A/N: Lol OK, my original thought was to make Giotto's return into two parts, but I scraped that idea. Why? Because I thought it was too much. I was actually half way done with this by Thursday, but I got side tracked multiple times by my collection of various 1827 and 8018 doujins. I really tried to finish, but my mind was a total cesspool while I was writing this *wipes drool from my mouth*. Heh, this is what happens when you have the doujinshi hook-up.

On another note, I'm sure you know about the new story. *blushes lightly* Yeah, like I said before...I don't even know where that came from. I didn't really put much into it, so I know it was mostly crap.

So, anyway, enjoy the new chapter. Sorry for the spelling and grammar errors. Like I said, I was distracted and I kinda rushed it towards the end.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything I used in the chapter. I wish I did own KHR. If I did then Tsuna and the plot would've been very different~. Plus, I would get rid of Haru...

Chapter 5| Sibling Confession

After a whole hour of dealing with my panic attack, I was sitting on my bed, mentally debating if I should call Giotto-nii or not. However, when I heard my phone buzz on my night stand, I shrieked and fell off my bed. "Itai...why am I so accident prone?" I picked myself up then grabbed my phone before answering with a shaky voice. "H-hello?"

"Whoa, you're actually awake. Are you okay? You sound worn-out. Is something wrong, Tsuna-chi?" He said with concern. I feel so loved.

"I was just...thinking, Giotto-nii," I said confused.

"Ha, what the hell were you thinking," He asked, laughing. "Was it about your secret lover boy?"

"N-NO!" He didn't how close to home he really was. "I was just thinking about calling you back," I half lied. I looked down and saw that I was still half hard from my dream. Even though Giotto-nii wasn't here, I felt embarrassed. I felt as if I was doing something wrong or bad. I couldn't help what I was dreaming.

"Okay…..well, I was just checking on you. I'll let you go and talk to you later, okay?" He asked.

"Okay."

"You gonna be okay, Tsuna-chi?" He asked concerned.

I perked up, trying to forget the dream and the problem it caused me. "Yep, I'll be fine."

"Alright. Bug you later."

"Okay," I said smiling, "later."

"K. Bye."

"Bye." I snapped my phone shut, sighing heavily. Good god, what a dream. "Okay, okay I'll just not think about it." I looked down seeing I was still hard. I could pretty much hear Reborn in my head saying, "Yeah, good luck with that Dame-Tsuna." Damn Sadist.

I sighed then laid back on my floor. Trying to relax and NOT think about my dream. 'God, I miss you, Giotto-nii. I hope this week go by fast. I-I wanna see you...'

I finally crawled back up to my bed, smashed my head into the pillow then fell into a sleepless dream. Soon mom would be home then I could think of something other than my blonde, older brother.

Today was Thursday. Giotto was on an early plane heading back home, and I was so close to pulling my hair out at this point. I was home by myself, again. My parents went to a family party, while I decided to stay home and wait for Giotto-nii to come home. I felt excited that he was finally coming home, but I was also embarrassed as well.

Now that he's gonna be home, he's going to be teasing me about my "secret lover boy". My Giotto-nii may act a little slow sometimes, but I know once he sets his mind on something, he'll never let it go. Ieyasu "Giotto" Sawada was a deadly package: Intelligent, illegally good looking and funny. I cursed softly to myself, sighed then lied my head down on the kitchen table. I was afraid that he'd figure out that I was in love him, and not some random guy at school. I was gonna to have to try my best to steer the conversation away from anything that involved me being in love with someone.

I waited in the kitchen, with my head still on the table, just watching the clock. The anxiety was killing me, and I was starting to get bored. So, I decided to be a rebel and go watch a movie, one of the ones I wasn't supposed to watch with my parents around. I ran upstairs to my, crawled under my bed and grabbed a brown paper bag. On my 14th birthday, Mukuro, being the pineapple-haired pervert that he is, gave me a small bag of hardcore, yaoi DVDs. I swore I would never watch any of these, but then again, I never planned on falling in love with my older brother either.

"Can't believe I'm doing this," I mumbled. I closed my eyes then took two deep breathes. So, with my face three times redder than it should be, I picked up one of the DVDs Mukuro gave me then put it in my PS3. I read the title and blinked twice. What the hell was Okane ga Nai and why did Mukuro give it to me? "Perverted Pineapple…" I shrugged and decided to watch it to pass the time.

I kinda regret my decision.

