Jane's P.O.V
Stepping over the threshold and entering my house for the first time since the accident felt like an out of body experience. Just stepping out of the car I already begun to remember little moments. I could tell Billy and Ben were anxious to see if anything else in the house would affect me in any way. Billy escorted me to my bedroom. Opening the door I recognized it from my "memory flash" I had before. Walking over to the bed I knew I had seen it before. I saw it in my dream where Billy and me were laying down on the bed. Also, in the dream I leaned over and kissed him and now I was beginning to want that to be reality right now. I couldn't help but secretly glance over at him as he was watching my every movement. "Do you remember anything Janey?" Yes that I have feelings for you and want to be with you.. I wish I had the courage to say that. "I remember my bed and most of the room from the dream I had in the hospital and from earlier." I saw a puzzled expression form across his face. "What was the dream you had in the hospital? You didn't mention that." Maybe telling him would help clarify things. "The dream wasn't that long but we were both laying down on the bed and I had leaned over and kissed your cheek. It was just a little moment." He took a minute to think over what I had just said before it had seemed like he realized what I was talking about. "I think I remember why we were like that, it was when I had told you that you were my best friend and that I never wanted to lose you." I was slightly disappointed in hearing that it didn't have anything to do with us being romantically involved. "Oh well that clears that up." Just then I remembered something.. I saw a fuzzy memory of him sitting with some girl on a blanket watching a movie in the park. They were laughing and looked happy. They looked like a couple… That must be why that memory I had was only him talking about our friendship. I didn't know why it hurt so much since I didn't really remember a lot, but I felt like my heart had been stabbed….
Billy's P.O.V
I was so anxious as Jane stepped inside the house. I was hoping that for some strange reason she would remember her feelings for me and we could be together. I know it's a long shot since she barely remembers who I am or Ben her own brother for that matter, but a guy could only dream… I led her to her bedroom hoping that would trigger some memories. She walked inside and took everything in for a few minutes. Breaking the silence I spoke up. "Do you remember anything Janey?" I watched as she paused and then answered. She told me she remembered the room and her bed, but the thing that stood out was that she had a dream involving her bed. This was the first I was hearing of her dream. Jane explained that she remembered us laying on the bed and her leaning in to kiss my cheek. I would never forget that moment. It was when I screwed things up by not telling her that when I said "It's you Janey" I meant you're the love of my life, the person I want to spend forever with. Instead I messed up and said that it meant she was my best friend. She was so much more than that though. What I would give to go back to that moment and redo everything. For some odd reason she looked disappointed when I told her what that moment was. She only responded back "Oh well that clears that up." Just then I saw her eyes do that flickering thing again and I noticed her eyes close for a minute. I knew that she was remembering something but when her eyes reopened she didn't look like she wanted to talk about it. Jane looked kind of upset. I would ask her about her memory later but for right now I just needed to be here for her. I grabbed her hand and led her to the bed. "Come here Janey let's just lie down for a few minutes. I know being back home is a lot but it's good that you are beginning to remember things even if it is only little memories." She quietly took my hand and laid her head on my chest. I couldn't help but think about what was bothering her at the moment.. She looked broken… I needed to fix whatever had happened.
Jane's P.O.V
Billy grabbed my hand and told me to come lie down. I couldn't shake that memory out of my mind. Who was that girl? I felt so crushed that Billy must've had a girlfriend. What was I going to do? I felt broken inside. It's crazy what just a few days of being with someone can do to you. I don't know how I'm going to deal with this….
xxx I hope everyone is enjoying the story so far. In the next chapter it's time for Jane to return to school. What's going to happen when she see's Zoe aka. the girl who she keeps seeing with Billy in her flashes of memory and Zoe and Billy still have some problems to work out. Will Jane seeing Billy and Zoe together in person send her over the edge again?