Sorry it has been so long since the chapter, I have been really busy getting ready for state testing, finals, three projects, two speeches, and a three page essay.

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It has been a couple of days since the twins have left for Los Angeles, the boys have spent every waking moment trying to help Kensi remember but so far nothing has changed.

"This is useless, I will never remember!" Kensi groaned into her pillow tired of them telling her different facts and stories about what has happened in her life. Deeks has been in her room with her for the past few hours telling her different stories about cases and undercover ops they had done together. Callen and Sam had left about thirty minutes ago to grab lunch down in the cafeteria.

"Sure it will Kens," Deeks soothed, they have been getting along very well the last few days, Kensi really likes Deeks and can see why he was her best friend, "You are just not trying, do you even want to remember because it seems like you are still waiting for something to happen."

"Of course I want to remember!" Kensi yelled, she was getting really frustrated with the large blank spot in her memory.

"You're no still waiting for Jack aren't you?" Deeks questioned warily, Kensi had been seemed distracted the past few hours like she was expecting someone to walk through the door.

"No," Kensi stated rather quickly then paused, "well maybe," pause, "I don't know, it's just I feel like he didn't leave, that I still know him."

Deeks sighed, Kensi seems very vulnerable as this teenager she has become in her head, and if Kensi Marie Blye is one thing it is most certainly not vulnerable, that's not how he could ever imagine someone calling her in a million years and here he is now see that it is true, that Wonder Women can fall and be a scared child a times too. "Maybe you should try coming to terms with it and maybe that will help you," Deeks told her.

"How am I supposed to do that?"

"I don't know, maybe say out loud that he is not coming back," Deeks told her hoping with all his heart that this would work.

"Jack isn't coming back," Kensi mumbled incoherently.

"What was that?" Deeks asked her.

"Jack isn't coming back," Kensi stated again in a whisper.

"I am so sorry I am having trouble hearing you can you say that again," Deeks asked her.

"Jack it's coming back," Kensi yelled, "Ok you happy I said it. Jack isn't coming back, I will never see him again, is that what you wanted to hear."

"Yes actually it was," Deeks smiled at her, a triumphant look on his face, "Do you feel any better now?"

"Maybe a little bit," Kensi mumbled unhappy to admit defeat.

"Yes, victory, I was right," Deeks smiled doing a little happy dance from where he was standing, "I believe you owe me a thank you."

"You want a thank you," Kensi asked, "Well here is your thank you," Kensi smirked and threw a pillow at his head. Deeks and Kensi started laughing hysterically and suddenly it felt like her leaving and the accident never happened, everything was back to normal. But it wasn't back to normal in the end, Kensi's memory was still gone and those five years apart did happen, but in those few minutes where Deeks and Kensi were laughing happily without a care in the world and it was back to normal.


I am so sorry the chapter is so short, I became stuck after this part. So can you guys give me ideas of what you would like to happen next they would be very much appreciated.

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