After a while, I started to get into it, even though it was extremely embarrassing. The main character, Somuku Kanou, was wicked scary, but he sort of reminded me of Reborn. That thought made me laugh, but my laughter died quickly when I started watching episode 3 and 4. I let out a loud 'HIIEE' at the…excessively intimate scenes between Somuku-san and his…lover(?),Yukiya Ayase. I was even more embarrassed when I realized that I liked what I was watching; the twitching in my sweat pants was proof of that. I gulped as a thought crossed my mind, and the shade of red on my face went up two notches.

"W-Well, no one is h-home…a-and Giotto-nii w-won't be h-home till l-later," I encouraged myself while my right hand pulled down at the knot on my sweat pants. I bit my lip lightly as my fingers ran over my own length, and it felt too good. Letting my fingers wrap around my shaft, I started thinking about what Somuku-san was doing the Ayase. I blushed hard and started stroking myself slowly. My back arched as I thought about Giotto-nii. Now my hand was moving faster, pumping harder while I bit down on the end of my orange shirt to muffle any sounds that escaped my mouth. I finally let the dream I had a week ago replay itself in my mind.

"Don't try to hide yourself from me," he whispered against my ear. I opened my eyes slightly, and saw that he was lying directly above me. His head was near my neck and I squirmed slightly when I felt something warm slide across my ear and neck.

"Shh, let me take care of you," he hushed, while slowly flipping me over so that I was laying on my stomach with my ass in the air. The blush on my face grew two shades redder when I felt his toned chest touch my bare back. Giotto-nii nibbled on my ear then slowly ran his tongue down to my neck, and I shuddered again, leaning my head to the side to grant my brother better access to what he wanted. I felt his rough, yet careful, hands come around my front, sliding down until he found what he was looking for.

Giotto-nii's lips tickled my ear again as he spoke, "I want you, Tsunayoshi..."

A cold shiver ran through my body while I ran my thumb over the tip of my leaky cock. "N-ngh, G-Giotto-n-nii.." I knew I was going to hold out much longer.

My mouth opened as I started panting, the end of my shirt falling back into place. I kept repeating my brother's name over and over while I pumped myself harder and faster, my imagination going into overdrive. Giotto-nii was here with me, on my bed, our bodies covered with sweat. He was panting, his warm breath ghosting my ear and neck. I had my legs wrapped around his powerful waist , driving my brother deeper as he buried his cock inside my greedy hole repeatedly, making me scream out bliss towards the heavens. With one final stroke, and a mental image of Giotto leaning over me, whispering my name over and over in that sooth voice of his, I let my head fall back against the edge of my bed as I came all over my hand. I rode the waves of ecstasy my shameful activity created and I kept my eyes closed while I panted heavily. This was so messed up.

"I...I am so gross." I knew I was, but I couldn't help it. I felt like breaking down and crying like the dame pervert that I was. With a heavy sigh, I used my somewhat clean hand to turn my PS3 then went to the bathroom to wash my hands. I couldn't even look at myself in the mirror; I was too disgusted with myself.

My body was still shaking from the force of my sinful orgasm. I dragged myself back to my room just as my phone started to vibrate. I don't remember setting it on vibrate, but I let it slide. I grabbed my phone off the charger, flipped it open without looking at the caller ID then pressed talk.

"Hello?"

"Heyyy, Tsuna-chi. I can see the house." It was Giotto! I thought my heart stopped beating, but apparently I was still alive.

"Y-You're here?" I asked him. Without waiting for an answer, I ran from my room, literally flying down the stairs, which resulted in me landing on my face. I cursed then scrambled up to my feet to get to the door, yanking it open. When I opened the door, my Giotto-nii stood right in front of me. He blinked twice before smiling down at me, ruffling my hair. I closed my eyes and allowed a soft giggle to escape me as I bathed in his warm presence.

"Told ya I was coming back, didn't I?" He was still smiling. God, I missed that smile.

I felt overjoyed, a huge grin spreading across my face. "Giotto-nii!" I jumped into his arms, hugging him with all the strength I had. Our phones were still on, but we just stood there holding each other. He had one hand in my overly messy hair while the other was wrapped around me. For the second time today, I felt like crying. Only this time, it would've been out of joy. "I missed you, Giotto-nii."

"I missed you too, Tsuna." I froze for a split second. 'D-Did…Did he just call me by my name?' My heart felt like it was going to explode.

We pulled away, closed our phones then I dragged him in the house. He set his bags down and kept smiling at me. Now it felt weird.

I laughed, crossing my arms. "Why are you staring at me?"

He shrugged, "No idea what you're talking about, Tsuna-chi." Well, at least he was back to normal, as normal as Giotto-nii can be anyway.

"Yeah, right. You want something?"

