AN: Sorry about the HUGE delay I've been busy with exams, holidays and starting a levels. Also major lack of inspiration.
Chapter 3
Riley looked deep into her eyes; he knew this was going to hurt her but he just had to tell her. It wasn't in his nature not to.
"You slept with her... me?!" Buffy exclaimed and then proceeded to storm out of Riley's dorm.
How could he do this to me, especially with HER? I can't believe she did this again. Well actually...I can.
As she collapsed onto her bed in her own dorm she was flooded with emotions; a deep-seated feeling of betrayal, an overwhelming amount of anger and hurt followed by a tsunami of jealousy.
The betrayal, anger and hurt she could deal with but the jealousy...that was a curious one.
It tossed and turned her about making her insides flail about and her mind scream for air desperate to keep from drowning in the overpowering torrent of confusion.
She was obviously jealous seeing as her boyfriend had cheated on her. With someone way more experienced in the bedroom department than her, to make it worse. But that wasn't all she was feeling. What she was truly feeling she couldn't quite fathom.
The truth was too scary for her to admit to. (and coming from a slayer who faced demons, vampires and apocalypses on a daily basis that was saying something)
Playing through her mental images of Riley and Faith together she realised she was fixated on Faith. She imagined Faith in her true form and relished every detail. The soft curvature of her body, the rough beauty of her face, she imagined how it would feel to run her hands through the brunette's hair and to be able to lay kisses all over that body. Soon the truth lay before her. Undeniable and unchangeable. She was more jealous of Riley than of Faith.