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Logan and Carlos where sitting in the waiting room trying to get James to calm down. Yeah, they were freaking out too but compared to James, they would be considered normal.
"James, you need to sit down, Kendall is going to be fine!" Logan said as he went and stood in front of his taller friend. "I am pretty sure that it is nothing to be worried about." Lie.
"How? How do you know that?"
"Because it didn't look like another heart attack to me okay? he did not seize up this time like he did that last time. The worst thing that it could of been was a stroke-" Oops, wrong thing to say.
"A stroke! That isn't good Logan! He could die from that!"
"James! You are going to end up on a hospital bed yourself here if you don't calm down!" Carlos said as he grabbed one of his friends arms. "Look at me, Kendall is a fighter okay? He is going to be fine."
James looked between Logan and Carlos. They both seemed pretty calm themselves but James knew better. They were just hiding it so they could calm him down.
"I can't... I can't loose him again." James said as he slowly backed into a chair and hide his face in his hands.
Sitting on both sides of him, Carlos and Logan tried to comfort their friend more.
"James, when I came in last night, the nurse said something about Kendall crying to you. What is that all about?" Carlos asked trying to get his mind off of now and to last night that seemed to be a good thing for him.
"I... I got him to talk."
"Yeah, we know that , but what did you tell him to get him to open up because I sure had a hell of a time getting him to say anything." Logan said.
"I told him, I finally told him."
Looking at Logan, Carlos broke into a huge smile.
"Finally?" James nodded into his hands. "What did he say to you?"
Before he could answer, Logan cut in on him.
"I am guessing that he said that he loved you too." James looked to Logan as if he had two heads.
"How did you know?"
"Will, Kendall has always been an open book to me, more than you guys so I kinda cornered him about it about a year before Gustavo came. I saw him checking you out one day in the locker room so I had to know." James turned red.
"You guys aren't mad or anything, right?"
"How could we be? We grew up with you guys! Its not like we are going to think about you guys any differently! I mean, Kendall will always be that same leader that we all know and love, and you will be the girly boy that likes his hair more than anything!"
Carlos got a punch for that one.
"Hey, I love Kendall way more that my hair."
Getting Logan and Carlos to chuckle a bit, a doctor stepped into the room.
"Kendall Knight?"
James shot out of his chair before Logan and Carlos could even comprehend what the doc had said.
"That's us, is he okay?"
"I am sorry but I can not tell you what is going on until a parent or guardian in present, is Mrs. Knight around?"
"um.. yeah, I called and she should be here in a few minutes, but is it okay if we go back and seem him?" Logan asked, he could tell that James was getting more pissed at this doctor by the minutes and he just needed something to calm him down. Kendall would be the only thing that would do that.
"Yes, he was moved to room 283, just right down the hall." James had taken off before the doctor could finish his sentence but Logan and Carlos were right behind him.
Stopping in the door way, the trio stared at what was their best friend.
He now had an oxygen mask on his face instead of a tube, thank god for James' sake because he didn't know what could of happened if he saw another one down his throat. The stupid heart monitor was hooked up again which was going to send James' into a frenzy anyway.
Surrounded by the whit sheets, white gown, and whit room, Kendall's naturally pale skin looked so much lighter that you would maybe mistake him for dead.
Slowly, James walked forward and took him by the hand. Scooting the chair as close as he could get it, James wouldn't take it eyes off of the blond. The lifeless feel in the boys hand made the tears start flowing down the pretty boy's face.
Logan and Carlos watched the scene play out with heart broken faces. They could tell that the boy was in love with the blond full and full, but they didn't deserve this. Not all of the heart break, just the reality of how thin life could be, torn them all apart.
Choosing, their spots to sit, the two watched at James cried into Kendall's hand.
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It has been about half an hour now and Mama Knight had shown up 15 minutes ago, leaving Katie at home, and was talking to the doctor alone.
Logan and Carlos walked back into the room with three cups of hot coffee knowing that it would calm the pretty boy down.
Handing it to James, Logan set his down on the table so he could slowly take James' hand out of Kendall's. He had stopped crying by now and just held a blank stare, witch was now refoucased into his coffee.
As Mama Knight stepped back into the room she looked towards James first and was worried for her almost son. He lived with them enough, even before BTR that he was just like her son.
Looking towards Logan and Carlos she let a small smile slip.
"He is going to be okay, just a reaction to the medication the started him on last night."
Logan and Carlos let out relieved sighs, at least he was going to be okay. Looking towards James though they saw a broken boy.
"James, did you hear? He is going to be okay!" Carlos said hoping to cheer the boy up.
Looking from his coffee, James' face held sadness and shattered hope.
"I... he needs to wake up for me to believe that."
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