He chuckled, giving up on his little act. "Wanna tell me who your crush is now?" His smile widened.

'Oh, great. I was afraid of this.' My earlier activity flashed before my eyes, and I shook my head. "N-no way, Giotto-nii. Forget it." I laughed, running up the stairs.

"Tsk, c'mon. Tell me!" He chased after me. Of course, he runs faster than I do. Damn him and his long legs! By the time I reached the top, he was right behind me.

I ran into my room and turned around only to find Giotto-nii right in front of me. With a cool smirk, he shoved me back onto my bed then jumped on top of me. He pinned my arms above my head and sat on my lower stomach. Since he was stronger than me, I was pretty much stuck there. This would've, literally, been a dream come true, but I wasn't about to confess like this.

I sighed and tried to glare up at my brother. "I'm not telling you."

"How about this," he started. "I'll ask you some questions about him. Maybe, I can guess who he is."

The little Tsuna in my head was going into a panic attack, running around in circles, pulling his hair, screaming, "No, no! That's what I'm afraid of! Baka Giotto-nii~". I, on the other hand, just blushed and gave a short nod.

"Does he go to our school?" he asked.

"Giott-" He cuts me off.

"Answer," he demanded.

I sigh, irritated. "Yeah, he does." He smiled and I glared at him. I'm pretty sure my glares weren't even working at this point, and to Giotto, they probably looked like pouts.

"What grade is he in?"

Again, here comes little Tsuna. "Don't answer, don't answer that! He's gonna find out!" I know my face went pale because he had a concerned look on his face. "You know you can tell me who he is."

"N-No, I can't."

He looked disappointed then sighed. "Just tell me what grade he's in."

Well, I could probably just tell him that. "12th."

He smiled. "So, he's in my grade?"

I closed my eyes, trying to avoid my brother's gaze. "Mhmm."

"See, that wasn't so hard." He was still on top of me, and my heart was beating extremely fast. My face was burning, and I felt like I was shaking. "I won't bug you anymore, for now." He ended with his signature laugh.

I let out a small, forced laugh then opened my eyes. I watched him climb off of me then he held out his hand, offering to help me up. I smiled, taking his hand in mine. As soon as our skin met, I felt electric shocks flood through my entire body. His skin was so soft and warm. When I was standing in front of him, for some reason, my eyes were glued to his lips. I tried to push down the urge to lean up and kiss him, but I was stuck. I finally looked him in the eye and saw him looking down at me. I felt nervous, and he was giving me an awkward look. 'Oh shit, now what?' I screamed at myself.

Thankfully, he just ignored it and moved on. "So, what do you want to do, Tsuna-chi?" he questioned me.

Now things felt awkward. I need to be more careful. It just keeps getting harder and harder to keep it all locked up inside. I took a deep breath, exhaling heavily. I really should call Gokudera-kun and tell him about this.

"What could we do? Watch a movie? You're the one that just got back, so you could pick." I felt odd; I couldn't seem to look him in the eyes for too long. When I spoke to him, I immediately tried to focus on other things.

"I guess we could watch some T.V." He stood there just a few inches from me; thinking about...whatever ran through his head. "Wanna watch your favorite show," he asked with a smile.

I smiled back. "Yeah, sure."

We went downstairs to watch Durarara! and we sat next to each other on the couch. I had a hard time focusing on the show, since I was so close to him, the smell of mandarin oranges filling my senses. I bounced my leg up and down and chewed on my bottom lip, nervously. Finally, he spoke. "Are you okay?" he asked, placing his hand on my knee to stop its bouncing.

I stopped chewing on my lip and looked into his eyes. "Yeah, I guess." I looked back at the T.V.

After we finally finished all the episodes of DRRR!, I was yawning and starting to doze off. The ending was somewhat of a disappointment, but at least I got to see Izaya and Shizuo's last fight; it was pretty epic. I was just about to fall asleep, when Giotto-nii patted my leg. "Come on, Tsuna-chi. Let's go to bed."

Not really thinking about anything, I let my brother carry me upstairs. He put me down and I started to go to my room, but he stopped me. "Heh, come sleep in my room. We haven't had a sleep over in a long time." He smiled, making me smile back.

"Okay, Giotto-nii." We went into his room and he closed the door behind us.

I watched him walk over next to his bed and with his back to me, he pulled his blue shirt up over his head. I stood there by the foot of his bed and watched him slide his jeans down. He turned around and grinned at me. "You gonna sleep in your jeans?" He laughed.

