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Chapter 4

Callen, still holding Jackie, walked over and sat in one of the uncomfortable waiting room chairs and set Jackie on his lap. He was trying to hold back the tears that were flooding his eyes but slowly one slipped, then another and another till he couldn't hold them in any longer and he was crying no stop. Jackie sensing something was wrong started to cry as well and held onto Callen with all her strength, her tiny hands gripping Callen's shirt.

Cayden needing comfort at seeing his sister and dad crying turned to Deeks and held up hi arms silently requesting to be picked up. Deeks had a look of panic in his face, looking around at his team wondering what he should do. When his eyes landed on Hetty, she gave a slight nod silently telling him to do as the child requested. Deeks bent down and picked up the small boy in his strong arms. Cayden hid his face in Deek's neck and started to cry.

The team looked around at each other and silently agreed to let Callen into see Kensi first. So when fifteen minutes finally rolled around and the nurse came out to take someone to her room they all urged him on.

Callen slowly walked towards Kenai's room, thinking about how much she might have changed. When they finally made to her door, Callen stayed outside scared to enter and the accident to become a reality, but he knew he had to face it some time and he entered the room quietly.

Kensi was lying in a huge hospital bed, looking deathly pale and very small behind all of the tubes and machines going into her body. The only sound in the room coming for the beeping of her heart monitor. She had a huge white cast propped up on a pillow, and bandages all over her face and arms. He was slightly glad that he couldn't see the rest of her body scared of what she could look like.

He pulled a chair up to the side of her bed and sat down staring at her for a few minutes not taking his eyes off her as if she would disappear if he did. Eventually he worked up enough courage to hold her hand gently.

"You know I should be mad at you," Callen started, "I should hate you for keeping my children away from me, but then I look at you and I just can't. Believe me, I don't forgive you that will take some time but that can wait until you are awake, and at your house. I just can't believe you could do this to me. I loved you so much, I still do love you and when you left I was devastated, but that talk can wait until you are up. what I am going to say is you better get better quick because I have o idea how to do this take care of two kids, I don't even know them. I don't know what they like, how am I ever supposed to do anything. Just please come back for them, for the team, for me. I love you see you soon."

Callen kissed Kensi's knuckles, stood up and kissed her forehead, and left. As he was walking to the waiting room he was trying to figure out how he was going to do this.

When he got to the waiting room the team stood up and walked over to him.

"How is she?" questioned Deeks.

"She looks bad, like she has ho life left in her," replied Callen in a dead tone.

"Mr. Callen, I think you should take the twins to their house seeing as they can't see her since they are too young. We will call if anything happen," said Hetty in a calm tone. She reached out her hand and gave him a slip of paper, "this is her address."

"Thanks," responded Callen then turned to the kids, "come on guys lets get you home."

"Can we have something to eat?" asked Cayden.

"Sure, what would you like?"

"Subway, please."

"OK, let's go."

Callen opened the back door to the rented car and was surprised to find two car seats buckled in and ready to be used. So Callen put them in and buckled them up making sure it was secure and hoped into the driver's seat. He pulled out of the parking space and drove out of the lot. After driving aimlessly for five minutes he finally found and subway. He parked the car and got out. Allen walked to the back of the car and opened the door to let the kids out. He grabbed their hands and walked into the Subway.

After ten minutes in the store they came out with their bag of food and stated towards the house.

It took Callen another five minutes to finally find the house and when he did he was surprised. It was a two story house with a huge front yard.

The kids ran up to the house and pulled a key out from under a table leg, unlocked the door and walked in.

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