Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter. I own Avana, T.E.D.S owns Filip.

If you guys are wondering why that quote from a song was in the last chapter... I was listening to that song on repeat and when I got the idea for the chapter I deleted everything on that document and put it down. So yea, I'm not doing a quote today. So on with the story!

Avana POV

When I appeared in Dumbledores office he was sitting at his desk. Putting on his glasses he looked over at me. "Miss. Lestrange, have a nice summer?" he asked. Looking over at him and sitting in the chair he gestured to across from him at his desk I said;

"Yes Professor, and yourself?" I said politely.

"It was very... interesting. Now, you go on and put your stuff in your dorm and change. Everybody will be arriving in a few hours." He said smiling with the twinkle in his eye. "Oh yes, and Avana?" he said. I turned around to look at him. "Ravenclaws symbol is an eagle, which means wisdom." Winking he turned around find some of his paperwork.

I walked out of the room, wondering if he had heard my conversation with Filip. If he had, he wasn't very mad. As I walked down one of the empty halls I heard feet starting to walk this way. Thinking they were behind me I started to run faster. In my head I heard a different voice calling my name. Breaking into a run I ran straight to the Ravenclaw tower.

"The beginning of eternity, the end of time and space, the beginning of every end, and the end of every place." The portrait said. One of the riddles. Thinking of it, nothing was the same except one thing... but it couldn't be correct. It just wouldn't. I decided though, to say it anyways.

"The letter 'E'?" I asked. The portrait opened for me and I smiled, walking in I noticed that nothing had changed. I pulled my trunk up the stairs and into my dorm. I unpacked something's, not wanting to look odd.

Quickly I slid on my robes and walked out of the common room into the hallway. All of the sudden I felt a hand upon my shoulder. I jumped around, to find myself staring up at Professor Snape.

"P-p-professor." I stuttered. He looked down his hooked nose at me. I stepped back a bit so I wasn't so close to him and I looked down at my feet.

"Miss. Lestrange look at me when I am speaking." He said. My head snapped up to look at him. I had never been this nervous around him before, never in my life. It was probably because of the fact that I had left to be friends with a man from Poland and am friends with Harry and them. "You are to come with me." He said and grabbed my arm pulling me along down the hallway. I had to run to keep up with him, it didn't help that I was tired and just wanted to sleep.

"What is this about professor... where are we going?" I asked. He ignored me as we walked up into a wall in the dungeons. I gulped as he muttered something and a door appeared and opened. Pulling me in he looked over at me.

"Do not touch anything." He said. I nodded quickly and he walked out of the room. Looking around I noticed lots of large books. I walked over to them curiously and looked at the titles. Most looked like dark magic names, all of the sudden I noticed a wand sitting on the table.

I walked over to it and without thinking went to pick it up. When I tried though, a large shock came and shocked me, also it burnt my fingers.

"Didn't you ever get told not to touch things that aren't yours?" I heard a female voice say. I recognized it though, but didn't turn around. Why did he bring me here? I didn't want to see this person. "Avana... look at me." She said. I still didn't turn around, I didn't want to.

I kept my back turned and shut my eyes tightly. I never wanted to see her again. I might be tempted to go back to that life... the life I wasn't meant to be in. I was meant for this one. "Avana please." I heard her say. Her voice was urgent. Not as though she had to leave though, it was as though she was losing something that she held most dear. She didn't hold me most dear though. "Avana!" this time it was yelled. It was harsh. I didn't understand why she was acting so nice then mean again. Was it a way to try and get me back?

I didn't turn around. Pretending she wasn't there, I walked over to the bookshelf and looked at all the large books. Some bigger than my hand. "Speak to me!" she screamed.

"What do you want me to say!?" I yelled back spinning around. Her eyes were puffy, as though she was crying and her pale face had a red-ish tinge to it. I felt sympathy for her, but I wasn't going back.

"Anything!" she said. I shook my head, my black hair waved as I shook it.

"Like what? I'm not coming back." I said. I think that is what got to her. All of the sudden she broke down, she fell to the floor sobbing. I didn't understand what was happening. My mother, the great and proud Bellatrix Lestrange, the master of cruico and the killing curse, who named her daughter after that very deadly curse, was on the ground sobbing because of her.

"Why? What did I ever do? Why do I deserve this?" she sobbed. Question after question poured out of her. I only caught three. I didn't answer. I stood there staring at her. Tears silently falling down my own cheeks, after a few minutes she calmed down. I could tell she was getting angry. "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS!?" She screamed after a while. I jumped and looked up. But before I could say anything else Professor Snape walked in.

"Is that anyway to speak to a student Bellatrix? You can say one more thing Lestrange before you have to go to the feast." He said in his monotone voice. Looking at him then Bellatrix I spoke in a normal tone.

"I love you, but I can't do this. I just can't." I said with a voice that kept cracking.

"YOU ARE A DISGRACE! I HATE YOU!"She yelled at me. I walked out of his chambers and down the hallway and out of the dungeons.

Bellatrix POV

"How could you letter her just walk out!?" I screamed at Snape. I was fuming. How could she do this to me? ME! Her mother! I was the person who brought her into this world.

"You are going to regret saying that Bellatrix." He said. He sounded as though he didn't care, hell, he looked like he didn't care.

"Did you not hear what she said to me?" I yelled at him. He did not flinch just gave me a disgusted look and looked down at me from over his stupid hooked nose.

"From what I heard, she is being a child." He said. His voice not waving, or giving any indication that he was going to stop the stupid monotone.

"YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!" I screamed at him. I was holding back tears that I refused to let fall around this scum. He wasn't even pure-blood!

"Who says I don't understand Bellatrix?" he said. I felt the river of tears starting to break through the dam I had created to keep them out. I felt my eyes starting to fill up.

"You don't have a daughter! You don't have a child! You don't understand what it feels like to have them leave you!" I yelled at him and felt myself crumple to the floor sobbing. "She is the reason I live every day, and my lord of course, but mostly the face of knowing my baby girl is alive and I am fighting for a better world for her to live in! She has left me in this fight! She has left do you hear me, she has left! Avana has left and taken my heart with her! I have no reason to live!" I yelled through sobs.

No point of view

Snape knew he had to get to the great hall or people would before suspicions. With one more look at the sobbing death eater who was crumbled in the middle of his chamber, he walked out of the room. Locking the door behind him.

And here is your chapter. Like it or dislike it?

So my parents left to a city three hours away yesterday and came back today, they bought be Taylor Swifts new CD RED! :D Now I'm really happy and listening to it, though writing this chapter made me sad.

Anyways, please review because you all love me so much that you will. See you next chapter!

~Elekat