I blushed, slightly embarrassed. I was sleepy, so sue me. I forced a laugh, "Shut up." I felt a little strange with him watching me undress. I turned my back to him and took off my sweat pants and t-shirt off. He got into his full-sized bed then pulled two thin sheets over himself. He smirked and patted the right side of the bed, motioning for me to lay down. With a heavy blush, I crawled into the bed and under the thin sheets with him. It was slightly unnerving, since I could feel the warmth coming from him.

We started useless pillow talk, which lasted for about two hours then I turned over onto my side. A few minutes went by and I thought that Giotto-nii probably went to sleep. He surprised me when I felt him wrap his arm around my chest and his warm, toned chest pressed against my back. "Mm, I really missed you, Tsuna-chi." I could feel his minty breath caress the back of my neck.

I giggled softly, letting my body relax against my brother's. "Hehe, yeah. I missed you too, Giotto-nii." I smiled to myself. 'It's nice being so close to him,' I thought. We just laid there, while I listened and felt him breath in and out. He moved his hand down to my arm, close to my chest as he let his fingers run lightly over my skin. I closed my eyes, feeling relaxed, and also a little excited. The little Tsuna in my head was, once again, having a small meltdown. This time I agreed with him. 'Oh holy crap, I want to try and kiss him so bad! I'm so freakin' terrified, but I don't want to wait any longer. I don't think I can hold it in for long.'

I thought for a moment then decided to just go for it. 'Okay, here it goes. If anything goes wrong then I can just blame it on me being sleepy. God, I'm so scared.' I nervously sat up and turned over onto my right side. My body shook with excitement, or maybe that was just nerves, as I looked into Giotto-nii mesmerizing, sky blue eyes. My breathing quickened as I leaned in closer to him. I put left arm down, elbow against the bed then placed my right arm on the other side of him. He stared at up me, not blinking.

"T-Tsuna?" He asked with curious wide eyes. He placed his hands on both of my shoulders just as I was mentally beating myself to hell and back. 'Stupid, stupid Dame-Tsuna! Hurry up and do it. And for the love of everything sacred, do NOT cry!'

My eyes went blurry with tears right after that thought crossed my mind. "I'm s-sorry, Giotto-nii," I whispered, closing my eyes. I leaned in to close the space between our faces and pressed my lips to his. I felt Giotto's grip tightened on my shoulders, and I felt his lips quiver against mine. 'Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit!' My arms started shaking, and I felt a tear slip down my cheek. Pulling away slowly, I kept my head bent, my chestnut bangs covering my eyes as tears continued to run down my face. I was straddling his legs, so I kept both hands on either side of him, my arms ramrod straight. I started to shook as I tried to keep myself from sobbing like I wanted to. My brother didn't need to see me breakdown after he rejects me, and I honestly don't know why I didn't run out of the room as soon as I broke the kiss. I shuddered and shook my head slowly. "I-I'm s-s-sorry, G-Giotto-nii. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, so sorry….p-p-please don't h-hate me. P-Please. I tried…I t-tried s-so hard.." I stopped, not able to talk anymore.

I heard the bed creak and I tilted my head up a little, looking at him through the strands of hair that was covering my face. He sat up and looked at me, his eyebrows furrowed. I looked down again, cursing myself. This was it; Giotto, my Giotto-nii, was about to yell at me, curse me to hell and back and shove me away for being so disgusting. All I could say was "I'm sorry" over and over again. I didn't want him to hate me, I wouldn't be able to live if my brother never talked to me again, but I knew that this would've happened. I was expecting this all along. What I wasn't expecting was for him to cup my chin in his warm, right hand. He tilted my head up so that my dampened honey eyes looked deep into his beautiful, blue eyes. "I'm so sorry, Giotto-nii," I repeated.

"Hmph." He gave me a small smile, another thing I wasn't really expecting at a time like this. "Don't be." And just like that, I was left confused; I tilted my head, as much as I was allowed to with him holding my chin, and gave him a questioning look. His smile widened, turning into a smirk, as he leaned in, pressing his lips to mine. I held my breath in shock. 'W-Wh-Wha? He's..Giotto-nii is kissing me back?' I thought, my body frozen in place. Giotto took his left hand and held the back of my head, pressing his lips harder against mine. I felt myself relax as our lips moved together as I placed both of my arms around his neck, holding him. He released my chin and moved it to caress my sides.

I released my breath through my nose, and it came out as a sigh, as I closed my eyes. 'Oh god, I love him...I love him so much.' A few seconds passed, and he pulled away. I looked at him shyly, but also slightly curious as to what was about to happen. We both pulled our arms back and looked at each other for a moment.

