Hi! :) Thanks for all the positive feedback guys! :) I love you guyyysss so so much :] You guys are the reason why I write these stories. :) Just a heads up, this chapter is a little shocking/intense. :D I was inspired by this one-shot for this chapter! I forgot what it was called... OH! It's look for the girl with the broken smile. One of my all-time favorites! :] I read it way back; when I was a Bori shipper. EW. What was I thinking. x) I love Victoria Justice and all, but I was a Bori shipper; WHAT? Haha, that story was one of the stories that made me switch to Bat. :) Now I will forever be Bat. x)
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AJ Kenobi: LOL. I totally agree, Beck is being a stubborn boy. And Cat shouldn't have done that. I blame myself. xD
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iCraveBat
I sat in class, staring at the ceiling. In this class, I didn't bother to talk. Even if it was my second favorite class. I was just one of the people who sat in the background. I didn't feel like talking, which was weird, because my character loves to talk. People asked what was wrong, but I simply shrugged. I had headaches, and Beck wasn't there to comfort me. I couldn't remember anything, and Beck wasn't there to tell me everything was OK. I was worried, and Beck wasn't there to reassure me. I realized that I couldn't live without him there by my side. It was too painful...
Right when the school bell rang, I ran straight out of school. I didn't bother to look at Tori, Jade, Andre, and especially Robbie. I was limping home, because usually Beck would be my ride home. Something didn't feel right. I felt empty without Beck there. I walked home, not seeing my mom there. But that was the last thing on my mind right now. I just wanted Beck there to tell me that everything would be okay. I just layed down on my bed, face down, for the rest of the day. What was the point of trying?
I got up the next morning, and did the usual routine. My mom still wasn't home. I didn't care, because what's the point of trying now? There isn't. My little brother tried making conversation with me at breakfast, but I didn't say anything. There wasn't a point to say anything to a Depressed Cat.
Instead of going to school, I decided to stop by somewhere where I could relax. Somewhere where I could get away. I went to Daniel Park. I sat on the swing, feeling the cool breeze through my hair. The simple breeze didn't feel the same the last time I was here. Last time, the atmosphere was happy, warm, and cuddly. Right now, at seven in the morning, the atmosphere was gloomy, sad, and dark. I looked down, frowned, and shed a simple tear. I grabbed my backpack from the sand and walked to school. I found myself walking to a certain boy's RV.
I stood outside his door, took a deep breath, and whispered, "You can do this Cat," I knocked on the door, and realized I couldn't do it. I walked away, but it was too late.
"Cat?" He said, then stood at the door post.
"Hi," I waved nervously.
"You can come in," He made a walkway so I could walk in.
"I just wanted to say this..." I took a deep breath and stood in front of him. He crossed his arms. I started to sing the bridge of one of my favorite songs. That was the only way I could talk to him now.
I know some people search the world
To find, something like what we had
I know people will try, try to divide, something so real
So till the end of time, I'm telling you that in the world
I sniffled, as a tear fell. I tried to finish the song, but Beck looked sorry. He didn't really say anything, just stared with a depressed face. So I finished the song.
No one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you.
We stood there in an awkward silence, until he said something. "You sang it beautifully,"
"Thank you," My voice cracked. "Bye Beck," I walked away, until I felt a tense grip on my arm. I turned around, and he was standing there. "What?" I asked.
"Nothing," He ran his fingers through his hair.
I looked down, and walked my way to school. I looked back, and he was gone. He didn't miss me at all.
As I walked into the school, I sat on the steps. Tori sat next to me, her hand on my shoulder. "Hey Cat," She said, in a soothing voice.
"Oh, hi Tori." I looked up and wiped my cheek.
"You OK?"
"Do I look OK to you?"
Tori bit her lip, and we heard screaming coming from the other end of the hall. We stood up and saw who it was. It was Jade tugging on Beck's arm.
"I don't want to talk to him," I turned to face Tori.
"You have to," She pat my shoulder.
"I don't want to!" I walked the opposite way from Jade and Beck.
I heard him yell, "See she doesn't even want to talk to me! Why should I talk to some girl who cheated on me?" He jerked from Jade's grip as I whimpered and walked away.
