A few days later

Randy hasn't heard from John so he takes matters into his own hands. He decides to go see him even though he's sure he is still upset but he couldn't just sit back and do nothing about it. He wanted nothing more than to be with John but first he wanted to make sure that he was okay. Getting off the bus he headed to John's place. After knocking on the door a few times there still was no answer so he used his keys they gave him to get inside. Looking around he saw that the place was a mess. Trash and clothes were all over the floor. He made his way upstairs to the master bedroom. John wasn't there so he tried the guest bedroom and saw him asleep in the bed. Going back downstairs he made John something to eat and sat it on the dresser next to the bed then went on to clean up the house.

John woke up when he smelt the food. Looking around he saw it on the dresser. Having not eaten for a while he quickly ate it. When he was done he took the tray downstairs. Stopping in the living room he saw that it was clean. Sighing he went to the kitchen. Randy was washing the dishes. "What are you doing here?"

Randy turned to john "You weren't answering your phone and I was worried."

"I told you that I was fine." John said walking off.

Randy went after him. "You might be many things right now John but okay isn't one of them."

John sighed and sat on the stairs. "Everyone hates me." He said wiping his face. "My family is ignoring me and so is Kelly. I don't have anyone now."

"You have me." Randy said sitting down next to him. "And I'm not going anywhere."

"Why?" John asked looking over at him.

Randy looked down. "Because I really…care about you and I don't want you to be alone."

John got up. "What am I suppose to do now?"

"Don't give up on them yet." Randy said. "Just give it some times and everything will work out."

John looked down. "I can still hear all those horrible things he said to me."

Randy stood up and pulled John into a hug. "I know."

John sighed and hugged him back. "Don't leave me Randy because I don't want to be alone anymore."

Randy smiled "I told you, I'm not going anywhere."

OOO

"What have you been doing the past few days?" Randy asked John, they were sitting outside on the edge of the pool with their legs in the water.

John shook his head. "Lying in bed and I took a two week vacation from work so I could be alone." He looked over at Randy. "There is something I've wanted to tell you. I was going to tell you a few days ago but then everything happened."

Randy looked over at him. "What is it?"

John took Randy's hand "Well we've known each other for a while now and my feelings for you have changed into something more and I think-" He looked behind him when he heard his name being called. "Kelly?"

Kelly walked over to them. "I knocked but there was no answer. John, can I talk to you?"

"I should go." Randy said starting to get up.

"No you can stay." Kelly said "I won't be long I just needed to talk to him."

John nodded and looked over at Randy. "I'll be back in a minute."

John and Kelly went inside and into the living room. John sat on the couch and Kelly sat in the chair. They say there staring anywhere but at each other.

"Do you love him?" Kelly finally said.

John nodded "Yes I do."

Have you always had these feelings for men?" Kelly asked.

"I only felt attracted to them." John said. "Randy was the first man I felt something more that attraction for. It scared me at first and I didn't know what to do but once I accepted who I really was it felt like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders."

Kelly got up and sat next to him. "So you've been having these feeling since you were young then?" He nodded "Why didn't you say anything?"

"Because everything I feared would happen just did." John sighed "My family won't even talk to me now and you hate me as well. Kelly I really did love you and the last thing I wanted to do was to hurt you, that's why I didn't say anything."

"I don't hate you John." Kelly said "I guess a part of me knew the truth but I didn't want to accept it."

"So what do we do now?" John asked.

"I'm going to move in with my sister." Kelly sighed "I just wanted to make sure that you were okay and I love you too John. All I want is for you to be happy."

John smiled and reached over and hugged Kelly. "Will you stay in touch?"

Kelly nodded "Of course I will." She pulled back "I'm going to come back later to get my things."

"Okay" John said. After she left he went back outside and joined Randy by the pool.

Randy looked back just as John sat down next to him. "Is everything okay?"

John smiled "Surprisingly it is."

"What do you mean?" Randy asked.

"She's moving in with her sister." John said. "She said she understands and she still loves me."

"I told you." Randy said. "Your family will come around too."

"Thank you." John said. "You know just want to say to make me feel better."

"What were you going to say before?" Randy asked. "Before Kelly came?"

John sighed and shook his head "Every time I try to get it out I get interrupted."

Randy looked down "Well I wanted to tell you something as well."

John nodded "Okay."

Randy cleared his throat. "I don't want you to freak out but I think I might be in love with you."

"What?" John said "Man I wanted to tell you first."

Randy looked over at John. "Really?"

John smiled "Yeah I've been waiting for the perfect moment but kept getting interrupted." He leant over and kissed Randy. "I think I'm in love with you too."

Randy sighed "It's so good to hear you say that. I was scared that you might not feel the same way."

"So where do we go from here?" John asked.

Randy shrugged "Dating I guess."

John leant in like he was going to kiss Randy but instead he pushed him into the pool. "Sorry it was an accident." He said smiling.

Randy wiped his face and smiled. "So was this." He said pulling John in with him. They fought around in the water until they locked eyes.

"You're eyes are so beautiful." John said making Randy blush. "And you're cute when you blush."

Randy looked up at the sky when he heard thunder. "We better head inside it looks like it's going to rain."

After changing into dry clothes they were in the living room and while watching TV it was very hard for them to stop looking at each other.

"We're acting like two teenagers." Randy said smiling.

"Yeah." John said "By the way my clothes fit you perfectly."

"They smell like you as well." Randy said.

They stared at each other again. Leaning into each other and just as they were about to kiss someone knocked on the door. John groaned "Hang on." He said getting up and answering it. The smile on his face dropped when he saw who was on the other side. "Mom?"

A/N Thanks 4 all the reviews and the next chapter will be up soon.