Hey sorry this took so long, I know I promised it would be up soon but everything got really hectic. I went to the hospital again, then I had to make up like a weeks worth of work, then I had finals, and that's where I am now but I had most of it finished by the time in could work on it again, so I got it done pretty fast. Again i am super sorry but i will make it up to you I have the next chapter all planned out so if I have nothing to do (I don;t have anything planned) I should have the next chapter up tonight.
Disclaimer: I on't own NCIS L.A., I wish i did... but I don't
It's been a four days since Kensi got worse, four days since the doctor's told them Kensi was going brain dead, four days since she was put on life support, three since they gave her a feeding tube, two days since the doctor's told them it wasn't reversing still, and one day since they told them she was brain dead.
The team was still practically living at the hospital, claiming to the doctors that they weren't leaving until she got better or died. They weren't all going to leave her side for all the money in the world, but they did still leave from time to time individually. They each had their own little bonding time with the twins, while they were trying to distract the two from their mom who was currently lying in a hospital bed, most likely never to wake up. Truths was though it was more to distract themselves then the kids and at one point Nell, Deeks, and Sam were literally fighting to be the ones to take the twins out to dinner because when they were with the twins they felt closer to Kensi. They saw so much of Kensi in the little boy and little girl. From Cayden's brown hair and brown eyes that was the spitting image of Kensi to Jackie's personality that made her seem she was Kensi just child size.
Right now it was three in the afternoon and the twins were begging someone to take them to the park. The team quickly agreed but the problem was they couldn't decide who it would be.
"No it's my turn I haven't taken them anywhere in two days," Eric told his team.
"That is not true, you took them to the cafeteria down stair yesterday," Nell told her partner.
"Oh yeah because that was such a long time!" Eric yelled at Nell, he didn't mean to. Everyone has been getting really frustrated lately the closer it came to the day they had decided that they were going to pull the plug. Everyone was on edge hoping that today was the day Kensi's comatose state would change for the better.
"How about the two of you take them to the park," Hetty interrupted the fighting, "they both love the swings and one of you can't push them at the same time."
"Ok, that's fine with me," Nell told Eric as she walked over to Jackie and picked her up to take her to the car.
"Yeah that works," Eric said as he too walked over and picked up Cayden to take him to the car, "Sorry I yelled at you Nell, I just really miss Kensi and being with them makes me feel like she is awake and with us," Eric explained.
"It's ok, I understand," Nell told Eric as she checked the twins seat belts then climbed into the passenger seat as Eric got into the driver's seat, "I feel the same too, they are just like her.
Eric nodded then started the car and went to the park. The twins ran to the swings as soon as they were set free from their car seats, and Nell and Eric followed after them. When they went to push them Jackie cried out," NOOOOO, we can do it," then they both frantically started pumping their legs trying to get he swings to start going, but there small legs weren't strong enough to budge the swing.
"How about we just start the swing for you?" Eric asked them from his place behind Jackie's swing, they both nodded then Nell and Eric pulled them back and were just about to let go when…
"NO YOU'RE NOT DOING IT RIGHT!" Cayden cried from his swing, "PUT ME DOWN I DON'T WANT YOU TO DO IT. MOMMY DOES IT BETTER!"
"How does Mommy do, we can do it that way if you want," Nell told them as she gently put Cayden down so the swing was in its resting spot. Cayden and Jackie shook their heads and hopped off the swings.
"No it's ok, I only like it when Mommy does it," Cayden whispered with a few tears still falling down his cheeks, "but can you play in the sand with us."
"We can build a sand castle!" Jackie exclaimed running a little ways away and sitting in the sand, Cayden only steps behind her. Eric and Nell followed behind and sat in the sand next to them.
Twenty minutes later the twin decided that the castle was done, but in reality it looked more like a pile of sand then a castle.
"What do you two want to do now?" Nell asked the two kids.
"Um, can we get some ice cream?" Cayden questioned, while he stood up off the sand and started brushing the sand off his butt.
"Of course, let's go to the car," Eric told them then picked Jackie up and they walked toward the car.
