeff watched him pick up his clothes from the floor.

Nick suddenly whirled around to face Jeff, giving him a completely pissed off look. "What the fuck! Why did you do that! What the Hell Jeff!" Nick yelled, clumsily putting his boxers on.

Jeff gave a fake pout. "Aw, don't put them back on baby, round two is starting soon." Jeff said, licking his lips.

"Fuck you!" Nick yelled, annoyed.

Jeff's smirk grew. "I believe you already did."

Nick picked up Jeff's pants and threw them as hard as he could at Jeff. "Why would you do that, Jeff! You're such a fucking asshole!"

Jeff frowned. "Are you serious right now?"

"Of fucking course I am!" Nick yelled, throwing his arms up in the air. "I told you I was fucking straight and that I wasn't interested in you and you go and do this! What the Hell!"

"Hey, I don't see why you're complaining. You kissed me and you're the one who had your dick in my ass. You should be thanking me, I never bottom!"

"No!" Nick yelled, suddenly, startling Jeff a little. "This didn't happen! I'm not even gay! And I swear if you tell anyone what happened I will-"

"Fuck me again?" Jeff said, cutting Nick off and smirking. Nick gave Jeff a pale, sick looking face and Jeff's smirk grew a little wider. "Geez Duval, you're acting like you were a fucking virgin or some shit."

Nick didn't say anything but paled more.

Jeff's eyes widened a little and his smirk dropped. "Wait...Holy shit...dude, this wasn't your uh...dude!"

"I uh..."

"No. I don't fuck virgins. You slept with your slutty ex girlfriend, right? Right?"

Nick sighed loudly before his face softened into what Jeff thought was a sad, almost desperate, look. "Seriously, don't tell anyone...please..." Nick said, almost begging.

"Shit...fuck!" Jeff couldn't help but feel a twinge of guilt. Even though Nick was the one who kissed him, Jeff couldn't help but feel like he ruined the boy a little. Jeff mentally slapped himself for actually feeling bad for someone and shook his head a little. No. Don't feel bad for this asshole. Jeff thought. He kissed you first and had no problem fucking you like ten minutes ago. He's just being overly dramatic. And besides, when did I start actually caring about this dumbass? He was just an easy lay; a hump and dump. That's all he was. No, that's all he is. That's all I wanted back at the party a few weeks back...so why do I feel so bad right now? Probably because he's giving me that damn puppy dog face. Fucking asshole, trying to make me feel bad. I didn't even do anything wrong! What the fucking hell! Gah, he's such an asshole! Jeff looked down at the floor a second before looking back up at Nick who still had the saddest face ever plastered on his face. Jeff frowned and for a moment actually let his wall slip a little to give Nick a genuine, real, face to show he understood.

Jeff knew how it was at McKinley. If you were different the students hated you and if you were gay then the students did everything in their power to make your life a living Hell. Even some of the teachers tried to harass Jeff, and it wasn't because he was an asshole who talked back to them. It was because of his sexuality. Even though Jeff was very confident in his bisexuality, and even proud enough to practically gloat about it, he understood that not everyone had his confidence. For some people it wasn't worth the harassment to come out of the closet, especially for people like Nick who still claimed to be straight, or possibly even was straight and just made a momentary bad judgment call.

"Don't tell anyone." Nick repeated. "This was a mistake. Sleeping with you was a mistake." Nick said, making Jeff flinch slightly.

Sure most of the time when people slept with Jeff they were drunk and regretted it in the morning, Jeff knew that, but no one had ever actually said it to his face. It hurt. A lot.

Jeff nodded a little. "Uh yeah, I won't tell."

"Yeah?" Nick said, wearily.

Jeff nodded again. "Dude. I get it...I know I'm not the nicest guy in the world but I'm not the worst either. I wouldn't put you through shit like that at school. I'm not gonna tell."

Nick gave Jeff a small smile before pulling on his coat. "Good-I mean, thanks." Nick said and for a few moments the two just stayed there, looking at the ground awkwardly, in silence. "I uh...I'm gonna get going..." Nick said, starting to head out of Jeff's room. "I'll walk myself out."

"W-wait!" Jeff called, hating himself for stuttering. "The project. It's due tomorrow..."

"I'll do it. Don't worry." Nick said, turning around and leaving.

Jeff stayed in his bed as he watched Nick leave. He frowned a little as he looked at his reflection in the mirror across the room. He looked at himself, confused for a few moments. Jeff looked so...sad. He didn't understand it. Just a few minutes ago he was cocky and his usual self, but now, he just looked like his dog got ran over. "Shit..." Jeff mumbled, under his breath. His walls were starting to fall down and he couldn't bring himself to pull them back up. "What the fuck is wrong with me?" He asked himself. He couldn't, for the life of him, understand why he was feeling so beat down and guilty. Was it because of Nick? No, it couldn't be. Though Jeff couldn't help but feel like he ruined Nick a little. Like he tainted him. He took his virginity and that was one thing that Jeff had never wanted to do to anyone. Since Jeff was all about meaningless sex he refused to touch virgins. He didn't even like kissing them! It just felt wrong to him. Though he didn't have very many morals or rules, that was one he tried his best to follow. And he just broke his only rule. With a guy he actually may like. "Fuck!" Jeff yelled loudly, jumping up from his bed and punching his mirror. The mirror shattered on the floor and Jeff clenched his now bleeding hand. He stared at his broken reflection and sighed. "Fuck..." He mumbled.


(A.N:/ Again, I'm really sorry I haven't updated in so long...and that this chapter is so short...Anyway, I'll try to update soon...Hope you enjoyed and thanks for reading!) \o/