Work felt longer than usual I don't know if it was because of the amount of work I got thrown at me or my anxiousness to go see Billy and fix everything. Ever since Jeremy started his "rival" business it's been sort of tough for Grey to deal with but, I respect him for his decision and India surprisingly hasn't been that mean to me which is definitely a good thing since I already had enough on my plate.
"Jane may I see you in my office." Oh what more could Grey throw at me now. "Sit down, I have an important job for you." I sighed and waited to hear what I had to do. " I know you and Jeremy are on civil terms but, his new company is starting to hurt us and we need to find out a way to take him down." How could I do this? Jeremy was my friend, I didn't want to ruin his new company that he's so happy about. What do I do? "Grey I'm not sure if I can do this.." before I could finish I was cut off by Grey " I know you are friends with him Jane but, this is your job and if you plan on keeping it I suggest you do as you are told, now I have a meeting so I'm going to need you to please leave my office." Oh great as if today couldn't get any worse...
Finally it was time to leave luckily I didn't have any confrontation with Eli today, he was sweet but, Billy was the only one for me I just hope I can turn this entire situation around. I raced home to change my outfit and fix myself up. I had butterflies in my stomach as I picked out the perfect outfit. It was a black skirt and a lilac colored blouse that I had made myself. I added some accessories to make the outfit complete and started to head towards the door. Just as I was about to leave Ben caught me "Hey Jane um where are you going? and why are you all dressed up..? I needed to tell him. "Ben, I'm not waiting any longer I'm letting Billy know how I really feel I've waited too long and I'm making him mine." I felt better just saying that maybe things would go well. "I see you are taking Rita's advice, I love you Jane and just let your heart do the talking. That was pretty deep wasn't it Jane?" Hearing Ben laugh at himself made me laugh for the first time in what felt like forever. "Very funny Ben I love you too and I'll be back soon."
My hands were shaking as I made my way to Billy's house. I can't believe I'm really going to do this. Taking a deep breath I made my way up the sidewalk and knocked on the door. Slowly the door opened and I held my breath as Billy appeared. I memorized every detail every movement because I wanted to remember this moment forever. "Billy I need to tell you something I've waited so long and I can't pretend anymore. I lo..." I was just about to finish when I saw Zoe appear wearing only a towel. "Jane what's going on you know that we have our ups and downs but, you can tell me anything." I was so crushed. "Look Billy Iloveyou.." I blended all my words together tears were already gathering in my eyes. I ran down his sidewalk hoping to make it home as fast as I could. Billy stayed at the door in complete shock watching me go and looking at Zoe realizing he made the biggest mistake of his life and that he needed to fix this.