"So," Giotto started with a laugh. "When did this all start? You liking me, I mean," he asked with a smile.

"Umm…r-remember that n-night in the pool? Y-Your birthday," I said with a heavy blush.

Suddenly, he threw back his head and laughed loudly. It kinda freaked me out, but I didn't question it. When he was done with his 'I am Kira' laugh moment, he replied. "Hmm, I should've known. You were actin' pretty goofy, ya know?" He paused. "You should've told me, Tsuna," he said with a serious voice.

I sighed. "I was afraid. Damn near terrified."

"I know. So was I." I raised an eyebrow at him, but he just shrugged it off. "I thought I was some kind of sick fuck for having the hots for my little brother," he laughed, his blue eyes sparkling.

I couldn't stop the girly giggle that spilled from my lips. "Did you really just say, 'the hots'?" I smiled at him. "You need to stop watching those old '90's movies with Those Bovino brothers."

"Yeah, yeah. Whatever you say, but," he paused, leaning in closer to me, and my cheeks burned. "You're just so damn cute. I can't help but use old '90's lingo around you if you makes you blush like that." He grinned.

I pushed him back, trying to save myself the embarrassment of my face exploding. "Ah! Stop it, Giotto-nii!" I turned my face away, trying to hide my embarrassment. As you figured, my plan wasn't working.

He grabbed my left hand and pulled it close to his face. My eyes widened slightly as I watched him kiss the tip of my middle finger. I looked up to meet his gaze and something changed in his eyes. I've only seen this look one other time, and it was when he was dating some girl named Daniela. He looked in the mood.

'Oh g-god, is this really happening?' I gulped, letting my mouth hang open as he licked the tip of my finger. I stared at him as my heart began to beat faster, threatening to escape my chest. I felt extremely nervous and excited all at the same time. 'What's g-gonna happen n-now?' Giotto slowly pushed my middle and index finger into his warm, wet mouth. I could feel his skillful tongue slide under and around my fingers; this caused me to inhale sharply, the blush on my face growing by the heavier by the second. My breathing became faster the more he licked my two fingers, running his tongue all over them, tasting and savoring me.

I tried to force another swallow down, but I was unsuccessful. I felt frozen. He pulled my fingers out of his mouth and leaned in close to me again. He pressed his warm mouth next to my ear then whispered, "Want me to lick you somewhere else, Tsuna-chi?" He nibbled on my earlobe playfully before he licked it.

I gasped then my eyes widened even more; they probably looked like saucers by now. I felt him run one of his hands down my side again, and I couldn't get my words out. "I-I don't….k-know, Giotto-n-nii….u-umm….." I felt so embarrassed to the extreme...oh god, now I'm talking like Onii-san! Can this get any worse?

After hearing my response, Giotto-nii positioned his face back in front of mine then pressed his lips firmly against mine. This kiss was different; it was a lot more intimate. I felt his tongue run over the seal of my lips, so I parted them willingly. Feeling his tongue in my mouth and moving against mine, was a weird, yet pleasant feeling. I closed my eyes to focus solely on our kiss. This is what I wanted. I was so glad that Giotto-nii wasn't mad at me, I'm glad he also accepted my feelings with open arms. I was feeling light-headed from the intensity of the kiss, and I was being overwhelmed.

I'm not sure how it happened, but I ended up laying on my back with my brother on top of me, our heads at the end of his bed. We stayed in each others arms, literally trying to eat our way through the other, for what felt like hours then Giotto ended our kiss. He pulled his head up and just looked at me for a moment, running his fingers through my chestnut colored hair with one of his hands. Finally, he broke the silence.

"I love you, Tsuna."

I smiled and at that moment I felt so happy, tears formed in my eyes. I actually let myself cry this time.

"I love you too, Giotto-nii."

He leaned back down, gave me a peck on the lips then rolled off to lay beside me. As I laid wrapped in my brother's arms, we drifted off to sleep with only the sound of our heartbeats and breathing that seemed to be in sync.

Decima: Holy crap, this was the longest chapter I've written so far. I actually like this one, and I thought it was so cute! You all agree, ne? Well, Tsuna confessed and Giotto accepted, and even returned, his feelings. However, what will happen the next morning? What will happen to the Sawada siblings? Hopefully the next chapter will be done before I get distracted again.

On another note, I'm somewhat embarrassed on my other story. I can't believe I wrote that, but I'm glad people have read it and favored it. Lol, I feel so loved~

High school is almost starting again, and that sucks. So, I have college and high school to deal with...which means, not that much time to update. However, I will try my best to post a couple of oneshots here and there.

-Decima :)