Thank you for the interest in this story and I'm terribly sorry that I haven't uploaded anything in a while... Here's part two... Please review
Lea's Place
"So you just walked out of there? Chris we've talked about this for so long… just tell him how you feel!" Chris knew that Lea was right. He shouldn't have wimped out and just told Darren, but he couldn't just admit defeat to Lea.
"What am I suppose to say then Lea!? 'Hey Darren, I know we're best friends and you're as straight as a nail but I just wanna say that I'm completely in love with you'!?" he sighed after shouting back at the long haired girl.
"Sorry. I just… part of me wants to be with him whether it fucks our friendship or not and the rest of me is screaming to just shut up and stay friends. Face it Lea… he's straight. He only see's me as a friend and co-worker."
"A co-worker that plays his boyfriend. Chris, his chemistry with you on set it so believable to not be in real." Lea sat down in front of Chris and took his hand.
"What is your heart telling you to do Chris? Always follow your heart and you'll be fine…" Lea dropped his hand and went into her kitchen to get a glass of juice. By the time she came back to the couch, Chris had already gone.
Back at Darren's
Darren was woken up by someone pounding on his door. He got up, holding his head as it throbbed gently from earlier and went to the door, opening it quickly with intentions to shout at the person banging. He opened it quickly and was sent hurtling to the ground as the person flung themselves at him.
"Darren, I'm so sorry for earlier… I just didn't know what to do, please forgive me." Chris sobbed into Darren's neck.
The shorter of the two encircled Chris's waist and rubbed his back, calming him down. After a few minutes, the sobs had turned into sniffles.
"Chris, can we close the door and move this to the couch?" Chris moved and closed the door before turning and seeing that Darren had got up and sat on the sofa with his arms outstretched signaling for Chris to sit a cuddle with him again.
Chris hesitantly went and sat with Darren, curling into his side and resting his head on Darren's shoulder, the way they would normally sit if they were watching a movie.
"We need to talk about this Chris…" Darren said gently. Chris sighed and moved away from the curly haired boy to sit on the other side of the sofa with his back to the arm of it.
"You first…" Chris said in a quiet voice, not meeting Darren's eyes. Darren mirrored the sigh that Chris had released seconds before.
"What happened earlier? Why did you run out like that? Please tell me Chris cause I feel like I'm going out of my mind here not knowing…" Darren said trying to get the younger boy to look him in the eye.
When Chris did look up and into Darren's eyes his breath caught in his throat at how much raw emotion he could see in them. Chris opened his mouth to speak but couldn't find the words. Darren acted on his instincts and sprung forward towards Chris, stopping mere millimeters from Chris' lips.
"If you don't want me to do this, say something Chris…" Darren said softly, staring into Chris' eyes. The younger boy was frozen in place and could feel Darren's breath wash over him, smelling the cinnamon coffee that he'd had earlier.
"Tell me you want it Chris… Tell me and I'll give it to you." Darren whispered to the boy in front of him. Chris gave the smallest of movements with his head and Darren crashed their lips together. Chris' hands automatically went to Darren's hair and tightened around his curls.
After a few minutes Chris pushed Darren away, leaving the curly haired boy confused.
"What's wrong? I thought you wanted this?" he asked.
"That's not the point… You're straight. You not supposed to kiss me." Chris replied.
"And yet that's basically what I do as a job…" Darren retorted.
"Don't you get it Chris? That wasn't Blaine kissing Kurt… that was me kissing you. I wanted to do that. You really think I'd risk everything we have if I didn't want it?" Darren asked taking a hold of one of Chris' hands and stroking it gently.
Chris didn't answer and didn't give Darren the chance to ask another question. He stood and pulled Darren up with him, looking him in the eye before crashing their lips together once more.
I know it's a little short but it's worth it, trust me :)
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