Eli's POV:

I watched her anxiously, regretting my previous question. The heart monitor sped up intensively, the sounds coming more closer with every second.

What are you doing, you monster! Don't just let her sit there and drown in her worry from YOUR stupid question! Help her you dumb ass!

I flinched at the pleading voice in head. It had been so long since I had heard that voice and all I wanted to do was hear it again. I wanted it to linger in my skull and poison my brain with its angered sweetly sound's.

I sat in the chair unmoving desperately wanting the voice again even when Clare started to, what seemed like hyperventilating, I just sat there, pretending she was invisible like it was just me and my jewel.

Your really going to just sit there when it was your friend who raped her!

She was practically screaming now…and I loved it. Her anger only added fuel to my fire which was provoking her to yell at me for my sick and twisted game.

I noticed Clare grab the rails on the hospital bed; her breathing had quickened and sweat began to matt her red curls. Her blue eye's held onto mine like she was pleading for help, but I just remained unmoving in my spot and let her scream at me in my imagination.

I felt a brush on my arm and multiple hands on my shoulders dragging me towards the doorway. I smiled in anticipation knowing in the back of mind this would push jewel over the edge. She always hated when I made a scene in public, I, on the other hand didn't give a damn what people thought.

Elijah Goldsworthy your behavior is absolutely unacceptable! How could you let that poor girl suffer anymore than she already has!

The smirk on my lips slowly disappeared as I snapped back into reality. I shook my head as the doctors placed me on the hard hospital walls. She was right, what I did in that horrid room was unacceptable. Clare was crying out for help and I didn't do anything… I just sat there and watched.

Two Weeks Later

Clare's POV:

I laid motionless on the living room couch staring lifelessly at the TV ,pretending to watch an episode of Grey's Anatomy. It had been two weeks since what happened, and I wanted to desperately talk to Eli about what had happened at the hospital. I could remember his face like it was just yesterday. He was like a statue. Cold. Motionless…Evil. I shook my head tying yet failing to get Eli out of my head. Why did he have to rescue me in that ally. I mean I'm grateful that he saved me but why couldn't It have been a different person?

"Clare, hunny, how are you feeling?" My mom asked while dressed in a short mini skirt with fish stockings and a very revealing top.

" I'm feeling great mom!" I lied very unconvincingly and winced at my lower half while trying to prop myself up on the couch.

" Really? So there's no pain, you know, down there." She said like a two year old while blushing.

"UGH! No mom! There's no pain in my freakin vagina!" I said almost screaming at her puppy dog face.

"Oh ok… well if your feeling that well than would you mind going back to school today?" She whispered worried about upsetting me. Crap! I really did not feel like going to school today and having to put up with everyone picking at me! Plus my mid section was killing me! The silence grew intensively painful.

"Because I'm supposed to have a few clients coming over today." I raised my eyebrow in shock. My mom never had multiple guys over in one day. Damn, how broke were we?

" Yeah mom I can go to school…" You could actually hear the depression in my voice.

" Thank you sweetie. You should go get dressed, you don't want to be late." I eyed her with hatred when she glided down the hallway and into her bedroom.

I slowly moved from my warm and welcoming couch to my cold and abandoned bedroom. I paced to my closet and grabbed the most decent clothing I could find.

I slipped on a long sleeved baggy red striped shirt that barely hung off of my left shoulder. Then I forced myself to step into my black skinny jeans and bend down to tie my bulky DC's on my small feet. I took a deep breathe and a let It escape between my lips with a whistle. The painful part should be over for now. I had no problem with walking and sitting down, it was the bending and getting up that gave me the most difficulty.

I grabbed my chain wallet that read Black Veil Brides on it and tucked in my pocket while hooking the chain to my studded belt loop.

I strutted over to my half shattered mirror and began to straighten my red curls after they fell flat at my shoulder's, I teased the top back of my head and hung my bangs over my left eye. I looked myself over until I became satisfied with myself. I nodded then banged on my mom's door.

" Are you going to drive me or what?" I asked a bit to harshly than I intended to.

" Yes" She said while walking past me coolly and out the door. I reacted on impulse and gripped a floral vase and slammed it against the wall. I stared at the shattered pieces on the floor than turned my back as if it never even happened.

The drive to school was colder than the winter atmosphere, It was like someone turned the heat off…Permanently. I sighed as the school came into view.

" Have a good day at school and I lov-" I slammed the door, cutting her off letting her know I was pissed. I walked to locker with my head down afraid I would run into my… rapist.

Eli said he went to degrassi and If that guy was Eli's so called "BFF" than surly he went to degrassi as well…

Okay I know what your thinking! "Damn this girl writes slow!" but I have really bad writers block! Okay! So don't blame me! ;)

But I want to thank all the people who have been reading and I promise the next one will be up tomorrow or today since its 1am already! But there will be a lot of drama in the next chapter! Love yall so much!