Four ice creams, and two messy faces later they were back at the hospital, as soon as they enter the waiting room they ran up to their daddy and told them all about what happened when Eric and Nell took them out to the park and for ice cream. "Sounds like you two had a fun time," Callen responded to their story.
"Yeah, it was sooo much fun," Jackie exclaimed dragging out the 'so.'
"Ok, why don't you guys play with Rush Hour over there on the table while I talk to Hetty," Callen told his kids, they both nodded then ran over to the game on the table while Callen walked over to the team standing in a circle talking. "So it went well?"
Eric and Nell nodded, "Except when they started freaking out when we didn't push them on the swings right," Nell told him.
"Oh, I forgot to tell you that," Hetty told the two computer geniuses, "Kensi pushes them a certain way."
Just then Cayden and Jackie walked up, "What up you two?" Deeks questioned the two kids.
"Can we go home and get some things?" Cayden questioned.
"Sure I will take you guys right now," Hetty and Callen replied at the same time.
"No, we want Sammy, Deeks, Nelly, and Eric to take us," Jackie replied, and the four of them looked up at Hetty and Callen with horrified faces, they haven't been at Kensi's house this whole time they have been here.
"Are you sure you want us to go?" Sam questioned Jackie, he was nervous and he didn't want to feel like he's intruding on her personal space.
"Yep, now let's go," Jackie said immediately grabbing Sam and Deeks hands and started for the door. Cayden grabbed Nell and Eric and followed behind Jackie. They all climbed in the car and head toward the house. When they turned on the street they came across a huge two story house with a nice big back yard and a few trees and bushes. They parked the car in the drive way and waked up to the house, Sam put the key into the door and opened it up. The inside of the house was beautiful, the four team members went over to sit on the white living room couch when the twins went running upstairs. Ten minutes later they still haven't come back down so the four stood up and went upstairs to go looking for them.
There were five closed door and they had no idea which room was which so they went to the one on the far right side to find a room with a desk in the center of the room and bookshelves filled with books all around the rooms. The next door was an ocean themed bathroom.
The next door they went to was the master bedroom with a huge king sized bed, and pictures lining the walls, something drew them to stay in here they couldn't walk out, was it the Kensi's perfume, was it Kensi's clothes lying all over the bed probably from the morning of the accident. They don't know but they all walked in further and looked around the room. They all had the feeling of intruding on Kensi personal space but they couldn't stop they need to see more.
Eventually Deeks came across a photo book filled with pictures of the kids and her with the kids. The book was full to the brim; the first picture was of the twins lying side by side with their hands under their chins smiling brightly at the camera. The next picture was of Kensi holding Jackie over her head the two were looking at each other and Kensi had a breath taking smile on her face, she couldn't have been happier, they thought. Next was a picture of Kensi and Cayden playing in what looked like the living room Cayden looked to be a year old standing up on his feet watching his mommy intensely as she was pulling apart a toy. After that there was a picture of the twins sitting on a window sill with Kensi sitting on a chair next to the window, Jackie is looking at the cars passing by while Cayden was leaning on his mom's arm smiling and Kensi was smiling back. The last picture they looked at was Cayden sitting at the dining room table; it looked like she was helping teach him write his name.
Just then they heard a noise behind them, "Mommy didn't teach us how to write all the letters yet," Cayden whispered. Deeks shut the book but didn't put it down, I'm going to take this to the hospital, Deeks thought.
"Don't worry buddy, you will learn them," Sam told Cayden.
"Will mommy teach them to me?" Cayden questioned tilting his head to the side and stared at Sam intently. They didn't know how they were going to tell him that it most likely won't be possible for Kensi to do that.
"How about this?" Nell started kneeling down beside Cayden, "Eris and I teach you up until 'y' then your mommy can finish it off by teaching how to write a 'z.' Does that sound like a deal?"
Cayden smiled brightly, "Yep" then he ran off to go and tell his sister the news.
"Let's hope they will learn how to write a 'Z.'"
Please Review aleret and favorite. On my profile i found pictures like what i imagined oin the scrapebook so you can look at those, and what the house looks like, and Cayden and Jackie look like.