Jane's P.O.V
Crying yourself to sleep is never fun and I knew today was going to be harder than I could ever imagine now that I knew everything. When was I going to feel happy again? I started back at work today so at least I would have that to distract me but I still needed to get through school. I was starving so I decided to go make myself some breakfast. "Good morning Ben." He looked up from the newspaper noticing I was finally up. "Morning Jane, how did you sleep?" I didn't want to worry him so I planned on keeping the whole crying part a secret. "It was okay. Not really looking forward to school today but at least work should distract me later." I really hope it did because I needed something, anything to get my mind off Billy. Thankfully Ben had come in my room last night to remind me about work and to give me directions and information on my job and the company. He explained that he hadn't really been there that much but he was at one of the fashion shows a while ago so he knew of Grey who was my manager. "I think it will kiddo just hang in there. You are one strong girl and I know you can get through this." I gave him a quick hug and had a small bowl of cereal before heading to my room to get dressed. I decided on a blue lace top and black pants with a red belt. I then picked out some red heels to go with the outfit and a stunning pair of red earrings. I looked in the mirror took a deep breath and prepared myself for what was to come.
Billy's P.O.V
I got absolutely no sleep last night. This was a lot harder than I had imagined. I was prepared for Jane to ignore me today and I remembered my thoughts last night. I had to just distance myself from her for the time being because it seemed like that's what she wanted and I would let her have her way. I was just broken on the inside though.. My brother who is never home randomly came through the door last night saying he was going to stick around for a while. Even he noticed something was up with me but I locked myself in my room to just be alone. I got up this morning took a shower and quickly ate a piece of toast. It was weird eating at home usually I spent my morning's at Jane's house… I was going to miss that. "Billy look I've only been here for what less than 24 hours and I already see something's up with you. I may not be the smartest person in the world but don't you remember that conversation we had a while back?" He came out of nowhere but I did remember when he had told me to tell Jane I loved her. "Yes but, you don't understand this time things are different.. More complicated." He spoke up. "Look I know this may come shocking but I wasn't completely shut out from the world. I heard about Jane's accident but when have you ever let anything stop you? Look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love her.." He waited for a second and knew I wasn't going to say anything so he kept speaking. "See you do love her so what's stopping you? I don't care about her not remembering or that you've had previous girlfriends.. Look Billy I know I haven't been a good brother but I don't like seeing you like this.. please promise me you will tell her how you really feel." He was right but I couldn't at a time like this. "She won't even talk to me.. She basically said she doesn't even want to be around me. This time it's serious." He rolled his eyes. "With that attitude you basically are begging for Jane to keep ignoring you. You don't take no for an answer hear me. I want you to go to school today and tell Jane." I knew I would probably regret his advice seeing as Jane pretty much hated me right now but I would give it a shot. "Fine, thanks bro it means a lot. I'm glad you are back." He smiled "No problem and I am too." I rushed out the door determined to win my Janey back.