"Because can't you see she's hurting! She's broken Beck! You need to talk to her!" Jade retorted.
And I couldn't hear the rest, it was too muffled from inside the Black Box Theatre. I sat in a foldable chair, and drank some water in my backpack. The door gently opened as I turned my head. It was Beck.
"Hey babygirl," He walked to me, and slid a chair next to me.
"What?" I said, hurt.
"I hope we can still be friends,"
He didn't seem hurt at all. "What?" I asked, shocked. "You don't want to go out with me anymore?"
"Cat, I love you. And I always will. But I can't trust you anymore after what you did,"
"I'm sorry Beck. What do I have to do? I cried all day yesterday, all night, and I'm still crying. What do you want me to do? I really want to be your girlfriend. I messed up. I made a huge mistake Beck,"
"And I'm sorry Cat... But I've made my decision clear." Beck smiled a half-smile, but I could see the sadness in his eyes.
"I get it," I stood up, and walked away.
"Cat wait!" Beck called to me.
I didn't listen at all, simply because he broke me even more. I ran straight home, packed my bags, and took a bus. A bus to somewhere where I could be alone. Where I could redo my life.
I dialed Beck's number.
"Hello?" The deep voice answered.
I sobbed, took a deep breath, and sang to him again. "No one can get in the way of what I feel for you," I couldn't continue on, but I pushed myself forward. "When the rain is pouring down, and my heart is hurting, and you won't always be around, this I know, for certain," An annoucement made over the P.A. said, "The flight to New York is leaving in ten minutes everybody, ten minutes!"
"Cat what are you doing?" Beck yelled.
I wasn't going to listen to him. "You and me together, through those days and nights, I don't worry 'cause everything's gonna be alright."
"Cat, where are you? Are you at LAX? I'm coming over there. Don't leave!" He sounded out of breath and rushed.
"Bye Beck,"
"Please, stop!"
"I love you." I pressed end and sat on the chairs. Was I making a right decision?
I heard over the P.A., "The New York flight is going to be boarding in five minutes everybody, five minutes!"
I grabbed my carry-on, and made my way to the correct boarding station. I heard a faint, "CAT!" I turned around, and saw a tall guy shouting my name. It was Beck. I stopped walking for a second, but reminded myself, 'He doesn't love you anymore Cat. Keep walking.'
He was running to me, and I was walking as fast as I could. I made my way on the plane, and I heard the lady say to Beck, "Ticket please,"
He didn't listen, and he yelled, "Cat!"
I turned around, and blew a kiss. I saw a tear leave his face, and I felt a tear leave mine.
"I love you Kitten." Beck screamed out to me.
After he said that, I burst into tears. The pilot calmly said, "Miss, I need you to take your seat now." He gently pushed my back to the seating area as I faintly heard, "Cat, I love you so much! I'm coming to get you, no matter what I do!"
I sat down, next to the window, and cried silently, as the plane took off. I went on TheSlap, to see everyone's updates.
What's New On TheSlap?:
Tori Vega: CAAAAAAT WHERE ARE YOU? Mood: Worried
Beck Oliver: I can't believe I let you get away. I love you, and I always will. I'm coming to get you. One way or another. Mood: Depressed
Jade West: Cat? You didn't tell me anything... Come home! I miss you! You're my best friend... Mood: Missing Cat :(
Andre Harris: Lil' Red! Come back! We miss you! Especially Beck... Mood: Anxious
Robbie Shapiro: Cat... :/ Mood: Awkward
A tear escaped from my eye, as I put my hand to my mouth. All I did, was stare out the window, looking at the lit up buildings.
:,( Tear tear. I know, it was pretty sad, but don't worry! It's not the end! It may seem like the end, but I reassure you that it's not the end! I PROMISE. Things will get better for Cat and Beck. I promise, and if I break that promise, I give you guys permission to chop my hands off so I can't write anymore. x) JUST KIDDING. I enjoy my hands connected to my body. x) Hope you enjoyed it, because I kinda enjoyed writing it! :) Just because there's just so much more drama and action in sad stories. Sorry. But it'll get better, I promise. :) Review, and I'll update tomorrow around 9-11 am pdt! :)
xo
-iCraveBat
