Chapter 10: Sobs
Back to Bella's POV!
I woke up that morning with a pounding headache. I groaned and rolled over, smacking my alarm clock as hard as I could. I buried my head into my pillow and could feel the tears already starting to fill my closed eyes.
Again, nothing.
Which shuldn't surprise me, considering the dreams haven't come back in months but I always held out hoping I could get something.
Every morning I woke up sorely disappointed.
My body started to shake as I pushed myself closer to my mattress, wishing it could swallow me up. I balled my hands into fists and grabbed my hair, feeling the sobs ripe through my body.
I hated feeling so weak, letting fucking dreams affect me this way but if you had gotten so accustomed to something just to have it torn right from your hands-you'd probably feel the same damn way.
I knew it would make me feel better so I screamed and cured into my pillow which was now drenched in salty tears. That didn't help my headache one bit but at that point I could care less.
After a while I glanced up to my nightstand and saw a tall glass of water next to some asprin. I sat up and swallowed them down, grabbing the same note sitting to it.
Bells, you were pretty fucking messed up last night. I brought you home and changed you-you so owe me one, cuz. Seriously, gross. Take the medicine and stay in bed. You are gunna have one hell of a hangover. Rosie too. Good job girl. Call me when you're feeling better.
Love you little cuz!
~Em
Emmett was right. I did owe him one.
But until then, I took his advice and spent the rest of the day laying in bed, my knees brought up to my chest as I sat and read my first two books of my books.
That of course just brought back the tears.
A/N: I know I know, "Moni! That was shorter than usual!" I realize. It's just that this chap was a filler because a.) I couldn't just JUMP right into the good stuff now could I? ;) b.) We all needed to know what was going on with hungover Bella back home! and c.) We had to give Ali some time to put her plan into action.
But quick recap.
Thursday night Bells listened to Jessica bitch. Friday morning Bella was at in interview with Gianna, a friend of the girls. Afterwars her and her friends and family went to a bar and got drunk(well, Bella did most of the drinking haha) Then Saturday Bella spent most of the day hungover and in bed while Ali came up with a plan to help her friend who is slowly but surely becoming depressed. The next chapter will take place on Sunday, the day before the big interview with Jane Volturi. Edward is flying into town "tonight" (Saturday night) so you guys get to meet him next chapter! (Sunday!)
Okay, you know the drill!
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Peace Love Monica