These next few chapters will be really short but I'll post them really close to each other...They'll also be the last :(I really like this story. Some of the credit of the last few chapters goes to Pheonix1995 who helped me LOADS lol I hope you guys like the way I am ending this :/ let me know :)
I straightened out my strapless, mid-thigh length, dark purple dress and tightened the belt around my waist. My hair hung in loose curls framing my face, I'd put quite lot of effort into my appearance, but it didn't feel right. I was nervous, maybe too nervous. It felt like a first date, but why? I shouldn't be this nervous if I loved him, if I loved him, surely I would be excited, excited to be getting to spend time with him, if I loved him wouldn't I have butterflies? Like when I'm going to see Adam. If I loved him would I still be having these doubts?
It's never like this with Adam. With Adam it's different. With Adam I'm nervous but I know the very second I look into those gorgeous moss green eyes that feeling will fade away and all I'll be left with is a feeling of completion and adoration, something no one had ever made me feel before. He'll make me laugh minutes later, his dimples will appear and he'll look like the most perfect man I've ever seen. But it's not just his looks, it's everything. From the unmistakable connection we have to the moments we share, from laughing at each other's drunken forms to holding one another when we were confused to everything in between, all of these moments will stick in my mind as some of my favourite ever. There's no mistaking that in one way or another we're completely made for each other, whether it's just as best friends or as something more.
No, this isn't right, I'm going out with Wade. Wade, who held me that night I felt like I was back there, 12 years old again, so vulnerable and helpless. He's the man who I watched the stars with…in silence, but it was nice to just lay in silence and let the night pass by with someone who cared about me. And he's the one who…who…there's got to be more, hasn't there? More to our relationship why can't I think of anymore moments? Did we seriously not have any? Wait, I looked after him when he was sick, yes that's it, I looked after him when he was sick – No that was Adam.
How can I go out with Wade, when all I can remember is Adam, when every good memory I have of being in the WWE is with Adam, when all I can think about is Adam. When the person I love is Adam. I'M IN LOVE WITH ADAM!
I couldn't do this. I couldn't go on a date with Wade when I'm completely in love with Adam. Can I?
A knocking on the door pulled me back to reality, now I had to face the truth. I either told him I couldn't go on a date with him or went on the date.
"Wade…I…"
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