When we reached Finnick's room I dashed into his bathroom and locked the door.

"I don't trust you to not sneak a peek." I yelled through the door, grinning.

He chuckled. "Damn, can you blame me for trying?"

"Of course I can." I giggled, then stripped and dived into the shower. I hummed to myself as I finished and borrowed one of his towels. I dried myself and got changed in my dry clothes, then stepped back into his room. He was smirking at me.

"Enjoy that?" He winked, and I smirked.

"Yes, exactly the same as the one in my room. I thought you don't go to this school."

He shrugged. "I know, I only teach, but this term cause I'm working like every day they figured they should give me a room so I don't have to commute."

"Oh...okay then."

"Don't tell Glimmer."

"Why not?"

He shrugged again. "It's none of her business. I also fell out with Mom and Dad over what I wanted to do when I was older so I got kicked out. That was...another reason for why I'm here."

"Oh, I'm sorry."

He sat up on his bed. "Nah, it's cool. Dad wanted me to go into medicine like he did, but I wanted to do other things. Mom was so proud of Glim when she was accepted here, and I was pretty much a disappointment." I sat down next to him and ran my nails up his arm. He grinned.

"That feels nice."

I didn't reply, just kept on running my nails up and down.

After a minute I spoke. "Getting into here was the biggest achievement...ever." I laughed. "Nobody believed it when they found out I was moving. There we had smaller aspirations. Be a coal miner, a healer. Maybe, if you worked really hard and had the money, you could be a proper doctor. But only for your district. People are somewhat disgusted to know where you came from. Like you were."

"I said I was sorry. I didn't mean it. I was just upset that you were treating me like you treat everyone else."

"What? Like a normal person? You aren't any different to everyone else."

He took the hand that was scratching. "But I want to mean something more to you. I don't know how you did it, but all I can think about is like..your hair. Your hair looks so soft, I wanted to touch it, feel if it looked as soft as it looked. And to kiss your lips." He didn't even finish his rant before he cupped my cheek and kissed me. Just a small kiss. Sweet, and soft. He groaned, and soon our kisses became more frenzied, more desperate. Something inside me was growing, in the pit of my stomach. The first time I felt this feeling was in the pool with Finnick, or thinking about that kiss.

Desire. I was hungry for him. A growl came out of Finnick's throat and he twisted us so he was on top, in between my legs. I could feel how hard he had become already, and as if by instinct, I knew what to do next. I ground into him.

This seemed to be the right thing to do, as he smirked and lent in to kiss me again, grinding into me. The hand which was on my hip began trailing up my waist, and he cupped my bra, rubbing his thumb over where my nipple was. I gasped and he did it again, only with more pressure. A groan slipped from my throat, and he sat backward slightly and lifted the hem off my shirt. I got the message, and lifted my arms in the air so he could pull it off. His lips connected with mine again as he pushed me back onto the bed, hands exploring more of my skin now. I wrapped my legs around his hips, and when he thrust into me, I felt more of him, even though we were separated by clothes.

Finnick's hands wandered to the back of my bra and a second later, the bra was off. Finnick smirked as he took in the view, then began kissing down my neck. My legs slipped from around his waist as he moved down south, licking and sucking as much as he could get. He kissed the valley between my breasts once before attacking my nipples. I gasped. I'd never felt this...pleasure before. If one nipple was in his mouth, the other was being teased by his fingers. His tongue...was skillful. I felt myself push my chest outward, and his eyes rested on me.

"So fucking beautiful, Katniss."

Because he wasn't concentrating on me, my head cleared for a second, before realising that I wanted to see more of him. Now. I reached over and pulled at the hem of his shirt, and soon that was off too. He kissed me, pulling my chest to his, and my heart jumped at the feeling of his chest touching mine. It was a whole different feeling entirely. Heat radiated off him as he attacked my neck. He fiddled with the button of my shorts and he yanked them down. His were off soon later and I couldn't help but be fearful. His erection protruding from his boxers looked...big. I gulped.

Finnick frowned. "Have you done this before?"

I shook my head, feeling panicked.

He leaned down and pecked my lips. His hand stroked my hair. "I'll stop if you want me to. I'm not going to pressure you into anything. I've been checked and I do wear condoms, so..."

"I don't want you to stop."

Finnick smiled, kissing me again. "Okay then." He leaned back and fingered the sides of my knickers. I lifted my hips up so he could remove them easier. He grinned as he removed his, and I felt my eyes widen as I took in the size of him. The...what...wow. How the heck can I accommodate that? I didn't have time to think before I saw his hand slide down to my centre. I gasped as he felt inbetween my folds.

"I'm just going to get you ready, babe." He kissed me when he slipped a finger inside of me. I pulled his face to mine as he slowly began pumping in and out of me. After a minute he paused and inserted another finger, making me gasp.

"You're so tight..." He gasped, smiling as he removed his fingers and reaching to his bedside table. I saw him rip a foil packet and roll the condom onto his member, and he positioned himself at my entrance. He let himself coat himself in my juices, and waited for me to nod. Then he began to push in, and he groaned at the sensation. For me, the sensation felt...odd. Wrong. And when he thrust in completely, I gasped, biting my lip as I tried to keep the tears in. It was painful, but at least he wasn't moving anymore. Once the pain subsided, I squeezed his arm in encouragement, and he pulled out again, then thrust in, and carried on. I felt that once the pain had gone, I began to feel that pleasure again, and I became consumed by it, pulling him in for heated kisses, and then I whispered something to him that really got him going.

"Fuck me, Finnick." It was only a small whisper, but he did as I requested, and he fell apart within minutes. I didn't see stars or anything, it was my first time, but it felt good. When he pulled out I pouted, feeling the emptiness, and he chucked his condom in the bin, then climbed into bed with me. He wrapped his arms around me and sighed happily.

"Thank you." He kissed me and I smiled at him, feeling sleepy. We were both still naked as he pulled me closer to him, and soon we both fell asleep from exhaustion.

ohh my good giddy god. I've never wrote a lemon before, pleassee tell me if it was good or really crap haha xD I've seen a ton of M stories which say that the girl comes like the same time as losing her virginity, and I'm just like...nope. I don't know about you lot but that has not happened from my experience, or any of my friend's experiences xD maybe we're all just weird, but I went with it, so there :D

yep, so first lemon everrr :P I feel slightly weirded out by myself so it'll really make me feel better if you weren't as weirded out as me xD