CPOV
What have I done? Why did I do it? I don't even love Lissa. I love Rose even though she may be an Ivashkov but that doesn't change anything! When I saw her face it was marked in so much pain that it looked as if she was dying inside. She probably was after all I kissed her best friend! The strange thing was that Liss didn't know why we were kissing neither could I. When Rose burst out crying we snapped out it almost instantly.
-Flashback-
"Hey Liss; you seen Rose?" I asked.
"No Chris but she's probably in her room. Want me to go with you?" she replied.
I looked at her light rose pink lips; they were so beautifully curved. Her emerald green eyes twinkled in the light. Everything about her was beautiful even her golden yellow hair. She made me want to kiss her so much. Before I knew what was happening we were kissing practically making out as my hand went up her shirt. That's when a sob broke out.
-End of Flashback-
I saw Rose in the forest that's when my heart shattered. I caused her all this me! When she said "Bye Chris..." I wanted to run to her and shout to the world that I loved her only her but she ran off; out of the wards. I was going to run after but Alberta held me back; I twisted and tried to break free only to see Lissa and Adrian in the same situation with Yuri and Stan holding them back. We were dragged back to the school were we were sat in Alberta's office. I was anxious to find about Rose that I kept staring at the door in anticipation.
"Christian why did Rose run?" Dimitri asked,
"Because Lissa and I kissed," I could see him about to reply "No...Dimitri, I don't know why I kissed her it felt like I had to kiss her."
"Christian did it ever occur to you that you might have been compelled?" Adrian asked.
I looked at Lissa who looked right back at me, "No Christian I didn't compel you I swear it!"
"If you didn't compel me; who did? And who could be strong enough to compel a spirit user..." I asked looking at Adrian who looked deep in thought.